Episode #186: Tarot Lessons: Suit of Cups Pt. 1

INTRODUCTION:

Join De'Vannon Seráphino in this episode of the Sex Drugs and Jesus podcast as he delves deep into the Suit of Cups in Tarot. This enlightening session explores the meanings and spiritual lessons of cards such as the Ace of Cups, Two of Cups, and Three of Cups, among others. Learn how Tarot can complement your spiritual journey while emphasizing the balance needed between Tarot readings and traditional spiritual practices like prayer, fasting, and Bible study. Discover the power of personal transformation, inner child healing, and the importance of letting go of negative influences. Tune in for a rich discussion that intertwines faith, Tarot, and personal growth.

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INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to):

·      Explanation of the Tarot Suit of Cups.

·      Seek Ye First the Kingdom of Heaven.

·      Rabbit Holes Avoided.

·      The Devil’s Tarot Readers.

·      You Never REALLY Know People.

·      DANGEROUS Energy Acceptance.

·      Evil Does Not Always Look Evil.

·      Don’t Forget to Have Fun.

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Transcript

Episode #186: Tarot Lessons: Suit of Cups Pt. 1

De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:00:00] Hello everyone and welcome back to the Sex Drugs in Jesus podcast. My name is De'Vannon Seráphino, so wonderful and lovely to be with you all as always. Today we are continuing our study of the tarot. We will be talking about the suit of cups. It's been a while since I, since I touched on this more major things had come up as you, if you, as you've been following the show, God had directed me on dealing with this whole universe thing with people calling him out his name and all the, the, the, the issues in New York that are going on.

But, it's time to get back to this. I'm going to be doing these shows in a type of type of order rotation, as you'll see coming up. But today we're talking about the tarot. My goal is to teach you, and rather what God wants me to do, is to teach you, how to kind of go through this yourself, or at least te teach you what it means, man, because [00:01:00] you never know.

You could have some sort of. Gift within you, to over like two years ago, I had never touched tarot car. Today in my life, after that divorce from that covert narcissist, the Lord began to awaken me and draw me to this, to, to different giftings within me. And reading Tarot was one of them. I wasn't sure that I could do it, but I went on a head forward with it and got more comfortable with it little by little.

And now, I can do readings for other people. I have many, many decks. Got all the books, paying attention to all the things. It's really amazing how God can totally transform you. And then you end up doing things you never thought you'd do before. Okay? You don't know what's inside of you.

So let God wr it out, baby. Let him yank it out. Yes. So with with tarot, you wanna be sure that you don't ever let it like take the place of [00:02:00] prayer. Tarot is a form of, communication. You're trying to hear from God. And when I say God, I mean God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost.

Y'all know I don't play with nothing else. If it ain't them three, I ain't talking to it, period. Because it's not God. And God is God of all things. Even over tarot, that is what he created. Now, other people might take it and go use it for devils and all of these other things. Well, I'm not them. My name is De'Vannon and I, and I'm, and I do, I do what God wants me to do.

I'm not concerned with what other people are doing, but prayer is the most important thing. Prayer, fasting, and Bible study. I don't care what you do, where you go, you ain't gonna make it spiritually without prayer, fasting and Bible study. Un until the high Trinity God, Jesus Christ, and Shekinah Glory ..

That's how you say the Holy Ghost in Hebrews the Shekinah Glory. Or it just doesn't, like, you can't, like tarot is in a religion. No form of divination is, I don't care if it's scrying,[00:03:00] pyromancy, aeromancy, all these different terms people like to put to different ways. God speaks you. You always gotta pray. Read that Bible and fast pray.

Read the Bible and fast. This is another option, another way this will work for some people, it won't work for others. A beautiful thing about Yahweh, 'cause he is given us so many different ways to approach him and talk to him and hear from him because he's well aware of the variety that he's made in this earth.

That's why there's so many different types of ways to do the same sort of thing, because God knows we're not all the same. So he is given us all these different options, baby. It's all a part of the grand mix. Yahweh knows Daddy knows exactly what he's doing. He knows exactly what he's doing. Don't let Tarot or any other form of divination control your life like.

Like, I don't do love readings, I don't care about like, trying to track down exes and, and all of these different things. So what does the Bible say? Seek you first, the kingdom of heaven and all these things shall be added. Seek you first, the kingdom of heaven and all its righteousness. [00:04:00] And all these things shall be added onto you.

So what does that mean? If you can get you straightened out, if you can get what God, let him straighten your mind out, your issues out. Then the boyfriends, the girlfriends, the trans friends, whatever you want going to come. The houses, the lands, all the things that God wants you to have gonna fall into place once he see that you care about your life's calling first, but it's almost like people want to get married date.

Get the kids the white picket fence, take all the trips and do all the things, and then maybe get to God later on. You don't know that you have later on. And so what, so what Jesus Christ said, dude, is the seek you first, the kingdom of heaven and all of his righteousness and all these things shall be added onto you.

So there's no reason for me as a, as a reader or, or any form of the, of the psychic gifts that God have given me to go poking around in who used to be in your life. That's a messy energy and I do not fool with it. [00:05:00] Okay, so. I mean, but that's not to say, if, if, if, if there's some like current issue with something like that and it comes up, we deal with the issue.

We don't go down the rabbit hole about the person, if the heart is broken, the mind of the woman, you're not staying up at night. If you can't, then we talk about the results of the breakup or of the previous relationship. We don't dwell on that person where they're at, who they're with, who they're boning, doing what with now baby.

That's just the devil trial. That's just Lucifer trying to keep your mind distracted on everything. But the kingdom business and on Yahweh Devil don't care what he can distract you with. Long as he can keep you away from God. He could care less, be it your children, your money, your success, you, yourself, how wonderful you think you are.

Anything, it does not matter as long as he can. It does not matter to Lucifer as long as he can keep your mind off of Yahweh.

If witchcraft comes up in the reading somehow the same thing. We [00:06:00] don't go the rabbit, go down the rabbit hole of what the witch of the warlock or the wizard are doing or who they might be. And all it is, no, we focus on the solutions to the problems. That way we don't get caught up in that. If you, if you watch a lot of readers and different things like that, they will take you down these these rabbit holes like that because a lot of readers out there are not of the Lord.

You really, really gotta be careful. And they will, you really gotta be careful child, and they will hype up things like exes and relationships and who's to come and who's been and, and what's going on right now. And ooh, this person's working against you and all of this and all of that. And, and it's a very dramatic type of intense energy and it fuels their witchcraft.

Don't think a a, an evil tarot reader won't cast a spell like over their show to like, draw you into it and then use drama like exes and who's working against you and things like that to, to hype you up. Mm-hmm. I had, [00:07:00] like, some time ago, I had actually hired like a very popular tarot reader. I want, to, to to, to like do a reading.

I wanted to, to to, to see how this thing will flow. And that boy, like, after it was over, started like sending me all these messages and stuff and was trying to like trap me into like his energy and stuff like that and I had to like block him. You would not think to look at somebody this popular with that many followers that he's like out of his mind like that because you never.

Know people. You never really know people and a lot of these readers and clairvoyants, whatever their branch of divination is, use a lot of different deities. They got all these altars, 7, 7, 10 different gods and stuff like that. People open themselves up to all them different spirits. You that, that sort of person can go from sane to insane right in front of you and you won't know when it happened because those spirits change people so little by little.

I've warned y'all about the devices of Lucifer. He is very subtle, very sensual and very [00:08:00] gradual imperceptively gradual with the way he will degrade your internal mental fortitude and spiritual fortitude and you won't know when it happened or what's going on with you. And you will accept your current state of insanity as sanity and couldn't nobody tell you any difference Hardly.

The devil is, is very, very crafty, very, very crafty. And that's why he keeps you out of the Bible so you won't learn about him because people perish for what? A lack of knowledge. That's why I keep telling y'all to read your Bible so you will learn and be able to spot these things and overcome the devil.

You won't overcome the devil without knowledge of the devil. You have to know who your enemy is in order to, defeat your enemy. Otherwise he gonna steamroll you and he gonna make you feel good while he doing it. So I had to cut that, that, that that evil tarot reader off child. And and that's why I be warning, y'all don't be going hiring these people.

'cause whatever you open yourself up to is an energy acceptance. I don't care if it's receiving a text from somebody, a phone call from somebody, a [00:09:00] conversation from somebody, a tarot reading online or in person from somebody high fiving somebody at the club. Everything's an energy acceptance. Now there's different levels of it.

Like there's far more energy acceptance in this case. If you hire somebody for a reading versus hiring somebody to cast a spell for you, say to increase your business or to make someone fall in love with you. If you hire somebody to like do any kind of magic work on your behalf, you enter into a contract with that person that gives them a specific type of access to your soul.

Okay? A specific type of access, which is different 'cause a reading is a reading you're reviewing. You haven't really hired them to like do any work. And that that boy that I had to cut off kept trying to get me to hire him to say it's okay to just say it's okay for him to like to do something he had lied about.

He was trying to say something's gonna happen and the only way that it won't happen is if you hire me to do this thing. And that's the [00:10:00] only way, you gotta be careful when somebody tells you you, really that's the only way is if they help you or whatever. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. He was trying to get me to to give him permission.

Thank you, Jesus. He was trying to give, get me to give him permission to, to, to, to, to get a hold over me. Because see, you go and hire these people to, to get you the business and that business will come because the devil can give you money and lovers and sex and travel and all these things of the world.

Like he tried to attempt Jesus. He would've given Jesus everything in this world if he could have broken Jesus' will because of all that. That means. So you can get a ComeUp in life from Lucifer. Yes you can. Yes you can. That's one of the reasons, no point envying people. You have no re, you have no way of knowing unless God show you how somebody got the things you see that they have.

They could have straight up gone to the devil for it and they go, they going to pay for it later. This is what God was trying to show you in that movie on Netflix, the [00:11:00] fall of the House of Usher. The fall of the House of Usher is all about that. Them two, that brother and sister went and made that deal with the devil they had that come up were super rich, super famous and all that, but they had to pay for it with by, well cra, they basically sacrificed all of their children for this success and themselves.

Everybody had to die for it in the end. And that's the way Lucifer works. He'll give you the thing today, but you're gonna pay for it later. So when you go hire these readers and all these different magicians and people online who got all these websites. What you, what they're not telling you is that they worked in some type of a sacrifice in order for that thing to work.

This isn't, it is gonna bite you later on, if not sooner. You never know how these things are gonna go because you're dealing with unstable spirits. The devil is out of his mind, and so is every devil. They're all crazy, but they go, they, but they, and everybody who works for them is also crazy, but they don't look it, that's the [00:12:00] worst thing about evil to me.

It doesn't look, it, it evil is very, can be very still, and it'll just sit there and look at you like, like they like it. Like there's nothing wrong with it and there's everything wrong with it. So if you hire these people, you're basically the sacrifice. They're offering you up in exchange for whatever sort of power that they want because you foolish and silly enough to sit there and hire these people and let them in your energy and in your soul in exchange for some material gain.

I, I talked to, who was that? I think some lady was coming out to like appraise my house, when I had it down in. Louisiana and she was telling me, we got on a spiritual conversation, she was telling me how she got her come up and everything. 'cause she went and found someone like in Atlanta or somewhere online and hired her.

And I was like, to, to do whatever to increase her business. And it grew. And she was like, yay, I got all this money. And I said, well what, what spell did she do? Who did she pray to? What was it? She was like, I wasn't concerned about all that. I, I just wanted my money. [00:13:00] And I was trying to tell her, girl, you should not have done that.

You don't know who, what devil. She went and yanked up from what l level of hell to, to, to, to give you that. And the, the worst part is she didn't care. She was just like, Hmm, whatever. I got my come up.

I as the watchman, all I can do is warn you all about what I see coming about. What is your choices are your own, your consequences are your own as well.

And so as we get, get into this here, all of all of this instruction this, this is not specifically a global reading, but as you're listening to me go through these cards and talk about different things, if you feel like it's speaking to you, let God speak to you through it. God is not constrained to any certain format.

It doesn't have to be. Officially a message being [00:14:00] preached or anything like that. God can speak to you through the wind, through the rain, through a conversation in passing through the way the water falls. If you know how to hear God speaking through the weather, baby, yes, he is everywhere. So this is not a global reading, but if I'm going through these meanings of these cards and God is talking to you, you hear what Yahweh is saying and you go do what he's telling you to do, make those changes so you can grow in a healthy, wholesome way that won't wreck you in the end.

Now, we already covered in previous episode each of the Zodiac signs thoroughly. This is a whole like package thing that that, that we do in here as I'm trying to get you feeling like you might be more capable to go through these things yourselves. That way you can maybe be helped with some of this over-reliance you have on other people.

'cause you, like I said, you don't know what you might be capable of, baby. We went through each zodiac sign in previous episodes and gave you the dates for each Zodiac sign. The stages of each zodiac sign. 'cause really each zodiac sign has three different [00:15:00]stages. So it's not just say, Sagittarius. There's stage one, stage two, and stage three, the different stages of life.

For all 12 of them, we gave you the symbol, the elements, the modalities, like if it's immutable, cardinal, fixed. We talked about the ruling planetary houses for each sign, the ruling planet, the associated tarot card or cards. We talked about even the body parts associated with each zodiac sign. We went over numerology when I covered the, the major arcana in the tarot, which are the, the first cards which proceed, the minor arcana, which we're at now.

I explained what all that is. The major arcana, the minor arcana. I went through numerology with the with the numbers associated with the major arcana. I don't need to do that again because these, the minor arcana only go through, like, technically speaking, like it's only like 14 cards in a suit. We went over the life path numbers and a whole lot of other astrology related information in, in previous episodes.

And we also [00:16:00] also already covered the suit of swords. So today's the suit of cups, so then we just have left the other two. After, after this, and also what's still to come, we're gonna talk about the astrology houses in greater detail and also the chakras. God wants me to get into, you know what, well, in the east they call them chakras.

These energy centers that we have, from the root up to like the crown. There's many meridians, many chakras and different things like that. But we gonna talk about the main ones and how it all ties in to to your relationship with God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. Because it's all under Yahweh.

Everything is under Yahweh.

So,

so we're, we're, so we're talking about the cups today. This, the general element here is water. This is considered considered a feminine, or like yin, very emotional psychic like, but when I say psychic, [00:17:00] I mean like hearing from God in order to know something that you otherwise would not have. I prefer the word psychic over the word intuitive because intuitive.

I don't like it, it doesn't ring right in my heart. I don't like that word. I do not like that word. It it has a very selfish overtone to it. People tend to make a verb out of it and say things like, they intuited this or they intuited that, which cuts God out of the equation. It makes it seem like they reached into the ether out into the spirit world somewhere and just pulled this information in.

And now suddenly they know it because they intuited it and they never once say to God, be the glory for letting me know something that I didn't know so that I can be helped. And so I say, so I really need to explain all of these things and I'm not gonna let myself get caught up in this, this, this, this hodgepodge mess that Lucifer has spawned where when people say a word, you don't really know what exactly they're talking about.

And so like these new age terms that I've covered in previous shows, it's just all [00:18:00]foggy and I don't like that. So I will not be included in it. I will exclude myself from it. Thank you very much.

And let me, I wanna read like this, this, this short description here from this book that I've had for like, I don't know, some time now, how to read Tarot, A Practical Guide by Adams Media. And it just simply says the suit of cups is associated with the element of water waters. Energy is receptive, inter directed, reflective, connected with the emotions, creativity, and being psychic.

Because water is a feminine or yin element, its symbols suggest the womb and the tarot cups are usually shown as chalices or goblets, but any type of vessel can depict the nature of the suit. Some decks, picture them as bowls, cauldrons, vases, urns, flowers, pictures, coffee mugs, steins baskets or bottles.

Regardless of the [00:19:00] imagery. The principle is the same cups represent the ability to receive and hold

cups go a lot further than that, but that's a good, like little basic general guide. As I go through the descriptions, we're gonna be quoting from the website, astro style.com. That's gonna go in the show notes. I like to always have that a second opinion on how something's described, just so you have that for contrast.

Although, I will tell you what the spirit, what the Holy Ghost is giving me specifically after I read their descriptions. I just, I love, I love the texture of that, just to have some compare and contrast.

All right, my sweet people. So the first card up is going to be the Ace of Cups. Let me see if I can get this. Ya isn't that gorgeous right there. This is the, this is the Ace of Cups. This big old huge cup with like the hand of God, the sticking out, the clouds, the hand of my daddy right there, the hand of Yahweh holding you up.

This beautiful cup [00:20:00] with this dove here, which is like the Holy Ghost diving down. And we got our like, kind of like almost cross ish energy going on here, which would be our Jesus Christ. There's our Trinity God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost baby. Yes, God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. I love saying that the Zodiac sign for the Ace of Cups is Scorpio.

My ascendant sign. Scorpio is a fixed modality because it occurs in the middle of Autumn. The planet associated with the Ace of Cups is Mercury. So from Astro style, the, the description of the Ace of Cups is the Ace of Cups frequently arrives to mark new relationships and connections, that wonderful filling of a new beginning in love.

Get ready since cups are associated with the Zodiacs water signs, attraction made night with someone who has a chart with lots of cancer, scarf or Pisces in it. Even if you're already in a relationship, you might find yourself experiencing a renewed spark. Bring more [00:21:00] bonding experiences to your relationship.

Head off on a romantic getaway. Plan a special date. Create a room in your schedule for quality time. If you're single and looking for love, it's hard to find a better sign than the Ace of Cups showing up in a reading. Just be sure you're keeping your heart open and signaling availability to anyone who captures your interest.

Put yourself in situations where a heartfelt connection can come right in. The Ace of Cups is one of the cards in the deck that has a strong tie with fertility and pregnancy. If you've been wanting to have a child, this card is a good signal. Well, I, for one, am single and looking to mingle. So we'll see how that, how that goes out here.

The Lord have mercy. So the thing about these cups. It's it like, like what, what, what, what the Holy Ghost be showing me is like, it is also very spiritual. What they're saying here about it being relationship related, how the cup's like holding [00:22:00] like the emotions and all of that is true. True, true, true, true. But it's also a matter of like the heart.

So when I see this big old hand here and the Holy Ghost diving into that and the water overflowing, this is, this is God giving you a new heart. Perhaps after a bad breakup, after, so after the death of a child, after you went through whatever was devastating enough for you to feel like you need a whole new soul.

And God has power to do that. The scripture says He who sitteth upon the throne said, behold, I make all things new. Since this awakening and everything God has taken me through since that divorce from that narcissist over two years ago, child, God gave me a new mind, a new body, a new soul, new place to live, a new finances new.

There is no area of my life that God has not upgraded and converted into something completely different. The upgrade is one thing but it's the fact that it's just completely not what it was before. You know my last name and everything, everything has changed. [00:23:00] This is type of power that Yahweh has completely fresh and new all over again.

So the ACEs have to do with a new beginning, just like the pages do, but the ACEs is like. God did that. Like, like a page is like, you're taking kinda like what you already have and like starting new as like you working it up. And of course you're always taking the time to invite God in everything that you're doing because you have good sense.

But this here is like a helping hand baby when you've been broke down to nothing. Okay. And you need God to come and lift you up, turn you around honey, and, and turn you into something completely new. So when I look at this big old cup, it's that type of renewal that only God can give you. Okay? Once you make yourself available.

That's, that's really what I, that's that's really what the spirit is showing me in this card. It has a fluidity to it, with the way these little green grass thingies are like floating [00:24:00]at the bottom of it. It really, really, it really, really does. That's that, that, that that's God making everything so light for you that you feel like you can just like, walk on water, like float on air, that type of thing.

This is, this is a greater union with God, having God, Jesus Christ. And the Holy Ghost in this card is speaking of like, a type of spirituality upgrade. There's a lot of psychic overtones here because, I was telling you everything that has to do with water is very psychic.

The page of Cups is very psychic. The Queen of Cups is very psychic, as we will, as we will discuss. But your ACEs are your new beginnings, and many of you have been through such a hard time, such a hard time. You could use a new beginning, but when it, when it, when the Lord is telling you to leave people behind, to leave places behind, to leave things behind, you gotta do it.

Or that new beginning won't come and some people will sit there and try to set in your life. Or rather, the devil's in those [00:25:00] people will set whether they're a witch or not, don't matter. Some people know they're being manipulated by the devil and some can't tell. But the, but the devil will try to keep them people around you to keep you from being held back.

I had a dream and a couple of weeks, or a couple of months ago, somebody who I no longer associated with from the past was in this dream and they were saying like, they were in a panic and they were saying like, we gotta get him back. We gotta get him back. We gotta get him back. And this person was talking about me because the Lord had . Cut me loose from, from all the shackles that I was in.

And I did not realize just how people associated, a lot of like, things that were tying me in down in life were, I had my habits that that had to be gotten rid of, the crystal meth addiction, the cocaine addiction, the crack addiction, all of, the alcohol, porn and all the dating apps and the sex apps and all of that.

All that had to go, that's what I was aware of. But what I was not aware of was how I was just as chained [00:26:00] by the evil exuding through other people, other people with bad habits, laziness about them. Don't know God, don't care about God. Want to call God the universe, or whatever the case might be.

All that was holding me back. And people who have all these like different habits and stuff, they're not trying to overcome other people who won't leave other people behind. All that. If it's attached to you, will hold you down. Because when you accept the person into your life, if it's business, it's a little bit different because that's business is transactional.

You're not really accepting the person you're accepting. The productivity you two can create together, that's completely different. But if it's anything other than business or some something that is non-personal child, you take that whole person, whatever they are, whatever they are, not when they're around you, doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter. Like if they're wor worshiping the devil or some foolishness and you don't know, and that person's hanging around you, doesn't matter. You get Lucifer too. That's why you have to be in people's business [00:27:00] asking them who they are and what they're doing when they're not around you screw all that.

Well, you do, you, you have your private life. No, you don't to an extent, but everything that they're doing affects you. 'cause people go run off and live their life and they bring them spirits back to you whether they think they did or not. Okay. And, and, and people. People are just something else.

Do not underestimate people. And in this dream and this, this was representing how Lucifer was in people who I was not aware of holding me down, whether that person was trying to hold me down or not. And once God cut me free of it, Lucifer started freaking out. Saying like, we gotta get him back, we gotta get him back.

You know what'll put the devil in a panic is if you actually let people go, because then you actually gonna get free. But as long as you all like soft, and I mean you not, you're just not, it's not a high minded or highly intelligent thing to take that attitude. Like you can't live without [00:28:00] certain people.

You must have the attitude. You can live without anybody except for God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. And everybody else is negotiable. If it comes down to it, I don't care who they are, parent, child, sibling, lover, whatever. If they get off on the wrong thing or God shows you they have, whether they're portraying it or not, you must leave those people and do what God said is to do is come out from among them.

And it does not matter what it is. You've got to come out from among them. Otherwise you gonna sacrifice your, your peace in this life and your afterlife over a human who has their own judgment to stand before. Don't y'all do it because your peace and your happiness and your cup running over like this here is completely contingent on your obedience to God.

He tells you to cut things loose. And remember that God is never gonna tell you to cut something loose unless he got something better for you, although he may not and probably. Not likely. He's gonna tell you all the details on what's ahead of you. 'cause he's trying to gauge your trust and faithfulness in him.

You can't have a transactional relationship with God. You can't [00:29:00] just be with him 'cause he is giving you things or when times are quote unquote good by your assessment of it. He want to see you willing to let Sally sue and all your pleasures go to see what he has in store for you next. But the most important thing being him, God wanna see that the most important thing to you is him.

Not what he can do for you. And not them other people and people, what they say, ain't God, a heaven to send you to or a hell to put you in? And nor can they, they can't keep breath in your lungs or strengthen your legs. You could be in a wh you could start the day walking and be in a wheelchair by the end of the day.

You could start the day living and be dead by the end of the day. Them people in your life that you act like got gotta stay, have no power over these things. But the Bible says the fear of the one that who has power over the body and the soul, which is only Yahweh, y'all better let them people go. Okay,

up next is the the two of cups here. We [00:30:00] got these two cute lover looking like people, holding their cups, looking like they about to cheers or fall in love getting married or do some type of a, type of a ceremony or something like that.

The two of cups Zodiac sign is cancer. Its modality is a cardinal. Cancer's modality is a cardinal because it starts at the beginning of summer. Our cardinal signs start at the beginning of seasons. The planet associated with si, with the the card two of cups is Venus. If you're single and looking for a true romantic partner, it's hard to find a better card than the two of cups.

Not only can you expect to make a new connection soon, but it is likely to be the deeply fulfilling mutual one you've been dreaming about for those already in a relationships, in a relationship, the two of Cups validates the loving experience. You may already be enjoying love. Let your person know how much you they [00:31:00] mean to you.

Look for ways to expand that partnership even more. This is a positive signal that you can safely take the next step together. And unlike the other love cards in the tarot deck, the two of Cups doesn't necessarily represent a fireworks everywhere all the time, kind of romance. It's associated more with an easy, healthy, loving brand of co of connection.

So from what astro style.com is saying here, when they say, let your person know how much they mean to you, when you're in a relationship with somebody, don't let. Yourself slip into this thing where you assume they know that you still love them. 'cause people change all the time. So, and to me it's more sweet and meaningful.

If I see somebody in a relationship and they've been in that relationship for like 10 years and they're still like acting like it's their first date. That's, that's, that's that. Yes. That's what you want right there. 'cause anybody can be all like lovey-dovey at the beginning, but after life done [00:32:00] happen and this done happen and disappointments done come up and you done had to go through changes.

Your fire is even hotter 10 years later than it was at the beginning. Now that's true love right there because that's not based on convenience or like a look or a show or a cheap thrill. That's depth right there. You gotta still tell people you mean everything to me. Sometimes when you just sitting on the couches, looking over at them, be like, you know what?

I really appreciate you still being in this relationship with me. I know you always have your choice. You can go on, go and walk out the door right now if you want to. We've been together seven years, eight years, four years, whatever. I, I thank you for still staying here and I appreciate your honesty.

'cause I know if you didn't want to be here, you wouldn't be here. And I only want you to stay if you really want to stay. We're both still choosing to be here after all this time. That's a huge deal to me. Say stuff like that. 'cause words have power. Like the scriptures told you, baby death and life are in the power of the tongue.

And when you say stuff like that, rather than letting [00:33:00] people just assume it, it can stir up passion and fire and appreciation and respect. And then Yahweh will come and step into that. If you two are praying and inviting Yahweh into your relationship because it matters, like taking the time to say those extra things.

If people get that in their ear, in their ears and they get down in their soul and then people start reacting better to each other in all kinds of relationships, doesn't matter what it is, because this too of cups does not just represent love. This is business, this is school, this is any type of transaction because you have to be on one a accord and be balanced.

This is a card of balance. And and and that sort of thing. Being on the same page with people is how you get stuff done. 'cause you can't, a house divided against itself can't stand, be a business divided against the kef itself. Can't stand, a fraternity divided against itself can't stand.

Nothing divided against itself can stand. If you got more than one person or even you within yourself, you divided against, you can't [00:34:00] stand. 'cause this does speak to unity within yourself too, but nobody else around you have to be on one a accord. This speaks to like your masculine and your feminine sides balancing out.

And if you are out of sync in either one of those, I don't care what your anatomy looks like, you just like the Lord are made of masculine and feminine energy. Yahweh God is the masculine aspect of God. The Holy Ghost is the feminine aspect of God. And Jesus Christ is like the son. This is where we get our family unit idea from, from God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost, God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost are the, are the true first family.

The Holy Ghost is the true Mother of all things, not mother nature. And God is the Father of all things, period. And that's where we get masculinity from and femininity from. And the idea of family is from God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. The High Trinity it's really just that simple people. It's just that simple.

And the Holy Ghost is feminine like that because she's called like the comforter, like she's pictured us that beautiful dove. [00:35:00] Those are not really masculine characteristics. The scripture talks about how the spirit will teach us all things. Traditionally at, most teachers, especially like when I was growing up, were female men can be teachers and professors and all that just as well.

But it seemed to be, there's something very nurturing about the sort of teaching the Holy Ghost does. It's like that type of teaching. When, but whenever, you would get like a the idea of a teacher in your head, like when I was growing up, you're bringing the apple to give it to like your female teacher.

'cause most teachers were women, and so, and that, and, and, and, and, and whatever. It's all good. But I'm, but I'm trying to tell you like the Holy Ghost has a very feminine, like, flow about her. She really, really does. And so that's why it's totally cool if people wanna call like God, her or she. That's because he is, like that, that's something that never should have been like complicated at all.

'cause God has always been, he, he has always been, she, if you wanna call them, they, the Trinity is fine with that too. God is whatever, [00:36:00] as long as you mean it respectfully, they not tripping, really, like over vernacular because God is God. How do he, how did he refer to himself when he was talking to Moses outta that burning bush?

And Moses was like, who are you? He said, God said I am that I am baby. I am that I am. Okay. Period. Period. So, so, so, so let's not get hung up on that. God is he? God is they? God is she? And don't let nobody tell you any different. Don't you let nobody else explain to you who God is. That's why you gotta get into that Bible and pray and fast and go before God to clear up that confusion, just to clear it all up, just to clear it all up. But you gotta stay before the Lord and let him work with you just to, he might not come fly down here and answer you the first time you say hi, especially if you've never talked to him before, because you don't do that either with somebody who's new to you.

It takes time to build a relationship and God wants you to build a [00:37:00] relationship with him. Like you like building relationships with everyone else. God wants you to build a relationship with him since he created them and actually put him first.

But that's the idea of the two of cups. It's about balance. It can be a card of healing 'cause of that medical, that medical sign it has there with the two, like sneaky around it and stuff like that. The name of it is escaping me right now, but but yeah, that, that's all I wanted to say. For the, for the two of cups.

So three of cups. The three of cups is what's next. We got our, our three chicas here. Having them a turn up and a whole kiki cheersing the good times to come. This is a really, really sweet card here. And the zodiac sign of three of cups is cancer. Its modality is cardinal because it starts at, 'cause cancer starts at the beginning of summer.

The planet associated with the three of cup is mercury. When the three of cups pops into a reading, [00:38:00] get ready to partayyy!!!. This minor rcna card marks the time of celebration everywhere it goes. If you're already planning a wedding reunion, baby shower, or some other type of gathering, you're probably already nodding your head when you see this card.

And the even better news, the three of Cubs calls for a joyous feat. So you can let out a deep breath, your event will be a hit, whether the celebration is one that's planned in advance or something that comes together in a more spontaneous manner, you're to enjoy both the party itself and the people in attendance.

Above all else, this card denotes spending quality time with people you care about. This card here is such a breath of fresh air because sometimes we can get so caught up in working, trying to be our best, trying to do good, trying to, live up to whatever standard that has been set before is that we forget to just let our hair down and just have a good old time.

And we forget that life can [00:39:00] be fun and that it's supposed to be fun. And we just get caught up with the pressure of trying to make it, man. And, and, and so this card here is just about, you know what y'all, we gonna forget about all of that right now and we just gonna turn up. We just gonna turn up, and just, and just, and just do our thing.

And you, and this, you can be by yourself. You don't have to have two friends to hang out with. The, the specific number is not the point. 3 is a very powerful number, but I covered that when I talked about the numerology and everything before. I like how in this card, each one of these, each one of these chicas got on like a different color.

See, this here speaks to strength in diversity, strength in everybody having like a unique point of view. All right? Because everybody's coming everything from a different angle. Respecting each other's different perspectives. This doesn't necessarily mean accepting everybody a different perspective, but [00:40:00] it's about leveraging it and making it balance out so that it is a sum total come up and a sum total win for everybody involved.

All right. This is about everybody understanding who they are as an individual. Okay? This is why I be, this is why I've told y'all before that I completely disagree with this idea that we are all one. There is no univer collective consciousness, no group consciousness. Mm-hmm. People are too individual for us to be like one.

And like I was explaining earlier, you don't actually know people that order to be one with somebody. You'd have to know everything about them. You'd have to really seriously be one with somebody. We have a lot of like Venn diagram overlap. We have commonalities for sure, but that does not make us one with people.

There's too much stuff that people do that you just don't know about. And people hide themselves very, very deceptively like to the extent that you would be shocked just how well you [00:41:00] don't know the people you're married to your children. We going through enough just try to get to know ourself. Okay, so how so?

How so, so, so there is no way that we can all be one, all 9 billion people in the world. No baby. We are not one. We have things in common, but we ain't one. You better be learning about how to be one with Yahweh, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost, and not so concerned about trying to be one with another person who is just as broken and flawed and try on their own path.

Everybody's on their own path. We can't be one, like literally everybody's on their own path. So you can't be, if they on their own path over there and you on your own over here, you can't be one. There's no, there's too much weakness in the community, and the community has become the problem. It really, really has because Lucifer has sewn so much weakness into the community and, and he's hidden it.

And then he uses the community to reinforce weak concepts and ideas. And then it is accepted only because people keep hearing it, [00:42:00] not because it actually, of course, squares out. Makes any sense. But with all that, and I'll handle that in detail and other episodes to come as I, as I, as I, as I get on the world about this whole community.

Distraction that Lucifer done whipped up and, and placed upon the entire globe. But that does not mean that when we get our heads clear and straight about exactly who we are, as we stand in the strength of the Lord, okay, as an individual person, and we really get confident in who we are, that we can't come together and have a party and enjoy ourselves and not lose ourselves in the community or in whatever we're doing and go home better than what we came, this, this card here is very much about like a, an individualized type of balance and strength through it all.

And just letting yourself have a good time, but not getting lost in the festivities.[00:43:00]

The four of cups now, and this a different mood than the one that we just had. We just went from three chicas turning up and twirling about to this dude sitting on the ground looking like, his best friend just died or whatever. So the four cups Zodiac sign is cancer also. Again, that's a cardinal sign 'cause it's beginning of summer.

However, the planet this time is the moon. The four cups often appears in a reading when you're feeling stuck and unmotivated. Maybe you feel there isn't. Maybe you feel there hasn't been any way to build momentum. The sense of stagnancy can permeate your whole life. Chances are it relates to both your internal feelings and what your life looks like to an outside observer Lord.

But the four of Cups tarot car reminds you that mindset is everything. A dour point of view may be affecting your ability to recognize opportunities that are standing directly in front of you. Is it? [00:44:00] Is it possible that you've been saying no to things that would be good for you? If that's the case, take stock of what's in your life right now and what's showing up.

Make sure you're saying yes to the things you want and no to what you want to and can decline.

Well, one of the most powerful words in the human existence is no. What they're saying here from AstroStyle.com is true. They're talking about not getting so like jaded that you turn down perfectly good opportunities, but also acknowledging the fact that sometimes you might have to say no. I'm telling you, most of the time y'all need to start saying a lot more nos than yes's.

There's too much acceptance of just every kind of thing and every kind of person and every kind of idea and every kind of concept in this day and time. There's just too much of it. 'cause if you have too much, yes, Lucifer will slip right into you. He'll ride right into you on those yes's. You gotta stop, start saying no.

You just gotta start with more nos. And that's the way you can keep the devil out. 'cause then he'll know. He, he, [00:45:00] he can't just run off with you and do everything. Okay? You gotta put more guards up during this time. Like this dude's arms folded with the way the devil's out here cutting up in these streets.

You need to have more, more, you, you need to be, y'all need to be more closed off than what you have been. That don't mean you can't have your fun like we just saw in the three of cups, but y'all are too open to too many different people, into too many different types of people. The world has become too open.

We don't want to, people went from being like a oppressed like that, through various means, and many of you still are people. The, the, the answer to to not being oppressed is to not being fully loose either. You wanna be like somewhere in the middle. Okay? Now, and some interpretations of this card here is like the three of cups.

Like once we just, the one what, like what we just saw, it's like when it's here, when this party got to be too [00:46:00] much, and the party, the person got overwhelmed with being around all of these people and all the energy and all the activities and all the late nights and all the long days. It just got to be too much.

And they were like, enough. I done stood all I could stand and took all I could take. I think that was Bugs Bunny that used to say that. I learned it from some cartoon. I think it was, I think it was Bugsy. And this person's like, I cannot with y'all. I just cannot. I just cannot. It was what it was Now. It ain't what it ain't.

And I'm going into this purposeful, intentional, spiritual isolation over here. And I don't care what y'all come around, like this little cloud dude is trying to offer this home bro a cup. But he's like, nah. I said what I said and the answer is no. What part of no did you not understand? The N or the O, like, like,

like from that movie, set it off. That's like one of my favorite lines from like movies ever. Dude was like, what part of no did you not understand [00:47:00] Sto, the N or the O?

And and he's got all these options here on the ground too, and he is just not like having any of it. He's just sitting back here reserved almost like he's in a prayerful, meditative thought. He don't really just look sad to me. Look like he's had his experiences and now he's like thinking about 'em.

What's the next step? Where do I want to go from here? Do I really wanna fool with those people from the past? This here looks like to me, he done let everybody go from the past. He went there, did that. Don't need Grindr no more. Don't need Tindr no more don't need scruff. No more don't need habits, addictions.

And these cups don't, don't, don't even look like they have anything in them. 'cause really thing about the suit of cups. It's whatever is in the cups. That is the emotion or the spirit of of it. All the cups itself just represent, like you being a holder of it. It's not really so much about the the darn cup [00:48:00] as it is.

What's in it. So whatever has happened, this dude here is at a point where he feels like it doesn't hold any value anymore. Those old people from the past, those old relationships from the past, those old, old haunts he used to go to, this is a complete reevaluation of what has been before a step forward.

And you can't do that. You can't see your way clearly forward. If you still gonna be around the old energies and spirits affecting you. You can't. You can't. You have to get away from people for some time. Who cares how long it takes? You wanna be sure your head clear that you seeing straight, 'cause it will cause your death in some type of way.

If you keep hanging around with energies that are really conflicted with you, just because you always did and you don't wanna make people sad or whatever, you gotta grow up and get used to disappointing people. That's a part of life. Because you have to understand you're not in somebody else's mind. You don't, I don't care how well you think you know somebody, you can only think like how you think.[00:49:00]

Okay. Which is another reason we could never truly be like one. 'cause I can tell you if we're all listening to the same song, we're not all listening to the same song. I'm gonna say that again. If we're all listening to the same song, we are not all listening to the same song. Everybody listens to some his hearing at their level of capacity.

Like the more, for instance, like the more I've done like say LSD, I can hear deeper into layers of music, the same song, not a remake of it that I've been listening to for 30 years and I'm listening at this music hearing different tunes and beats that that sound engineers and the music producers put in that it I never heard before.

As you grow and change, literally, literally the same song will sound different to you. So that lets me know that there could be other people that were hearing those tunes and beats who have come before me, who that, and at some time we were listening to this same song, but they were hearing levels of this music that I was not.

So again, everybody is living in their mind hearing the [00:50:00] world how they're hearing it, seeing the world, how they're seeing it, feeling the world, how they're feeling it. We we're not one and we're not. And we might can listen to that song and kind of have some Venn diagram overlap agreement on some of the meaning, but we ain't hearing the exact same thing.

It's not possible. It ain't possible baby, but you would not even know what they're hearing and you're not. So you wouldn't even much think to question that. But this homie here has, has gotten some revelation. The Lord done given him some awakening 'cause he's sitting down on this ground, not concerned about getting up, being involved in all this activity.

He is setting stone cold, stark still behind this tree and will not move until he gets his head straight about some things, honey, and, and that is what this card is about to me, I think this is a position of power when you can say no to what everything and everyone else is doing and stand in the strength God done gave you and stand with your God and don't care.

bout what anybody else have to say, think or do about you? [00:51:00] You have been granted a self-mastery and a mastery in this life that many people will not get because they are too stuck on people. They're too stuck on the community.

The five of cups.

The Zodiac sign here is Scorpio. This is a fixed modality because Scorpio occurs in the middle of autumn. The planet associated with the five of Cups, Pluto and Mars. The five of cups carries with it heavy or difficulty motions, which is pretty obvious by this well, death looking like figure Here you're towering over these spilled cubs.

There can be a profound sense of loss with this card. It may be tied to grieving a death or the end of a relationship. However, this card's appearance doesn't necessarily mean a loss of that magnitude or even that anything has been lost at all. [00:52:00] Whatever the nature of your disappointment, the five of cups represents the sadness surrounding an unmet expectation.

Sometimes things don't work out the way we hope they would. It can be really hard to accept when that happens. The appearance of the Five of Cups compassionately encourages you to look for the ways you can find your way to gratitude. Maybe it's possible that with something lost, there's the opportunity for something even better to come in.

Now see, with all these sad cards here, three of swords. 10 of swords, things like that. The five of cups, the, the best thing that the Holy Ghost is showing me about this is that in order for you to come to a point where you have enough sense to be sad about something is because you have had enough sense like God done showed you the truth of the matter.

This is a turning point. This is when you can begin to heal, is when you are beginning to actually feel all the feelings and all the pain, and you're not trying to numb it, avoid it through some sort of drug, vice habit, sex, whatever, the community and all of [00:53:00]that. When you beginning to feel this type of grief here.

You have recognized the thing for what it is to the, or more, or, or more wholly for what it is, you're actually seeing the narcissist for what they are. The person might actually be dead. I know you didn't graduate college on time, or according to you on time. Everything happens on time according to Yahweh's timing.

Technically nothing can ever be actually late. And not like that. But like when I was in, like when I got out of that relationship with that narcissist two years ago, this is about how I was feeling. Like just, just like heavy head down. I couldn't, I remember I physically could not look up.

I just walked everywhere. Just like, literally just like, felt like a weight was just hung around my neck. And I was just like looking down. I was just like all unsure of myself and all depressed and all sad and yet still chyle. But you see in this card, the, these cubs that are s spillt and it almost looks like it's like [00:54:00] blood on the ground, but this is green.

But them others like some type of blood on the ground, but this person still has two cups behind them. So like astro style is saying it's a matter of perspective. So you found out the narciss or whoever was cheating and stuff like that, and they had this other family on the other side of town or in another state and was hoeing around.

You got a disease from them or whatever. It's sad. Well, but now, so now you can leave them work on the process of that and move on. 'cause really, you're here to serve the Lord. And that's your best relationship is with Christ, not with that person. And that person always has had their other agency.

The next person you will have their other agency, your children have their own agency, your cats have their own agency. Everybody going to do what they want to do to include you. And so we might as well stop all this belly aching over worrying about what somebody did, what they might do, child, they going to do it any way.

Because [00:55:00] you can't control nobody at all. Not, not even, and you just can't. Like we, we go through enough trying to get ourselves under self-control. Okay? Self-control is, is, is a thing to, to, to master in this life. Only God can give you true self-mastery. So we get in these relationships and get into all these expectations with people.

We better keep them down to earth and realistic. And then when the warning signs come, we better learn how to listen at first and flee the situation so that we don't put ourselves in this position. Usually by the time it gets this bad, we done ignored 15 or more warning signs coming from all kinds of way that Yahweh done tried to tell you this person ain't what they are.

Or This business deal ain't gonna go like you think it's gonna go. Or you don't need to be at that school, at that university because you know something bad could be getting ready to happen there and God's trying to get you away from it. Maybe they got something shady going on behind the scene.

baby if something don't feel right, it ain't [00:56:00] right. So let us stop talking ourselves up out of what the spirit is speaking like those uncomfortable emotions that come upon us at times and it seem like it's out of nowhere. That's not that's the Holy Ghost tapping you on the heart, trying to, trying to avoid you future pain and grief.

So you can't look at Sally Sue and be like, oh, she seems so trustworthy. There's nothing wrong. I don't know why I feel uncomfortable on her. Sally Sue could be anything, honey. And the more wicked somebody is, the more innocent they gonna try to look and act and talk. The, the more wicked a situation is, the more not wicked is gonna try to look.

So if the Holy Ghost has given you the heebie-jeebies, that uncomfortable feeling about something, you better learn how to trust, like what the spirit is saying to you. Trust, trust, trust how the spirit is making you feel and things like that. And and you walk away from people and situations and places, even if it doesn't look like it.

That's why you gotta pray fast and read your Bible so you can hear God without [00:57:00]question and you can hear him even though it might not make sense. When God told me to come to New York, I understood his voice. I knew how to test that sort of thing to be sure, and I packed up and went, even though I had to live in a homeless shoulder once I got here.

Now that's absolutely crazy, ain't it? Oh, well I heard somebody say in the word of God, you gotta become a fool for Christ that's in the Bible. It looked foolish, to leave a whole house in Louisiana to come live at a homeless shelter in New York, but when God get ready, baby, you got to move.

And if you sat around and try to fight God, he gonna make you move anyway. So, because at the name of Jesus, every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. You will get up and move when God get ready. And so a mature person will learn how to hear God and move, even though the physicality of the situation seems counter intelligent to what God is telling you.

You know the voice of God and you get up and do [00:58:00] it regardless. And then you can avoid stuff like this. Had I stayed in Louisiana and disobeyed the Lord, it would've been much worse than the six months of that homeless shelter. Yes it would have. And so 'cause obedience as a scripture say is better than sacrifice, and you don't know what you're sacrificing really by being disobedient to the voice of the Lord.

Six of cups is next. This is a super cute card. You got this? I don't know. This boy looked like we might 10 years old giving this girl who looked like she might be like seven A flower. This is so cute. This is so adorbs this is so adorbs. This is a Scorpio card as well. Fixed sign the planet. Here is the sun.

Interesting that the planet associated with a water, [00:59:00] water cup, with, with, with the sweet suit of cups would be the sun. The six of cups brings a feeling of nostalgia and remembering. The past, especially your childhood. This card indicates a carefree spirit and generally connects with positive, happy memories.

Of course, this card is coming up for a reason. You're invited to examine how the past may be influencing your current situation. Have you found yourself musing about your childhood a lot recently? If so, why is that? And what role is that connection playing in your life right now as this card follows The five of cups, which represents loss and disappointment, it might be the case that you're reminiscing about happier times.

This minor kind of card can also have a connection with a physical return to the past. Such just visiting where you grew up, reuniting with childhood friends or moving back to your hometown if you've been thinking about exploring that type of activity. This card's appearance may serve as [01:00:00] validation.

This is what this is like. Like one of those cards that has like a very strong nostalgic, throwback type of vibe to it. So like, depending on like if this was to come up say with like the Temperance Card or something like that, then that, then that would speak to like inner child healing and different things like that.

With any of these, it depends on the cards around it. The very specific like definition. I'm trying to give you like, the best overview here of it. This speaks to, back in the day. This is such like a back in the day, sort of vibe, when we were kids again, man, I wish I was a kid again back in the day.

This is a, this is our nineties throwback here. And so I, it is just such like, it does get into that, when you are working on like your inner child healing and stuff like that, this is always a good card to have come up because in order to move forward, sometimes we gotta look back.

You're not really gonna get [01:01:00] as far in life as you're supposed to if you don't take the time to stop and do that inner child work. That inner child deep, subconscious type stuff is important. 'cause stuff will hold you back and you don't realize it's holding you back. Like I was telling you, the people who I used to have in my life was holding me back and I didn't realize it.

The things in your subconscious, much of which has been there your whole life is the reason why you can't quite move forward the way you, the way you feeling like you're supposed to be. Towards the end of last year, God came and scraped my subconscious clear of all problems. I had these deep dreams about like, like the ocean, ocean floor specifically, and different things like that. And the ocean floor was completely, there wasn't anything there. It was just like plain, in dream space, the ocean can be like the mind when you see like the seas and different things like that. It's like the waves can be like your emotion, but when you, like in [01:02:00] the depths of the ocean itself, thank you Jesus.

That's like the mind baby. That's the spirit, the spirit of God showing you visions of like what's going on in your mind. And the Lord showed me like, like, like, like the ocean as my mind down to, down to the ocean floor baby, clear water, no problems remain because God came through and did a whole overhaul, gave me a whole new mind and everything.

But I had been doing all that psychedelic work through the Holy Ghost and traveling and praying and fasting and reading my Bible especially, ever since that relationship with that narcissist baby. And I was bound and determined, to get to get this, this mind untied from everything. And I told God, like, I don't agree with this rhetoric that people have where you have to always have, how do they say you're gonna always be working on your inner child?

No you don't. Not unless you just want to. No, you don't. If you believe all things are possible, and I went to Yahweh and I [01:03:00] spilled my heart out before him. Jesus Christ, the Holy Ghost, everybody. I was like, wait, I don't wanna feel like this. I, and I'm not, I shouldn't not have to have this confusion in my mind for the rest of my life or, or look like, like the healing is never done.

I disagree with whoever said the healing is never done. Jesus Christ did not come here, hang on that cross and bleed and suffer and all of that for the healing to never be done. Oh no. 'cause I thought, I heard Christ say it is done before, before He drew that last breath. And the veil of the temple was rent and the earthquake.

Jesus Christ said, it is done. Jesus Christ said it is done. He said, it is finished. Jesus Christ said it is finished. So whoever it is who said the healing is not finished is a lie. And the truth is not in them. Now, that don't mean that you not gonna need to be healed and delivered from new and current stuff that's completely different.

But this idea people have [01:04:00] that healing from the past is never done. I advise you not to listen to that foolishness and open up your Bible because that's what God did for me. I, I told him because God. And it's also tied together. 'cause when I had like that meth addiction, all them drug addictions and everything like that, that was tied to like the childhood rape, molestation, the physical abuse and the verbal abuse, which I've covered on other episodes.

I had a, a hellish childhood. It was just really just a terror and I'm not complaining, but as I got, further along in life and then all these addictions came along and then I learned about them and how it's tied to like saying being molested by the uncles and stuff like that, I was like, well it only makes sense that eventually I'd end up in jail and strung out on meth.

I mean, look at what all that. I'm not justifying it. My choices are my own. I should not have done that. Thank God for forgiving me and delivering me from it. But certain things just add up. You usually, people are not [01:05:00] necessarily like homeless, like I've been homeless twice now homeless or strung out, just 'cause they decided to get up and be homeless and strung out.

That's something playing at them and pulling at them from way in the past that happened that they may have blocked out. It was like, was not until I was, had finished my hypnotherapy training to become a licensed hypnotist, which I am then I was doing private work with, my hypnotherapist.

That I started having dreams and I was around, had been on this earth almost around 40 years. This year I will have been here 43 years, which means, I'll be turning, I think I'll turn like, I don't know, 10, 10 this year. Each year I get younger, but, but, but, but I've been on this earth almost 43 years.

I had been here almost late thirties, and I started having these dreams about me. It's like my, maybe like 5-year-old self in a burning house, sitting in a fetal position on the ground. And my adult self is trying to get him outta this house. [01:06:00] That's me trying to talk to my inner child who's yet in a state of crisis and turmoil, even though it's over.

So your inner child can get stuck into thinking that they're still being raped, molested, lied to physically beat whatever it is that happened to you. Your inner child can get stuck at a pattern of thinking that that's still going on even though it's decades later and it is not still going on. And when we started doing that hypnotherapy, we weren't even, I don't remember even specifically bringing up inner child, but it's something about just putting forth the effort of trying to do mind work, soul work, inner child work as the scripture say, the Lord will crown your efforts with success.

You head in that direction. Yahweh will come and lock arms with you and undergird you with strength and help you and the Holy Ghost. Will make intercession for us, making utterance for things that, that we can't understand. And Jesus Christ says that the right hand of God also making intercession for you baby.

So you got the Holy Ghost and Jesus [01:07:00] Christ both working on your behalf, whether you choose to acknowledge them or not, because this is how the Trinity is. But I'm trying to get you to understand, let this foolishness go. When people try to tell you you have to always have inner child issues. No you don't.

Not if you believe in God the right way. You do not have to. I have no more problems. And the Lord delivered me from every type of problem and I had a lot of them. I was a problemed troubled individual. And I am not a troubled man anymore. 'cause whom the Son sets free is free indeed and I am free, you are looking at a free man here.

And the Lord done set me free in every way a man can be set free. Honey, I am free and I know I'm free.

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