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Episode #166: Jeremiah Chapter 39: A Warning + Avoidant Attachment + M*sturbation Meditation
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I woke up this morning with Jeremiah chapter 39 on my mind and I understood that I was to teach this and issue a warning and so here it is. This has to do with this time of Judgement we are under and this sense of trouble which I feel is near.
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Episode #166: Jeremiah Chapter 39: A Warning + Avoidant Attachment + M*sturbation Meditation
De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:00:00] Good morning, y'all, and thank you so much for joining me, De'Vannon Seráphino, yet again, here for the Sex, Drugs, and Jesus podcast. What is today? Tuesday, October the 8th in the year 2024, at approximately 11 a. m. in the morning, East Coast time, and I, am coming to you today to talk to you about What I woke up with this morning, which is from the Hebrew Bible and the, the, the book of Jeremiah in the Old Testament, chapter 39. It is not often that I wake up with like a scripture on my mind like this, but when I do, I know it's something that's very like immediate as something that I need to get on here.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And recording, I think I may have only done this once before that I can remember I did this last year when I was in Japan and the book of Ezekiel, I think it was chapter [00:01:00] 23 was on my was like on my spirit when I woke up that like that morning and I went on ahead and recorded and released the episode, you know, because I've been up like the last few nights, like, literally not not able to go to sleep till like four or 5am.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I don't have bad nerves. I don't have a bad life. I'm not worrying about things. I don't have janky ass energies in my, in my sphere from people or anything like that. I keep my spaces cleansed and everything like that. There is no reason for me to be up, you know, that late. But what I think is happening is that I'm channeling and sensing like this unrest that is happening around me or like in the world.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And, you know, If you listen to different clairvoyance in different places, people are beginning to talk about how this agitation is starting to rise up. [00:02:00] I've been telling you about the time of this karmic judgment that we're under, and it all has this like flavor to it, like something bad is getting ready to happen.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And, I'm going to tell you, do not ignore the warnings. Of those of us who have vision that I don't care if you're looking at, like, your favorite Tarot reader online or the prophetess at your church, whoever it is, because the Lord tends to send messages that are the carry akin warnings through different people globally.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Okay, usually you're not going to find one person with vision just issuing a warning. Usually you can at least find somebody somewhere saying something along those lines, but do not ignore like vision and warnings because this is how God has always worked since the dawn of time, at least at this [00:03:00] age of time.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Some, some shit's about to pop off and go down. The Lord has sent light workers into the world who have sight and who have an extra dose of what it feels like to be in the presence of God and to know God, and not everybody has that. And so he commissions us and commands us to go tell you what we have heard in private from God, what we have seen, that you don't go out there and get in trouble.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So do not ignore visions and warnings because this is like a standard operating procedure of God. All right?
De'Vannon Seráphino: When strange things happen, like that, like that storm that came up and hit like the Appalachian area the other day. It was like the second moon. I know it's like, you know, that, that, that, that came to our orbit. That's going to be here for like two months or whatever the case might be. Like [00:04:00] when I, when I look at this moon and I consider it spiritually and we must always consider things spiritually and not just go, Oh, that's weird.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And they just keep on dealing about with our existence. I look at that moon and I go, huh, what this means spiritually. It's on my analysis of it. I would be curious if anybody else had anything different, you know, others are different spiritually to say about it. Always interested in spiritual insight because we are after all spirits anyway,
De'Vannon Seráphino: you know, that that's an uncommon thing that happened. This is the Lord trying to warn you that something uncommon is about to take place. It's something foreign to us that this is the Lord telling you that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: How can I say this? It's just a, it's a very strange and ominous and [00:05:00]foreboding ass feeling when you have something that doesn't really belong in your atmosphere and just decide it's gonna show up and sit there, you know, and just like monitor you, watch you, be in your energy, you're in that energy, that thing is having an influence upon us because anything around us has an influence upon us, but it wasn't always here.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is like, sudden changes. But things that not you just not going to be able to get rid of quick things you didn't see coming stuff you thought was never going to be possible is what this second moon represents something out of the ordinary that the Lord is also showing you he could have let that thing pass into our atmosphere.
De'Vannon Seráphino: He could send something else to pass through our atmosphere and destroy us at any moment.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That that that second moon is a harbinger for unusual [00:06:00] things that are about to happen. I don't have a super positive feeling about it. I don't. And, you know, I'm, you know, besides that, you know, I did a whole show about like this time of judgment that I feel like is upon us a few shows ago that's already out. And in there I detailed like this dream I had about this person who I'm who I've been dealing with up here in New York, but I have enough sense to know that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's that sort of into the way energies and things work with one person will work with another that dream of warning came to me to give to him, but it was not just for him because the time of judgment is upon us all and the Lord deals with people the same. How does the Holy scripture say God fashions our hearts alike, you know, and in this dream, you know, this, this, this dude is, you know, is up here who has been wasting his energy.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Avoiding [00:07:00] the codependent and avoided attachment style issues. Of his past and in these relationships with people that are destructive that have been for a long time and having a difficult time untangling so, but in this dream I saw judgment come upon him because the Lord did not put us here to fuck around with bullshit and bullshit ass energy and to waste our time with distractions and sensual pleasures.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This dream was highly sensual and sensuality could have be any damn thing from sex, use the wrong way, too much volunteering, too much things that people distract themselves with, too much traveling, worrying about your damn family too much, any kind of gambling, being out in nature too much. Anything that makes you feel alive in your body, quote unquote, how your mind might interpret being alive, but works against your soul, is negative sensuality.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Sensuality in and of [00:08:00] itself isn't bad, but because sensuality is good, it's like some people act like they can't tell when they cross over into it being too much, or to it being negatively Or low vibrationally intended, and then they'd act like whatever they do that sensual is good across the board, and that's just not true.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It depends on how you're doing it, who you're doing it with, why you're doing it, how long you're doing it, and to be sure that you're not avoidant through it. Just 'cause it feels good. I do not agree with that. With that thinking of it. Feel, if it feels good, do it. Fuck no. If it feels good, pray about it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Meditate, be sure that, that it still is aligned with your life's mission. And, and if it's something God wants you to do and in this dream, you know these, these, you know him and these associates of his or is overruled with sensuality. And they were distracting themselves and not really moving forward.
De'Vannon Seráphino: A lot of motion, constant activity, but not moving forward within themselves. It is [00:09:00] very curious to me how a person can be going from bed to bed, house to house, relationship to relationship, drug to drug, distraction to distraction. Even benevolence can be distracting. Some people have themselves convinced that if they go and save the world, that they're doing good, but baby, you gotta save yourself.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You know, You know, you know, this person I'm thinking about does a lot of volunteer and benevolent work. But nevertheless, this dream came and they have not worked on themselves. This is not pleasing to God. Like, you got to do, you got to work on you. Bypassing, you try to focus on other people's issues, thinking other people's issues are worse than yours.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You know, no, you gotta, you, everybody has their struggles and your, your first responsibility is to get your shit together first. And you can't, you just don't want to do that. But it's curious to me how people can be so fucking busy moving like they were in this dream and how people are in life [00:10:00] and, not get anywhere inside themselves at a standstill.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And then there's people who know how to go into purposeful, spiritual, intentional isolation are like in the hanged man card. Who don't look like they're moving very far, doing too much, cause they're sitting physically still, but internally, their mind, heart, and soul, gaining so much fucking distance. But it's like you damn near can't have them both at the same time.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's almost like And in a way, you know, it's almost like if you are constantly physically in a state of motion, your soul can't keep up with that. But it's like if you set the fuck down, then your soul has a chance to finally burst free and run.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And you know, there is not peace promised to this earth. I don't know where the fuck people get this idea of utopia coming one day and we're all gonna sing [00:11:00] Kumbaya. No. There's nothing in no Holy Scripture, you know, in the Holy Scriptures of the Hebrew Bibles that I read about anything that looks like utopia until after the judgment day and after Armageddon, then after everything is all burnt up, you know, even rich people understand that that's not going to happen.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That's why they're trying to build space shuttles and shit to leave thinking they can escape God and they can't but people know this earth is dying. even if they don't believe spiritually, you know, you, you can sense that things are like really winding down. Things are not really winding up. Those who follow eschatology, which is study of the end times.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And I almost became an eschatologist. And I just recorded an episode covering like the Ezekiel holy war with my friend branch East LA who has his own, you know, Presence and everything. He's written like over [00:12:00] 20 something books. It's insane. He's been on the show several times that that show will be coming out. There's certain things that have happened, like, with these wars that we can track through the book of Revelation and the book of Daniel.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The show that we've entered into, like, certain periods within the book of Revelation, there is much to come still before the return of Christ. What I'm trying to get you to understand is that time is winding down, baby, isn't winding up. Whether that's you dying today. Or the world ending to, you know, in however many decades or however, however much time is left.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The point of the matter is that it's like a feeling of cessation.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It, it is a good thing for us to do what we can to alleviate suffering. Absolutely we should and to, and to, but, but stuff is only gonna get worse. What you can do. And what you would be wise to do is to work on fostering peace within yourself, [00:13:00] because your peace and happiness can absolutely not be external to you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is a huge reason why I'm always warning y'all about where your values lie, where you're getting your joy from, and all of this motion. That people that y'all that y'all seem to like to be in all the time because what you're doing is you're training yourself that you can't be happy unless you have things unless you're doing things or unless you're in somebody else's energy in some way.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Be that having a conversation with them at the bar, at a restaurant, or at a club, or having sex with them, or traveling with them. It's like some people can't get this idea of true happy unless it's attached to some fucking body else, or some sort of thing. You have all kinds of codependent fucking energy in this damn world, in this beautiful world.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The world is beautiful, it's people who have fucked it up. Okay. Us not being perfect isn't the problem. It's the fact that when we're not perfect, we don't want to fucking [00:14:00]change. That is the damn problem. And we don't want to grow and evolve. That is what Jeremiah 39 is about. It's about people who have warning, who had chances to get it right, who wouldn't do that, and then their asses got caught up in judgment.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I'm not gonna read any of this book to you. You need to go and read the book of Jeremiah 39 yourself. Some of you have literally never read the Bible a day in your damn life. It's time for that to change. Because as I explained in another episode that will come out, when you open the Bible and read it, even if you don't understand what you're reading, you're accessing, like, heaven's vibration and you're letting God know, hey, I give a fuck about you enough to actually date you and learn something about you, since your mind is literally here on paper or on this app, you know, Bible Gateway is a great app to use, or website, if you want to go to the website version, the But when you open those, the Bible and read, you're inviting God into your life, [00:15:00] into your heart.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You know, you're spending time with him. That changes your vibration. Times of the scripture say, the entrance of that word, give it light. When you read the Bible and put it down, even though you might have understood what you read, then when you go and engage in situations and with people, it's like you can see shit more clearly.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You just did a spiritual workout that's going to have positive benefits to you once you put that book down down the road, that's how that works. We can use scripture and things like that to battle witchcraft and to detach negative energies from people. That word is alive and it's powerful and it's quick and it's sharper than any two edged sword.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And it's a tool and it's a weapon in your hand and if you would ever learn to wield it, you'd have a much better existence. So I'm not going to read a single scripture from Jeremiah 39. You need to go read it yourself. And, [00:16:00] if you foster peace within yourself, no matter what happens outside of you, you're still gonna be happy. You see what happened when Covid came and people went fucking batshit, the Lord was trying to show you who you are, and you could tell right then where your values lie and what bring you joy. Those of us who knew how to set on our fucking asses, okay, that's one thing.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Kudos. Good to all of us who knew how to delay gratification. Sit on down. Consider what the message is. Go from there. Those of you who acted like you couldn't stop having sex, couldn't get off of hookup apps, couldn't stop traveling, couldn't stop going out to eat, couldn't stop going to the bar, couldn't stop affiliating with people in some type of damn way, should be able to see that your joy is external to you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is not to your credit. You are weakened. End. By not [00:17:00] having joy within and feeling the need to have to go without to find peace and happiness. That is exactly what COVID revealed who you fucking really are and what makes you happy. And most people, as you can see, are only happy if they can do or be around people.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I get what we're communal and we're humans and we're designed to engage, but there's a vast difference in appreciating that engagement and using it wisely than acting like you can't live without it. That is that codependent as addicted energy. So do not deceive yourself or let anybody else deceive you by telling you that that you're a human and you have to interact with people.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You're going to go crazy. No, you're not. You're going to go fucking crazy and put yourself in prison by fucking not being able to detach from people and master detachment. People say that same crazy shit with sex. I have heard sex addicts say this shit. [00:18:00] Talk about some, we have a lizard brain and you know, we have to have sex because it's natural for our survival that we needed to survive.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And these same people don't mind sleeping with people's husbands and wives who are not open and don't give a damn about how they use their sexual energy. The mental mind fuck that people can use to fuck themselves over with seems like it doesn't have any bounds. At the end of this episode, I'm going to talk to you about masturbation meditation.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Which is something that came to me when I was praying and meditating about what this message here was going to be today. Masturbation meditation. Masturbation meditation is something that we need to learn how to do. I'm going to teach you at the end of this episode. About really what your sexual energy and sex drive is and how you can, this is a little taste of sexual alchemy and sexual transmutation.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I'm [00:19:00] not, you know, which is going to be like the whole thing that I'm doing and teaching later on, but I'm going to give you a little taste of this today at the end of this because. God is strongly calling us into a time of isolation. God really fucking wants to get you individually alone to himself.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You've given yourself to so many people and to so many experiences and to so many things, but your spirituality, you haven't really given that much time and attention to, not for real. And when we get by ourselves, we got to learn what to do, how to love ourselves, how to explore ourselves. It's not time spent still.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You are active when you're in isolation. It's really fucking fun, too, if I do say so myself. Then you come out all glowing and shit when you do re engage with people. It's not forever, but it's a habit. You know, Jesus would go engage with people, then he would withdraw to the Mount of Olives or to a ship or whatever.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You gotta learn how to engage and how to not engage. And them little overnights or [00:20:00] one or two nights of not engaged when people isn't enough. You need enough time to slow down. It takes you probably three or four days for yourself to slow down on a soul level. Then you can begin the work. But that's why a two day weekend isn't sufficient.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's better than nothing, but it's not sufficient. That's why I tell you, you need a seven day, minimum seven day isolation. Go to work. And come home or, you know, just don't go out with people, be with God, be with yourself, because you're not going to always have, have people around you. I don't know what's getting ready to change, but I do know it's, it's, it's, it's heavy.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is a heavy, heavy spirit, heavy energy that's, that's upon us and getting ready to come upon us. One of the psychics who I do follow and listen to on YouTube. was saying, and as far as she's reading in the cards, she is a tarot reader, you know, she just feels like the month of October is just basically going to be like, fucked just because she was pulling all these like tower cards and [00:21:00] judgment cards and shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And it was just like, you know, she was just like the energies of October, just insane. But she also has said that she doesn't foresee it getting any better. Like things are just, you know, destined to get more intense. This is why we must fortify ourselves in isolation. You will not gain strength by going out and consuming things and pleasure and experiences all the time.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That's not where strength lies.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So in this book of Jeremiah,
De'Vannon Seráphino: what we have here is the children of Israel are in Jerusalem, beautiful last city, got everything they need. They got comfortable. It is something about when God gives us everything we need, we can have a tendency to pull away from him, put him last. When we're going through problems, then everybody wants to pray and shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Then the problem leaves the people stop talking about prayer. I get on some level [00:22:00] you were conditioned that way. And then the people who raised you may have told you pray when you have a problem. This is true. That is the word is there to work us about a problem. So God, God said, call upon me in the day of trouble and I will deliver you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But he says you have to seek him in a day when he may be found because God's not always being a move to fucking help you, especially when. You done been warned and shit. God has moods just like we do. We're nothing more than tiny versions of him. These people had all the shit they needed and then they went and did things God told them not to do.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Fuckin around with people in other nations, getting mixed up with their idolatry and shit. Which came to them through sex. Cause when you have sex with people, you fuse with them and then you take on their habits and likes and dislikes and shit. And these people got into idolatry due to the sex and the marriages and shit that they wanted to have with people.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And and just all kinds of other ways that they were bypassing having all of their strength and activity and they chose not to follow the Lord with their amenities and their [00:23:00]freedoms. Okay, but the prophets told them that if they wouldn't change and act right, that they would go into captivity and that, and that Babylon would come and carry them away.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And they chose not to believe the warnings. Nebuchadnezzar, or at least his princes and stuff, came and besieged Jerusalem, and it was over three years later before they actually broke in. And took those people off into captivity. So, the people of Jerusalem ignored the clairvoyants of their time, telling them that if they don't stop their incessant activity, sensual pleasures, their excessive sensual pleasures being used in the wrong way to the point of avoidance and making an idol out of those things, that their assets weren't going to have those things, and they were going to be taken into foreign and strange lands and living a life that they don't recognize.
De'Vannon Seráphino: They [00:24:00] didn't believe it because they thought that their prosperity would never end. They thought they had so much money in the bank that it would never dry up. They thought that they had such a good friends, family, and lover network that they would never ever come to a point where they would be that they wouldn't be able to enjoy all that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And for three years, over three years, even though they had the enemy literally at the fucking gate. These people were in such a stronghold within themselves, and a stronghold is something that has control over you, even though you may not realize it does. Vices, addictions, codependencies on people, anything you can't stop because you want to, for as long as you want to, is a stronghold.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's in control of you, you're not in control of it. Can you stop having sex? Can you stop going out to the club? Can you stop doing drugs? I'm not talking about stuff you might need for [00:25:00] your health, and I mean truly need it for your health while you're working on hopefully the day, prayerfully the day coming where you don't need any kind of outside medication for your health.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I know people's healings look different, but I want people, even if you think you have the microdose, shrooms for anxiety to be praying to be fully healed from the anxiety. Now, whether or not God ever chooses to do that is at the point, the point of the matter is that you had faith enough to believe that you could be, and that you wanted to be fully alleviated of the problem and not spend the rest of your life medicating it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Microdosing shrooms is better than prescribed medicine, okay, by and large, generally, though there can be some helpful prescribed medications for mental health is really what I'm thinking about, but this could be physical too. But in either case, I want you to be praying to get to the point that you don't need to be medicated or anything because God is able to fully heal things.
De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:26:00] However, I get that somebody might, you know, that, that, that the microdosing might be the, the, the form of healing, but still, you know, I encourage you to have a mentality of, you know, it'd be great to just not have anxiety anymore at all. And so, but that's what a stronghold is. Anything that you can't stop, it might make you feel sensual or give you some sort of false sense of validation that thing has power over you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is not freedom. You're like in jail while you're running around here thinking you're free and you're not.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But this stronghold was so potent in the face of these people that even when they faced danger, we'll do what they chose to do with their time. They were still running around doing more of the same. They weren't doing meaningful, quantifiable spiritual [00:27:00] soul work. It's not, I need to know, how are you then?
De'Vannon Seráphino: How are you now? I need quantifiable progress. I am not satisfied or happy with somebody telling me that they. Feel a little better like that's good. But can you quantify that? Because that feelings are fleeting that could easily shift and go the other direction soon as the wind changes. These people didn't use that what you had in the nation of Israel were false prophets.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And people who started to, to, to prophesy opposite of what Jeremiah and the other prophets were saying. So these people started to tell them everything was going to be all right. We're not going to go into captivity. We're always going to have all these things. They had an, they had an evil voice in their ears and they chose to listen to that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: They labored under the delusion that things were never going to change. Everything, it will change. The only thing is, will you go with those changes or will you try to fight them? This, this chapter shows you what happens when you try to resist change. [00:28:00] Those false prophets who rose up, their tongues did not talk of judgment, only telling them they're going to have more pleasure and more incessant activity.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This tongue here talks of judgment. And I've been warning you all since I started this show of judgment to come. Okay. You will be judged in this life. And when you die, you will be judged. Okay, period. And it does not matter if you believe in God's judgment or you believe in reincarnation, where then you have the counsel of elders, but fucking, you gonna fucking be judged when you die.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Deal with it. That's just what the fuck it is. You can't keep being so damn childish and immature. And thinking that you just supposed to fuck around and have fun and never get like spiritually serious and don't be so damn naive to, to, to, to, to, to, to think that you can just wait till you get older to get your spirituality sorted out when your ass might die [00:29:00] today.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You don't fucking know what's gonna happen
De'Vannon Seráphino: and be careful about anybody out there who calls themselves spiritual, who does not think that judgment is ever going to happen or that bad times will never come to you. That's not true. Yes, it will. Things will change and you will cry in this life. Okay, that's you're supposed to. It's part of growth and maturation and evolution.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And now Jeremiah
De'Vannon Seráphino: was the one of the few people talking sense, you know, the unpopular voice him. And this, the Ethiopian Ebedmelech,
De'Vannon Seráphino: only two people in the homeless people, or only two people spoken of in like a high regard, they put Jeremiah in jail [00:30:00] because they didn't like his visions of judgment to come. People didn't want to hear all that. So they put him in jail.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But from that jail, the Lord sent word through Jeremiah to the Ethiopian that. Ebedmelech, there's not a lot of Ethiopians talked about in the Hebrew Bible, but when they are mentioned, it's usually in a very positive light and the intersectionality is beautiful. But the Lord sent word to to, to to Ebedmelech, the Ethiopian telling him it was gonna be all right.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Don't be afraid of the people you were afraid of because you made the Lord your trust. You will not be dying today. Everything's going to be all right for you. There is a marked difference in between people who take their spiritual loyalty quantifiably seriously and those who choose not to, but you won't be able to tell until the fire of judgment comes and burns away the bullshit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And then you're going to [00:31:00] see who's really made of what,
De'Vannon Seráphino: but when people are running around looking like they're living their best life, they don't mean they are that you had a man in jail. And another person who wasn't even naturally of the nation of Israel. who got favor. Their isolation actually served as a protection against this like collective group karmic judgment that came upon all of these people here.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And why is that? They weren't out there blending in with the masses. They were in their own energy. They did not learn these bad habits and shit because they were in isolation and they, and they just were to themselves as you do learn. But everybody that you around, it doesn't matter if you're thinking, you're learning the things you see, the things you hear, the [00:32:00] vibrations are reverberating from within people who you choose to be in close contact with will influence you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And you, as they say in that believes in the Hebrew scriptures association brings on assimilation, you change, you know, according to the people who you have around you, whether you realize it or not. And then what you have is people being confederate and wrongdoing, you know, and what is wrongdoing something that actually hurts you and works against you or somebody else, even though you might not realize it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So, there you can't get mad because some people have this idea, like, they don't want to call anything bad, anything evil, anything wrong, anything sin. Okay, I get that the church really fucked that up by by not properly explaining what evil wrongdoing and sin is and made it look like it was just all about control.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That element of the church is that, and they did [00:33:00] use a lot of their rhetoric and things to just straight up dominate people and they should not have done that. However, I'm not the, this, this church as you would understand it here, you know, you know, I'm a standalone, person sent by God to, to show you, you, I'm not affiliated with any church or any denomination or religion.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is just me and Jesus out here chopping it up and I'm coming to you with what I know and what I've heard wrongdoing evil and sin is anything that you do to hurt you or somebody else. And out of two, either one of those things hurts God. Sin is pain. It's suffering. That is what it is. The whole point of the Ten Commandments wasn't just for fuck's sake, it was to tell people don't do this because you're going to hurt you or somebody else and ultimately you're going to pay for it in the long run, even though it's going to give you a sensual sense of pleasure and satisfaction today.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It is short sighted to do these ten things. So. Be smart and don't work against your own ass [00:34:00] by doing these things because you think he's gonna make you happy today. That is what sin is. That is logical. That is the sort of logic and wisdom that cannot be refuted. It's quantifiable. It makes sense. You've been shown how you actually hurt yourself.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And then you go and do those things and you feel the pain for it. So, so, so let's stop this whole fighting against the idea that anything's wrong or anything's bad or evil. Evil is real. Wrongdoing is real. There's some shit that just flat ass shouldn't be fucking done. Period.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But when you get these collective groups of people, you'll learn from each other, like what I saw in my dream about this person, nobody was challenging each other. Nobody was praying with each other. Nobody was trying to like seek the light together with each other, but they had all this [00:35:00] time to have sex with one another, had all this time to do all these drugs, had all this time to do all this bypassing.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Where was the spirituality? Where was it? Where, where did it go? You had, you had the same damn 24 hours everybody else does. Why did you not schedule any time for God? Why? Would you schedule everything else you want?
De'Vannon Seráphino: I'm going to tell you, you, you really should start your day each day. With with praying God, what would you have me do today? What can you and I co create together today rather than who can I go sleep with today? Or what type of way can I go distract myself from my pain today? Or, and again, that could be, that could be going to have some sex, do some drugs, go volunteer.
De'Vannon Seráphino: People distract themselves in a great many ways. And, [00:36:00] you need to like really take the time to invite God into your daily plan and be willing to adjust if you feel yourself coming out of agreement with something that that's the spirit speaking to you. Don't be so hell bent on doing something you have planned that if you can, if you're not vibing on it, that you're not willing, that you're unwilling to turn away from it, be it in that day or some kind of long term plan that you had.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I had planned to go back to Austin. You know, at the end of the year, and I'm not going to go because I just, it just doesn't feel right. I can't catch a vibe for it. So it feels off. I don't have a quantifiable reason. I just know I shouldn't go. That's the spirit telling me don't go. It's not going to be well for me.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You would think, what's the harm of going to Austin? I've been before. I can fucking do what I want. No, the spirit is telling me don't. Because you're not going to have prosperity or success if you don't have God giving it to you. And that's why he can take it from you whenever he wants to.[00:37:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: You need to take the time to invite God into the things that you're doing. You need to surround yourself with homies who gonna tell you shit you might not like to hear because therein lies true love. It is true love to challenge your friends, to pray with your friends, not to be like, yeah, girl, go do whatever the fuck you want.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That's living. No, it's not. There's some enemies you have who see that you're maybe being destroyed by your vices. Who you think are your friends will encourage you in those vices and be like, yeah, do more drugs, keep working 72 fucking hours a week, or keep fucking doing all that crazy ass travel, because they're watching you wear yourself down, and they don't like you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And they're just gonna, instead of telling you, girl, maybe you should put the syringe down, or the pipe down, or the bottle down, they gonna actually put another one in your hand. And give you a pat on the back and cheers you and toast you and high five you hoping that you like overdose or die or some shit and a warning with alcohol that shit is [00:38:00] sneaky with the way that it fucking creeps up on your anatomy and your physiology.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Okay. It can cause shit internally inside of you to swell. I was talking to somebody at a hospital when I was there recently who somebody drank so much. I think it's their carotid fucking artery, or was it the aorta, one of them, that goes down like underneath the liver, but it like starts in the damn neck.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That, that thing swole and burst, and then they were like, then the dude's like on life support. He didn't have a stroke, this wasn't delirious tremors, so to speak, I don't know if he actually had that. This wasn't something brought on like one of those sudden things that can happen if people drink a whole lot.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I don't know. I mean, it was sudden when the artery or vein burst, but it's just, it just, it's, it's so like, it's just one of those things, like you have to be [00:39:00] careful. But every day this person was drinking and doing all of this, it was sensual as form of quote unquote, mind interpretation of pleasure escapism until he couldn't do it anymore.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So we've got to be careful who we have around us. And if you don't invite God into what you're doing, Lucifer might very just well, damn the fuck show up. He'll try to get in there anyway, even if God is there. But if you don't actively have God with you, then you actively open yourself up to negative forces.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So for whatever reason, spirits, angels, devils, good and bad forces are very interested in what humans are doing. And they, and they, and they, they tend to like to deal with us.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The homeless people in Jerusalem, when Nebuchadnezzar came in there and took all the people who had [00:40:00] time and money, were out there having sex and hanging out and partying and shit, but weren't fucking around with God, he took their asses, the ones he didn't kill, you know, he took their asses to Babylon, left the homeless people and made them rich.
De'Vannon Seráphino: He literally Gave the homeless people vineyards and shit, the people who had nothing who would not have had the amenities and the abilities to be out here disrespecting God, the way these people were with their time. These people were probably somewhere fucking praying because of their suffering. Okay.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Not every homeless person is a person of prayer. I've been homeless twice this I know, but it is a very curious thing to me how the roads flipped. This is how I would the scriptures talk about how the last will become first and the first will become last. Okay, God has power over these things, that he has this type of power.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The homeless people, Jeremiah, Ebed Melech, might [00:41:00] have been considered uncool by the people of the day, who were like doing all of this shit, but I'ma tell you when the judgment came upon them, it was the homeless people who were left rich, and it was the people who had all the shit who became poor, and all this happened suddenly.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Nobody thought the day would come, and it did come, and when it came upon them, it was no reversing it. They released Jeremiah from jail. That's so fucked up that the the Babylonians came in and treated the wise person who was trying to help people by warning them, treated Jeremiah better than his own people did.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Nebuchadnezzar released Jeremiah from jail, told the captain of his guard to do whatever Jeremiah tells you, treat him well, give him whatever he wants. Took Jeremiah home. His own people would fucking treat him right because he was telling them shit that they didn't want to hear and they weren't receptive to change.[00:42:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: Lord have mercy. This same thing repeats itself in every generation and you would think that people would look at this And see how to avoid this, but people don't read scriptures are there are just, it's just like, I don't, but what's important to God is that he sends people to warn you, whether you choose to listen or not, it's entirely up to you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Those of us who have site, our obligation. Is to warn you, and then our hands are clean. If we don't warn you, we get in karmic trouble. We get judgment for that. We get trouble for that. But if we do, whether you forbear or listen, that's not on us. So you and see in the book of Ezekiel, which I've been, you know, it talks about how not all prophecy and not how all warning is a long way off.
De'Vannon Seráphino: There are prophecies that take thousands of years to come in the past and things like that, but [00:43:00] there are some that are like, in a few weeks. Okay, or in a few days, or the same day, not always the prophecy is not always delayed like that. And like, in the book of Ezekiel, it talks about that. I was like, no, this vision here going to happen soon.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This foreboding feeling that I have. Like what, like this one person I listened to on YouTube was saying I, she put a time limit, a time frame on it of being like the month of October here in 2025. Shit, 2024. My mind is already in 2025, Lord. It's going to be a great year for me. And for you too, if you listen, and change and let go of everyone and everything that, of all that you need to, everyone and everything.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I don't know. I, the Lord didn't tell me the time, but I feel like it's. Urgent. It, it feels pressing, pressing, pressing, pressing, you know, whatever it is, is about to come up, come [00:44:00] upon us or about to happen. I don't know if the Lord is, is gonna do this to people in a way that can be seen. If the Lord is going to deal with people privately in their hearts, I don't know.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Will it be collective in people's groups? That's highly likely, or at least some people will be dealt with that way, because that dream that I had about this person up here, it was like collective thing, but it's almost like the judgment was upon him because it was time for him to change. But I don't know what the fuck's gonna happen with other people from, from his life or in his dream, because it really wasn't about them.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Because when you get ready to change, the other people around you are not going to want to change. Because people have a way of fighting change and they rebut against it. They don't like to hear being told about themselves. And so it's not likely that other people are going to want to change just because you do.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Because it's not easy to let go of habits and lifestyles and old community and old relationships. But this is the, it's not [00:45:00] easy until you develop the skill set. And you work on those types of muscles. All it is is you just haven't done it before. And so it seems frightening, but once you get accustomed to detaching from people and letting them go, you get used to it, and it doesn't bother you like that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: No, it doesn't. Not that you don't value people, but you understand that if somebody's not changing, you can't stay with them. If the relationship's not helping you, you just can't do it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You know, so I really look at this problem in Israel. As a group problem because there were so many people there and just that nobody was really speaking wisdom.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And when you don't like that dream I had, which I posted on social media about how, how the Lord was saying in this dream, I had like a few days ago to tell, to warn, to warn the people to find friends that they can pray with to, to build protection against trouble to come. When you pray collectively in [00:46:00] your groups of friends, you build like a psychic cocoon, a psychic shield around you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Now meditating, you have to pray and specifically ask God for help. Meditating and prayer are two different things. They're not the same. Meditation is like going within and silencing yourself. I'm meditating for like, I mean, there's a million different meditations, but praying is saying, God, I need you to do this.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That's that directly. And maybe you might classify them as the same, but however you do, you need to ask the God specifically to shield with you and your friends against trouble to come. That is what was said to me in the dream, pray and ask God with your friends, find friends you can pray with to ask for protection against trouble to come.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The trouble is coming.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Trouble is coming, child. It don't seem like it's no long ass way off. In the book of Proverbs, it talks about how it's better to dwell on a housetop [00:47:00] alone than, than with people who don't add to the peace that you should already have in your life. So this is talking about how you should not be selecting relationships just to have them or associations just to have them.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I've done this before. Oh, I'm lonely. So I would just take this person, even though they're abusive to me, they don't talk to me or treat me right. They give me anxiety and we argue and fight all the time, but I'll just keep them because they're easy to just keep them around. Now, ain't nobody supposed to give you peace or happiness, but they should not take away from it either.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It is your responsibility to develop your own peace and happiness to get with God. So you can give you that. But the counsel here is that if you're arguing or fighting with somebody, or there's some peace, or you're not challenged in that relationship in a loving way where you can quantify the growth, you gotta let it go, you gotta let it go.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I remember when I was in the [00:48:00] homeless shelters up here, and this shelter was over in Brooklyn, and I was in a homeless shelter over in Brooklyn. Oh shit, they, I mean, they kind of all are the same in this aspect of what I'm about to talk about. I You know, like, like Jeremiah was the only person try to talk sense, like these grown ass men would complain about the food every day.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I was in the homeless shelters for 6 months up here in New York. The food is, and most of them are like, some have, like, kitchens where they cook, but some, most of them give you, like, a prepackaged those pre frozen, freeze dry type meals that you microwave, or they microwave it for you. And then that's how that goes, you know, little compartments in the little black cartons or whatever the fuck.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And these fucking men would bitch breakfast, lunch, and dinner about [00:49:00] how tacky the food was. They hate it. It's terrible. I said, maybe we should be thankful that we have it in a roof over our heads and everything like that. And they didn't like that shit. You ever see, you ever try to speak wisdom to somebody and you can see that they register that what you tell them is actually accurate?
De'Vannon Seráphino: But at the same time, they fucking hate the fact that you just told them that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is why I tell you, you can't change people. Even when people know that what you're saying is right and that they should make the changes, that don't mean they're ready to do it. So, or that they won't fucking turn against you for daring to have the audacity to call them out on the things that they're saying and doing that are actually .
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's working against them, even though they don't realize that it is. People don't like being confronted with themselves. They'd much rather go hang on to your energy or distract themselves with having sex with you or [00:50:00] traveling with you or spending time with you or doing something other than facing their truth.
De'Vannon Seráphino: They may, they may develop a hatred towards you for, for challenging them or for even seeing you do better than them. Okay.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I've seen this in the drug world. If somebody actually was able to stop an addiction to cocaine or crack or meth and other addicts haven't made it that far yet, and they'll try to get that person re entrapped in that addiction again. Or at least they will too.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And you can see in all this how people have this intense, adverse self loathing towards themselves with acting like this. You cannot, it's hard to see this in somebody, but it's not impossible if you slow down and start paying attention to the people in the world and the world around you.[00:51:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: Like, I don't have a
De'Vannon Seráphino: whole fucking lot of friends. I might have two or three people here in New York that I can call and be like, girl, we're going to the club tonight. I usually just go by myself and I'm happy to do that. I might have three or four people in Baton Rouge and then the rest of my associates are spread out in different countries over the world.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But in terms of people who I'm around and in their energy regularly, it's really not anybody who I just see that damn much. Cause people up here in New York be having like all these different fucking groups of people that they're always hanging out with. And I used to think I wanted that. I don't want that anymore.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But what I like to do is to have a few people and I can fucking monitor. their asses and see what the fuck is going on and pay attention to when they change. Because people will change. The only question is, will you know it when it [00:52:00] happens? Because they may not know it when it happens within them. And so what I'm saying is, even though I don't have a whole lot of people, I'm not currently sexually active with anyone.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I am open to dating. You know, we've gotten that far with it, you know, but I'm not currently sexually active with anyone in that way. But I keep it small. I keep those, I keep the number of people small and manageable. That way I don't, it's harder to see when people change. You got so many people, you hear me now.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is one of the main lessons I take away from the story of Judas Iscariot and Jesus. Okay, Judas was not always against the Lord. He was an ally of the Lord. And then he wasn't Jesus isn't dumb. He knew when the change happened. He let all of that play out because this was necessary. But Jesus only had a small group of people around him though.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And and Judas thought he [00:53:00] could hide even in 12 people. Some of you have far more. Then, then 12 people who you associate with like that, and you, and you're like, you letting your energy deeply and you don't have Jesus's skill set to monitor and pay attention to people either, because you're too busy just having experiences with people, you don't really know those damn people, you know, the things you do with them, but you don't know them, and you don't actually know them on a deep fucking level, because you have to let yourself be known on a deep level.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And so much of what people do is avoidant attachment styles with all of this activity, which was a main theme and that dream I had about that, that person with this warning that came to him, to you is to watch out for these avoidant as attachment styles where you've done all this shit, but there is no depth to it and you will suffer for that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So stop the stop. So [00:54:00] the lesson here is have just enough people, but not so many that you can't pay attention to when people change. But you gotta master that within yourself, too, to be able to sense your own changes before you can see them in somebody else. It is dangerous to have somebody right up under you and you don't know when they became your enemy.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Just because somebody loved you before, don't mean they love you today. You can't go off of what was yesterday. What have you done for me lately? That's a thing. What have you done for me lately, bitch? That's what the tea is. Not what you did 20 years ago. You know, that's not gonna work. That has nothing to do with today.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So, not directly, not expressly, not implicitly. We can't run today's car off of yesterday's gas. That's not gonna work. We need fuel today. We can't live today off of yesterday's food. Not expressly, you know, we have to do [00:55:00] new energy, new shit every day. So be careful about the amount of people you have around you and be sure that you're always monitoring and reevaluating your relationships and that you're willing to let them go and do not keep people for nostalgia because of what they used to be.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Pay attention to who the fuck they are right now because they will change. And so will you, are you still compatible? If you're not, go your separate ways.
De'Vannon Seráphino: What could happen like how in this scripture, how these homeless people became rich and then the rich people became poor when God comes and flips energies around like that, you, you will see this in your lifetime. Have you seen it before? Maybe I haven't paid attention to it. This could look like. Your person down on Wall Street who just wanted to let themselves be run to the ground with, [00:56:00] with, with that, with that, the fast paced life that some of them have, and just decided to do a whole bunch of cocaine.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And I'm not throwing shade at the amount of cocaine that is consumed in the financial district. I'm just saying that it's okay. So, because it is what it is. But the Lord might decide, to remove, okay, that person who just wanted to constantly make money, never slow down, spiritual bypass to their addictions or through their vices or whatever.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Why it looks like they're having living their best life and internally they're not he might flip the script and go and rebuke the addictions from off of like a homeless crackhead and elevate that homeless crackhead and then take down that wall street person who made all that money. But what has happened here?
De'Vannon Seráphino: If that wall street person is still alive, then [00:57:00] they have an opportunity to consider where did I go wrong? How can I do this better as long as you were breathing as my Dave Koz song says as long as you were breathing, baby, you can start all over again. And there is no shame to that because ultimately this journey we're on is to give us a high quality afterlife.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's not really about this physical life. We're not always going to be here. This is all training wheels. Period. But it's training wheels not to be fucked over because the consequences are severe. And now you got somebody who was one day broke homeless and strung out on crack living a truly prosperous life from within and without.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And now you have this former Wall Street. Person who was only rich on the outside, but not on the inside, who have been broke brought down to a point and given an opportunity if they're still alive to, the [00:58:00] chain, you know, both times I lost everything. The thing to do was it to be sad about it. Okay.
De'Vannon Seráphino: What the fuck that I do wrong? How could I do better this time? Then the Lord brought me back up. And so there isn't anything wrong with it. If you have to start over again, you just fucking pay attention next time and be wise and get closer to God and don't be bypassing with things and get away from those avoidant attachment styles.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Get away from it. Stop avoidant behavior and embrace things directly and throw your soul into things. If you're going to bother to do it at all.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And why do I talk about death so much as like it, it might happen anytime because it could. I died once before I was in the 10th grade. I had one of those fucking weird ass heart rhythm things that can just make teenagers just like drop dead suddenly and shit. You've heard of this happening, [00:59:00] and so that's what the fuck happened.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Like my breath left and I couldn't fucking breathe and I couldn't, no matter how much I tried, no matter how much I might have willed it so. I was getting out of here and I and, and while it was happening, I saw down like this tunnel, I saw one person I knew to be dead. The other people I did not know.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And it's like the world or the, that they lived in mirrored our world and it looked like they were doing the things that the living would be doing. But these people were not alive. I, I, I. It's, I don't fucking know really what the fuck I was looking at, but, but what I do know is that I could not keep my breath in. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't, and I hated that feeling of like, I was just like, it just, it was leaving. And I closed my eyes and I thought that that was it. [01:00:00] But I woke back up because the Lord wasn't ready for me to die. I suppose so I can get here and warn you about the fact that you actually don't have the power to keep your own breath in your nostrils for all of our intentions and all of our the best laid the best made plans of mice and men.
De'Vannon Seráphino: All the things we say we're gonna get up and do, all the pleasure we're gonna get up and have, all the ways we're gonna get up and distract ourselves, you assume you're going to be alive to do it. I've been to many funerals, most of them have been, 98 percent of them have been people under the age of 40.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's not old people who die like that, it's young people. If they have an ear, let them hear.
De'Vannon Seráphino: . My son, I'm gonna go adopt me a child when I turn 50. Why? Because that's what the spirit gave me to do. Spirit wants me specifically to get [01:01:00] a 10 year old. And I did not know that that is the age that Children become classified as difficult to adopt when the spirit put that in my heart. Then I started kind of poking around into it and looking.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I was like, Okay, that makes sense. And so, and there's other reasons, but I'm gonna go get my son and I'm gonna warn my son, and I'm gonna be like boy, please, like, don't get into a serious relationship or get married till after you're 30. There is no rush. And you know, I don't know, date, feel things out, but don't, but try to avoid that if possible.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Because like I was saying earlier in another way, quality of life is not about, it's on value. It's not about quantity. It's not, because you don't know people and people don't really know themselves. So when you get married, especially like in your [01:02:00] twenties, or you get into these serious relationships, you're rolling the dice.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's very, very hard against the fact that that person and you are still going to be compatible as you inevitably change as you get older. I don't care how glossy your feelings are. And even if you try that, and you do at least have the decency, if you get older, And you see that y'all are just flat ass not compatible anymore to make some other arrangements.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Don't try to force some shit to work that's not going to work. You're a whole ass different person at the age of 20 than you are at the age of 40. And if you've been with somebody that fucking long, during those formative years when you are not really you yet, even though you think you are,
De'Vannon Seráphino: that's like that. It's like that knight, the knight energy from the tarot, like the knight of swords, the knight of pinnacles, the knights are like competent enough to get shit done, but they're not fully developed [01:03:00] yet. So you, but you're a different energy, say as a knight, as a queen, or a king, it is highly likely that whoever the fuck you got into a relationship with at age 20, You're not going to be compatible with him at age 40.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Not saying it has to happen. What I'm saying is that that does happen. Own it and see what can be done. Because you're not going to be able to, you can't enforce things that's not compatible. You just cannot. Other than all the arguing and fighting and shit, what can be done? I'm going to warn my child against this, you know, just to give them some fucking wisdom, bruh.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Be like, dude, you only like in your 20s, you got all your life. And even if, but if the Lord decides to take my son earlier. You know, the thing is, the value of life is not about a lot of time spent, it's about quality of time spent. And so, somebody under the age of 30 might die, and I've been to plenty of funerals with people under the age of 30.[01:04:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: Lord have mercy. Oh, Jesus. And the way people cry and howl, you just don't know. Maybe that person didn't view their life as being cut short, or like it wasn't good. It's all about how you view something. You have people who have had a higher quality of existence in a shorter amount of time and a lot of people who have been living longer, who don't really have quantifiable quality that they can account for.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So somebody's been here 60 years and just distracting themselves with sex and pleasure and bullshit. And avoidant attachment styles and avoidant behavior. You might look at them and go, damn, they've been here 60 years. That's good. No, it's better to have been here for 30. And have wisdom and have had focused on high quality engagement, self development and high quality relationships, even though they may not have been many that as a better life lived.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So it's not about how much time you [01:05:00] have is about what the fuck you do with that time. And how deeply meaningful the things you do are down to the core of your fucking soul should be anything you bother to engage with and anyone you bother to engage with. This is how when you go to die, like I did, you don't have regrets and shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You will find me having died before. It's a bitch if you feel like this, you wish you had more time. That sucks. You don't fucking want that feeling. That's how you depart this plane of existence and how you live. It has everything to do with what your afterlife looks like. You want to be dying going, you know what, I treated people well, I wasn't afraid to love and love deeply and sell myself short on hookups and shallow exchanges, you know, because all this is going to come back to you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: What do you want to see the faces of hoes past? Oh, oh, no, you [01:06:00]don't. The faces of shallow avoided attachment style relationships past the face of codependent relationships past. Do you really want to see this shit on your deathbed, bro? Yeah. Really? No, you don't. See, the Lord sends people with vision here to help bring you into an understanding of what your future could look like if you don't change course.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's about depth, quality, immersing yourself in what you do without fear. In the book of Revelation, the Lord tells that the fearful will not be allowed into heaven. Because you have to overcome fear to grow. You have to overcome fear to have a depth of quality of life. So all it is is fear, you know, that, that avoided attachment style and all of that is fear.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's just fucking fear, but you can't be fearful and stay on with God, what you'll find is if you can take the time to invite God into you, he will, in his own time, remove that fear [01:07:00] and all, all of these, all this avoidance shit that you do from you, that what you're going to find is you're going to be like, Hmm, like one day you might go to do some shit that you used to do and be like, I don't know if I want to do that today.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You're going to begin to question it. That's the spirit. Loving you and showing you mercy. Don't fight that voice. Or you might go and have that drink or go have sex with that person or go hook up or whatever, and you're gonna be like, I did that. I nut it. And I drank this alcohol, but I don't feel happy.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Maybe I shouldn't have done that. Like my body did what it does, but my soul don't seem like it's pleased with me. It's like, it's like I'm falling out of agreement with this thing that I've done for so long. Lean into that. Don't you run away from that. Because there's a difference in between what your body responds to.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Just because you bust a nut don't mean that you actually didn't hurt your soul in the process of doing what you did to bust that nut. Don't mean [01:08:00] that. My God, sometimes people, I think some of you have never even heard that before. Or even considered. The, the, the division in between like what the body might perceive or through your nervous system act out physical.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Pleasure quote unquote versus was actually happening to your mind and spirit on a soul level when you do things that that might not always agree, but you can literally have quote unquote physical pleasure your mind would interpret it and be killing your soul at the same time. Very careful with that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: How does that usually happen is if you have somebody doing something and their mind isn't they like, it's not really depth the intention ain't right. Right. Like you're having sex with somebody who you don't love, or you're having sex with somebody who you don't have plans to have in your life for the long term, that's how you do that sexually.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And you can do that in many ways. The holy scriptures talk about how God is against people hanging out with people, but having their minds alienated from those people. [01:09:00]And that could be in many ways. You could be hanging out with people knowingly just using them for bypassing. Or hanging out with people and you don't fucking like the people hanging out with people wishing you were somewhere else when nobody's making you be there, you know, the Lord wants you to be fully invested and fully committed to anything you bother to do and be sure your intention and reasons are right.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Other than that, it's fake and it's a lie. And it comes with an evil. It is not of God. It is of the devil to be hanging out with people and just like using them and not really fully being with them. You know, You got your damn phone in your hand, mind elsewhere, all over the fucking place, and you're here with this person.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Either be with the fucking person, and fully fucking in your heart, mind, body, and soul, be with them, or don't.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But as I will tell my son, you know, and I will warn him against like the mental constructs. people set [01:10:00] up and how long those constructs can last. This is why you don't really know who you're marrying and you don't fully know yourself until you can sit down and have deep ass soul level conversations that people can quantify to you the ways in which they can acknowledge that they have not served themselves in life.
De'Vannon Seráphino: When they stopped doing that, how they did it by what power. Okay. Did they pray to God? Did they go do what? Who? What? Did they go to the east and find religion in fucking India? Like, what the fuck did they do?
De'Vannon Seráphino: Did they catch the holy ghost and get slayed in the spirit in church one night? What happened? You know, and now they're here. Ask people deep fucking questions. Who gives a damn how pretty and hot they are? That's, that's, that's par for the course. We're gonna always have all of that. But who the fuck are they?
De'Vannon Seráphino: And so what I'm going to tell my son, you know, like with me, I'm about to be 42. [01:11:00] I know I'm basically 14, duh, deal with it. I get younger every year, obviously, I'll be 42 on the December the 16th this year. I just realized a few months ago, cause the Lord revealed it to me when I could handle it. And when he was ready for me to evolve from that two things, I have not felt safe.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Until recently when I moved up here and got settled into New York, I feel safe for the first time in my life. And I had set up a mental construct, probably when I was younger, when I was molested and, you know, and physically abused, you know, by, by the males and things like that in my, in the blood family that I've now divorced.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But I set up a mental construct. That that hid like my masculinity from me for reasons that I've covered in other episodes, but I did that to protect myself. It was a defense mechanism, and I just realized that. So I was acting more feminine than [01:12:00] what I really was, so the men rejected me and abused me, and then the females accepted me, so I took on those feminine characteristics, though that's not really who I was.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And so, and I realized that I was acting more girly than what I really was because of that old defense mechanism that I felt like once served me. And I believe that it did to whatever degree God allowed it to, but it was time for that mental construct to come down because I don't need it anymore because I'm safe now.
De'Vannon Seráphino: After 42 years. Or you know, you know.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So, would I have even been, you know, the best life partner to somebody until now? I don't think so. I don't think so. I don't. Because I didn't, I mean, I just now really feel like I've fallen deeply, madly in love with myself here too as I approach 42. I think I am now the best [01:13:00]qualified to be a husband to somebody.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Than I ever thought I was before and yet I was out there trying to try to date and do all these things with good intentions, but I really wasn't ready. No, I wasn't. I didn't have anybody talking to me as direct as fuck as I talked to y'all, telling you specifically what the fuck to do. So what the fuck do you do?
De'Vannon Seráphino: You fucking talk to yourself. Who are you? Why are you? Are you safe? Do you feel safe? Do you have any constructs set up? What were these, what was the abuse of your childhood? Did you do any defense mechanism that you might not be thinking of? Not saying any of it would make you not qualify to be in a loving relationship.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It just depends. My shit is always very intense and I'm an intense and I am an intense ass motherfucking Sagittarius. That's just who the fuck I am. And I own it and I manage my fucking fire. But, [01:14:00] You know, we really got to dig deep. You're not going to get answers like this out there, always mixing with people. This, this came to me sitting here in this very fucking apartment in Manhattan, you know, when I was just by myself, praying, meditating, or just I don't know, just walking around, working out, thinking about shit, making candles and whatever the fuck it is that I do.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And it's like it'll just come to me almost like an afterthought when I'm still and I'll be like, Oh, wait a minute. I did what? And I've been doing this how long? Fuck, I can see this now. I can't see this before. But this does not come to me Out there in the streets and shit, and having people in my energy, you know, it just hasn't, it just didn't work, it does not work that way.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But now that I have this new information, I can go out here and now engage with people in a stronger way, now that I've sat in isolation for some time. So I would try to tell my son about this, [01:15:00] because it's not that people necessarily intentionally lie to you, there are plenty who do. But some people are telling you their best truth that they know it, but they have not done the soul work to uncover it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Any kind of hidden mental constructs that might be there that might prevent them from actually showing up in the relationship they want to have with you like they want to. But you have to have your shit resolved to be able to be able to show love to somebody else in this purest form. It's the only way.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Going back a bit to what I was talking about how having deep value in the things you do rather than trying to have a lot of things. Okay. You remember how Cheryl Crowe, I think wrote that song, Soak Up The Sun. One of her lines, it was like, it's not having what you want, but it's wanting what you've got.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I'm going to say that again. It's not [01:16:00] having what you want, it's wanting what you got. Maybe nobody ever told you this before, so let me be the first to tell you, not every experience is meant for you to have. Okay. Not every experience is meant for you to have. The high clairvoyant who raised me told me that when I was at When I was in my lower 20s, when I was out there trying to do everything and everyone, I had in my idea this like type of sex that I wanted to have with like these bisexual dudes.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I got this idea from fucking porn. You know, that's why I don't watch this shit no more. It's taken a whole lot of fucking work. For me to, to understand where my mind actually begins and the influence of like porn, bad information from people about sex or just life and television and media and social media begins.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Like who, where the fuck are my thoughts and what was their influence and all that shit was like enmeshed in my brain. This is why I don't watch [01:17:00] porn. This is why I'm against it because it gives me everything you expose yourself to. Like I was saying earlier, educate you whether you think it is or isn't.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Thank you. Every energy you accept educates you and changes you. But I had in my, in my head this, this idea that I wanted to do with these like bisexual dudes and all of this shit. And she was, and this came up in like a reading that I was having with her when she was doing her clairvoyant, you know, and, you know, angelic handwriting thing.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And she was like, what, you know, what is the, you know, the spirit was telling her about these sexual ideas that I had. She was like, she's like, what is this that you want to do with these boys? She was like, I got quiet because I was like, immediately like fucking ashamed. And like fucking afraid to that's how judgment feels is one thing when we get lost in our thoughts and all of these desires that we have and nobody checks us or the people we're around are doing the same dumb shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But when we're confronted with ourself, and we actually hear how what we think we want to do sounds, [01:18:00] especially from somebody who has higher wisdom and shit and it's not just gonna go along with it it's striking how it can make you feel. Oh, my God. But she was like, you don't need to do that. The spirit does not want you to do that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And then she was like, and I'm sitting there trying to wonder, well, why can't I do that? It's sex. I want to have it. And she was like, baby, not every experience is meant for you to have.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I got my ass schooled, you know, like in the best, most loving way possible by the wisest and most psychic person I've ever known. And she was like, baby, not every experience is meant for you to have. And it was such a Simple few words, but it makes fucking sense. But I, like how I warned you against doing, had got caught up in this idea that I need to just go out and do as many fucking experiences as I can with whomever.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I wasn't being discriminant, paying attention to the energies. All I know is them boys are fucking hot. And I'm going to get me some dick and I'm going to fucking [01:19:00] do this and that with them and I can give a damn about what they were thinking, where they were on their spiritual journey. None of this and none of that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I was like, if it feels good, I'm going to fucking go do it. Then ain't nobody going to tell me I can't. I could have got my ass in trouble doing that. We see a warning comes before a fall. It did not matter how pretty those boys look. It does. I don't know what's not living in those bodies. Those pretty ass bodies in terms of physical STDs or spiritual STDs.
De'Vannon Seráphino: If they're murderers. These were some dangerous ass dudes anyway, like motherfuckers I used to fuck with in the game. And you know, and you know, you never know. Because these experiences we want to go run off and have, sometimes are things we haven't done before. And you're assuming that it's going to go well, or that you're going to actually enjoy it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You don't know that, because you haven't done it. You might get your ass killed. You might get in fucking trouble. You know, people have gone out to have experiences, only to land in [01:20:00] jail, a morgue. Not every experience is meant for you to have.
De'Vannon Seráphino: What Cheryl said is not wanting what you, it's not having what you want, it's wanting what you got. This is about being patient and being happy with what you have and not always off to the next experience, the next bed to sleep with somebody in, the next this, the next that. It's about being still.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Okay, okay, the spirit is telling me to issue like a warning against like living in the moment. Okay. Living in the moment is not, living in the moment is healthy, if say I'm out with a group of friends that I already know and I trust, and we had said we're gonna go to dinner and go home, but now suddenly wants to, somebody thinks, you know what, girl, fuck dinner, we're gonna go catch a play on 42nd [01:21:00] street, okay, that's living in the moment, I don't believe in this letting shit happen, I believe in paying attention to the energies and if it makes sense, then allow it, then, you know, give it permission to happen.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But I don't like this idea. We're just going to let it happen. I let the night takes us where it goes. No, I like to, I want to have fun and I can be the wildest fucking person, you know, but it's within parameters and shit. Because it's all fun and games until it's not. And trouble is something that seemed like it won't come like these people in the book of Jeremiah chapter 39.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But when that shit gets upon you, if you can get out of it, it's difficult to get out of. You see how God took. Then people, you know, you go read the book of Jeremiah 39 and message me and tell me what you, what you take out of it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But living in the moment is safe when it's done like that, but it is not safe when you just have no [01:22:00] regard for who you're doing what with. You don't give a shit about the energies and you just let life or whatever the vibes of the night just jerk you any damn way. And you don't give a damn. There is an unhealthy living in the moment.
De'Vannon Seráphino: There is a happy living in the moment, but that unhealthy living in a moment is still that avoid an attachment shed is that bypassing it's it's it's something that gives you sensual feeling like you're free because you're not going to be bound by a schedule or by committing to anything, but you're not free because you're chained by pain that you won't let go of.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So people don't like to commit to shit who always want to be last minute, which if you watch that they might want to call themselves free and act like the moment somebody wants to. To quote unquote, as they would interpret it, tie them down with a commitment or an obligation. They freak out and shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: That is a trauma response. I've had this happen like, like a guy that I was talking to years ago, and we went out on like a date and I was like, fuck, you know, I'd [01:23:00] like to see you again. I mean, before I could get the words out of my mouth, I didn't say I'd want to see you tomorrow morning or anything like that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I was just going to throw it out there, you know, if at some point in the future, he'd like to hang out again. And he started freaking out like, Oh my God, you know, I just, you know, I don't want anything serious.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Girl, what I have learned, it is not that us people who society might want to classify as extra or extra is that sometimes people just have so much fucking pent up trauma and anxiety that any little thing can make them fucking freak out. I wasn't being overbearing. I wasn't being clingy. I wasn't being obsessive.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I barely mentioned I'd like to see the dude again, and he acted like I was asking him to marry me and go move to the moon and never come back to earth again because of his unresolved issues that he had at the time. [01:24:00] He probably had avoided attachment styles too, and the moment somebody acted like they wanted to do more than just fuck him for a night, then he don't know how to handle it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But it's not that I'm being extra. Although somebody. Might be tempted to perceive certain things certain people do that way. It's not that we're extra. Sometimes you're just so burdened with burdens that the least little thing can make you break. But that's not anybody else's fault but yours because you've chosen to set up a life that you have to include not actually tending to your problems.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I also don't like this idea of a bucket list
De'Vannon Seráphino: because I need you to get away from this idea. I really need you to get away from this idea that things done and pleasures had equal a good life. And a bucket list thing, really [01:25:00] get away from that idea that things done, activities, things consumed, and pleasures had equal a good life. There is a place for that, but you got to be sure that you put God first, the way you treat people first, and the way you're willing to connect deeply with people.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And not be surface level with people. That is how you have a good life, by having high quality, not a lot. It's better for, for you to have a few high quality things in people than a whole lot of shallow things. You, you really wear yourself out with that. All, all, having all of those things, you really can't manage yourself.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And you're trying to manage all of these, all of these connections, all the sex, all these people, and all this travel, all this moving about. You're really wearing yourself out, and the devil is trying to wear you down intentionally. And drain your energy from you, and he's trying to distract you, okay, from really searching after God and seeking God and seeing God, because in so doing you would get healed and you would then actually become truly happy, but you have to let go [01:26:00]of all these things you fear to lose.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And the Lord will correct you and change you by and by over time, little by little. I know, I, you know, I dropped everything and let go and moved up here to New York, but that is not the path for most people. I live in the extremes and I handle that because that's who I am. I understand that's not going to be all of y'all, and nor should it be.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's not that I'm better than you, we just got to understand who we are and what's going to work for us and what's not.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And it's not just Sex, travel, and external things, but the devil, Lucifer, will drain you of your energy and distract you from seeking and seeing God where you can actually be healed and made whole in your mind. You know, he will wear you out. You ever sit around and let your thoughts just run away from you throughout the course of a day and then you just worn the fuck out, physically tired, even though you may not have done much movement?
De'Vannon Seráphino: Be careful with that. [01:27:00] But that bucket list bullshit. Has this idea that if you do certain shit before you die, then you'll be happy. If you don't have a bucket list, putting their soul work, putting their self reflection, putting their getting close to God. But those are the things you need to do like today.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You can't just bucket list that shit away though. Actually, now that I think about it, I just don't like it because it has this feeling of go out and do activities before I die. External activities. Just be careful about that. Catering to sayings and quotes and things like that, because that shit changes you.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Everything you accept has an impact on you. Then you go and teach this to your children and shit. And so the fucking negative cycles continue.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Okay, let's talk about our sex, sexuality, and sex drives, and I'll close this thing out. [01:28:00] Masturbation meditation, I think, is what God is calling us to, and this is something that will be used to raise your vibration, your sexual vibration, and use your sexual energy in a positive way. That you can then go out and engage with the world better.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Even in your committed relationships, you should still do mindful meditation. Spiritual masturbation meditation, because then it will help you to show up better sexually for your partner or partners and and to show up better for yourself. This is how we transmute our sexual energy into things like that.
De'Vannon Seráphino: So, what is our sex drive in the first name place? When we are teenagers and we start to feel what people might call horny or turned on. I don't know if it's like this for females, but I know at least for me, you know, a sexual feeling is, it's like in my stomach, you know, that when that my nature rises in me like that, you know, and my dick gets hard or I [01:29:00] get turned on and I started thinking that in my, it seems like my skin or whatever gets like a little extra sensitive or whatever, you know, that is, that is hormones, that is, that is sexuality.
De'Vannon Seráphino: What it is, is this is something God has put in place to call you to connect with yourself. Connect with him. The idea of sex is God. He gave you a sex drive. It comes from him. God's all about sex. You should invite him into your sex life. You should. I don't like to tell people what they should do, but you really should.
De'Vannon Seráphino: It's, it's cool. Because every time you have God anywhere, it gets enhanced. And then you can keep the devil out. And again, if you don't invite God, Lucifer might come set his ass up in there and you won't necessarily know he's there. And that's with anything, sex or other. But he'll sit there and fuck with shit.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Little problems will come up, little arguments and shit. He will take peace and siphon that shit away from you almost imperceptibly. And you will have whole ass, big ass problems on your hand. You won't be able to track where they came from. Where did they come from? The fact that you didn't have God there.[01:30:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: You didn't care about having him there. And, but anyway, like, so our sex, so my sex drive is like, okay, I feel this. All right. This is a call to connect with myself. It can be something that you choose to connect with your partner or partners with, but that's it. You're choosing, we must get out of this idea that as soon as we feel turned on, we need to go find somebody.
De'Vannon Seráphino: No, see, that's the devil trying to get you to take and throw your power away to other people and sex is powerful. Like, your sex drive is power when you're masturbating and when you're by yourself, you can focus on you when you're having sex with the people you're supposed to be focusing on them. And you're supposed to focus on what you're doing together.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The focus is not supposed to be on you. And so when you're alone and you're masturbating. What you're doing is you're and especially when you're prayerful about it, and you're mixing meditation into it and thinking [01:31:00] you're raising, you know, like your sexual energy of it's like you're charging it up. And you can use things like orange candles, if you're if your bed, like, like mine has an LED thing on it, you can change the light so if you have a light bulbs, just go to like, I think walmart.
De'Vannon Seráphino: com these light bulbs I have in here. Or from the Sync app, C Y N C, these are like 9. 99 a bulb. And they fucking plug into anything you download the app and you can change the color So like a million different fucking settings that are already on there You can even come up with your own color combinations and shit customize the shit You can put like an orange light on why orange that has to do with the sacred chakra you can do like drum go to youtube or apple music or spotify and find like sacred chakra drum music It's there or some sort of sacred chakra music or any type of drum music You swirl your hips around either dancing or while you're in bed, masturbating or on the [01:32:00] couch or the kitchen counter, wherever it is, you do your masturbation, baby, you masturbate all over the place.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And, and that's how you open your sacral chakra. Your sacral chakra can be closed, even though you're sleeping with a lot of people. Because once you take on all those energies that you don't dismiss, you actually can have a closed sacral chakra, even though you are very promiscuous. Be careful with that because when that happens you close your creativity create your you close your creative energy off Not saying you won't be able to create anything, but you're gonna struggle more.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Your thoughts won't come as clear. You won't be as happy with yourself. Wouldn't like your, wouldn't like your sacral energy and what it's supposed to be. Really with any of your chakra energies, but, but your sacral, your sexual energy is so tied to who you are, how you view yourself, how you show up to things.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Sexuality is in everything. [01:33:00] In plants, in nature. Things are always reproducing, going through cycles of death and transformation and rebirth, and all of that is directly tied back to sexuality. And so, understanding ourselves as sexual beings, beyond the point of going to fuck something, Is what I'm trying to get you to understand, like your first power, and I stand against the church in this rhetoric of being against masturbation.
De'Vannon Seráphino: No, masturbation is power. Masturbation is of God. Period. That scripture that the church tried to use to tell me not to masturbate, where that dude was having sex with this woman and he would not come inside of her to have children, to honor his brother. Period. He should have just said he does not want to do it rather than going through the motions and lying.
De'Vannon Seráphino: He, and the Lord did kill him for doing that, but it was because he did not have a truthful heart. It was because he was disobedient to a command. [01:34:00] He was playing with his woman's time, playing with her energy, just using her for sex and not trying to actually be deeply committed to her. So he busted his nuts and all that, and then he got killed for it.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And so, that is a scripture that they tried to use, but that is not masturbation. Everything he did had something to do with being unfalsely connected with a person, not being real with somebody, but getting pleasure out of it. Listen to what I'm telling you now. I hope you heard that. They didn't have an ear, let them hear what I just said.
De'Vannon Seráphino: The masturbation is perfect. It's wonderful. You get to get by yourself. You got to worry about nobody's bullshit or whatever the fuck's going on with them. And while you're doing this, you really slow the fuck down. You need it whenever you can. But sometimes of course, you're going to not have as much time or you're going to be fucking tired.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But when you can give yourself a good 45 minutes to an [01:35:00] hour, at least. Put them lights on, put that music on, bitch. And I really mean really fucking make some hot, sweet ass fucking love to yourself. And I mean make that shit fucking hot. And and you fucking touch yourself and you really get familiar with how the fuck you operate.
De'Vannon Seráphino: No porn, no fucking television. Just you and your mind and the Lord. Okay, and you just really fucking slow down and hear your soul, feel your soul. If something emotional comes up and you cry that shit out and you let it out, but you really take time to really fall in love with yourself through masturbation meditation.
De'Vannon Seráphino: This is one of the ways that I did use to fall in love with myself deeply this year and I love the fuck out of myself. I really did. And, and you just. [01:36:00] You just, you just fuckin go for it. Put on your lingerie if you want to. Your favorite fuckin boxers. Or whatever the fuck kind of kinky ass freaky shit that you have in your fuckin closet.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I From wherever the fuck you got it. Okay? It's all fucking good. And and you fucking, if you want to get out your flogs and your fucking rotting crops, whatever kind of BDSM gear you have, even if you're by yourself, and learn you, and you take this high sexual energy that you get when you masturbate by yourself with all the music and the candles going, and really make it a whole fucking thing.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Whole fucking thing, a whole ass thing. And What I have found is I then have better self confidence. My self esteem is fucking higher. My mind is more fucking acute. [01:37:00]How it's tied together? Can't tell you that. I just know this shit works and that I'm able to show up and take my sexual energy and say, channel it into creating content for this podcast to writing my next book to working out better.
De'Vannon Seráphino: I've got all this sexual energy here and I get to choose what the fuck I'm going to do with it. If I want. If I have a partner and I want to have sex with them, I can. I don't have to, because our sexual responsibility is our own. Our sexual satisfaction, quote unquote, is our own. It's not nobody else's, not even if we're in a committed relationship.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Nobody needs that type of pressure on them. No version of your happiness is somebody else's responsibility. I don't give a damn what it is, spiritual, sexual. Physical, mental, financial, other. Your happiness is yours and yours alone to deal with, contend with, make happen, get with God, to co create, all of that.[01:38:00]
De'Vannon Seráphino: But it just works that way, man. Like, I can fucking, I just do. Like, I, you get, you get alone, I get alone, I get all sexual, and I'm able to come out and take that energy and put it into things that are not sexual. Because sexual energy is creative energy. It's powerful energy and it can be used to create art.
De'Vannon Seráphino: If I want to write to do a sculpture, I like to write art. Creativity may look like a million different things for people, but I'm trying to get you to understand is you don't have to take sexual energy to have sex with somebody. You can take sexual energy and do a lot of things with it that are powerful.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And then when you finally find somebody who matches your energy right and they tell you the truth and you take the time to screen them. If you want to fucking break all the furniture in the house, fucking do it. I'm waiting for that damn day to come. Damn sure. But but I ain't in a fucking rush either because the consequences are too severe.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Should I have sex with the wrong damn person? And like the energetic and spiritual consequences that if, but since we're [01:39:00] all energy and spirit anyway, then what the fuck else really is there? Like really?
De'Vannon Seráphino: Anyway, I wanted to share with you this book of Jeremiah. Chapter 39 and it's a warning that I feel like came down from heaven through God through me to you and to talk about all these things in here. I hope you share this. With somebody that you know, if you and your friends are not yet prayerful, maybe you can put on a podcast or watch tarot readers on YouTube or whatever and let that be your conversation piece.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Y'all need to start spiritual conversations. I don't like to tell people what they need to do or should do, but fuck, it's like, this feeling is so damn bad and I can't, it's not going anywhere. Like this is happening. Whatever this thing, whatever this trouble is that I've been warned against in my dreams, this is gonna happen.
De'Vannon Seráphino: And so what I'm trying to get you to understand is y'all need to be [01:40:00]praying. You need to be fucking praying. Meditating is cute and powerful, but you need to be praying. Asking God for fucking protection. And you need to be doing it in groups of people too. And I guess if you don't have a group, then do it by yourself or understand that you are collectively connected to everybody else who might be in some type of, like, say, forced isolation, jail, a mental hospital, or living in some country ass way the fuck in the hills type of shit where you might be the first only person for three fucking miles or whatever.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Or 10 or 15. Well, you're still a part of the collective in terms of the other people who are isolated like that. I would attach that for you. I would, I would hope and pray that God would honor and acknowledge that. But, but, but why, but those of you have friends, but in this dream, the command was to find friends.
De'Vannon Seráphino: You know what? Even people in physical isolation could go online electronically and find people to pray with. That counts too, because [01:41:00] spirit is not hindered by distance. So, yeah, even if you're in isolation, find some type of friend, some fucking where, and somehow to pray with. And if y'all need to get, you know, some sort of content to spark the conversation, because it could be strange telling somebody who you've never prayed with before, really talked about spirit, that you suddenly want to start.
De'Vannon Seráphino: But the thing is, when trouble comes and a problem comes, then you would do it anyway. So, in terms of start praying and start talking spiritually, like, if you had
De'Vannon Seráphino: any sense, that some people who ain't never said prayer or God a day in their life, if something bad enough happens, suddenly they'll be like, can you pray for me?
De'Vannon Seráphino: I'd be looking at people like, bitch, you pray? I had no fucking clue. Literally no idea. And, So, so try to get ahead of the trouble and bring it up in a way you think your friend will accept it or understand it. Social media content is something that most people in this day and time will buy with. So find a video [01:42:00] somewhere.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Start talking spirit, start talking life, start talking afterlife. No matter how young you are, oh, start talking afterlife now, because you don't know when that's going to come upon you. Be wise and be safe.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Thank you all so much for joining us today and for taking some time to invest into yourself and into the lives of your loved ones, please visit us at sex drugs and jesus. com and check out our resource page, our spiritual service offerings, my blog, my books, and other writings that God has partnered with me to create.
De'Vannon Seráphino: Find us on any social media platform, stay strong, my people, and just remember that everything is going to be all right. [01:43:00]
