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Episode #187: Tarot Lessons: Suit of Cups Pt. 2
INTRODUCTION:
This episode explores the suit of Cups in Tarot, delving into the significance of each card from the Seven of Cups to the King of Cups. It discusses the representation of emotions, psychic abilities, and the importance of balancing capabilities and humility. The script also draws parallel lessons from biblical stories, emphasizing the necessity of relying on God's guidance and staying grounded amidst life's abundant choices. Important themes include the value of introspection, the importance of letting go, the significance of internal happiness, and the balance of emotional maturity and wisdom.
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INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to):
· Going Further with Less.
· Personal Capacity Limitations.
· Beware the Devil’s “Options.”
· Leave if You Have to.
· Don’t Forget to Have Fun.
· People Will be Your Undoing.
· The Rainbow.
· Karma.
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Episode #187: Tarot Lessons: Suit of Cups Pt. 2
De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:00:00] The seven of Cups a Zodiac sign is a Pisces. This is a mutable sign. It occurs when winter is ending. Planet is Neptune. The seven of Cups indicates that many options are available to you, which may be the reason you're doing a tarot reading in the first place, this minor or Icona card. It can also be connected with being lost in thought or imagination, possibly due to an overwhelming abundance of choices.
Part of this tarot car's message is to stay grounded as much as you can. Rather than getting caught up in fantasy is easy to fall in love with the pure potential of a situation. Hmm, but that would be a mistake here. Hallelujah to that. While there is value in dreaming big, the seven of cups remind you to decide based on the way things are, as opposed to how you may wish they were.
The choice isn't one to [00:01:00] take lightly. I agree with everything. Astro style.com is saying Here, you see how awestruck this dude is. It is like, he's so like, oh my God, I have all these options. Have you heard how Lucifer has carried this world away with that word? Options. Options. Options. What are your options?
Options. You need options. No, you need to narrow things down. You need to learn like, like with God, like with Yahweh, you can actually go further with less. When Moses went to go defeat the magicians of Egypt, he had what a staff, a desert man came into this whole glamorous Egypt with all these majors, with all they potions and solutions and everything like that, and they could not hold a candle to Moses child.
He had the staff in his hands. That's it. When you walk with the Lord, you don't need everything. 'cause God, you. Can just take some nothing and make something out of it. You gotta get your head on straight about this. It's not about how much you [00:02:00] have, it's about letting God work with you with what you've got.
How did, what was that? Sheryl Crow said it in that song, soak Up the Sun is not, it's not, it's not having what you want, but it's wanting what you've got. It's not having what you want, but it's wanting what you've got. Now the Lord want to come and add to you. He's gonna add to your capacity to have, but the problem that y'all get into is that you want more options than what you have the capacity to handle.
Okay? None of us walk in this Earth, myself included, exist or function outside of our capacity. That's why there's no point in judging people or not forgiving people because everybody is acting according to what their capacity is. I don't care if they're a liar, cheat, or stealer, a benevolent person, a nice person, an honest person, everybody's acting at their capacity.
What, what you are, what, what, what a person's doing is the maximum they're capable of doing, no matter how good or bad, they can't go no further than what they actually are. So, but the failure with [00:03:00] people is to come to terms, but what you actually are and to live according to what you act are, and then to stop reaching for so much all the time and to, and to learn how to settle yourself down.
But again, a lot of y'all got these bad nerves. And things like that echoing back to the previous card because of issues lurking beneath the scene that you have not let Yahweh handle for you. Okay. Just like say overeating, people usually over eat 'cause of nerves. I've done that before when I was like 250 pounds.
The Lord has brought me down to like, like 1 75 now. I tend to stay around the one seventies now. Nervous eating, obviously. I mean, it makes sense. Everything that happened in my childhood child, I had terrible nerves, eating for comfort and things like that. Wasn't consciously aware of it, turned into all these other addictive behaviors.
This here is about coming to a point of like self-awareness. [00:04:00] Who are you? Why are you, why did Yahweh send you to this earth? Until you get grounded like that, the devil can very easily cause you to be overwhelmed with options. And this puts you in a state of hypnosis in a negative way. 'cause what hypnosis is, is overwhelming the conscious mind so that we can, so that access can be had to the subconscious mind.
And when things are insert to the person's subconscious mind, those things then influence that person. When it's done positively, it's done in a, in a controlled medical environment. But when the devil does it, he overwhelms you. 'cause the conscious mind can't focus on but one thing at a time, not really.
And the second you, and one more thing, your subconscious mind could be accessed. This is the exactly way a movie works or a play or something like that. We have a physical reaction to watching something in the theater that we know is false just because it's 'cause because we're at the movies, but, but our conscious mind accepts.
It is [00:05:00] real because it is overloaded, because of all the things going on. Your mind can't process, sight, smell, sound, touch all simultaneously. No. It can't like that. So that's why you look at a movie because you're watching the movie, you're sitting in the theater. You're in an unusual place. You're smelling the popcorn, you're drinking the soda.
You're smelling the girl next to you, checking out the dude next to you. Your mind is focused on a lot. And so you'll accept the fact that whatever you're looking at is real. So you're heart racing watching this girl about to get stabbed to . Death to death, or you're crying watching these people fall in love at the rom-com or whatever.
That's you're, you're in a state of hypnosis a lot. Music puts you in a state of hypnosis. That's why when the song plays, you're listening to it. You're feeling the bass. Your conscious is already split seven different ways. Your sub, your subconscious is accessible through music. Okay? Which is a beautiful thing.
As long as it's not some devil low vibrational music. I will be getting on DJs in the future by playing like devil music and stuff like [00:06:00] that. But that, but that's how, that, that's how, that's how it works. You overwhelm somebody's mind. You can get them to do anything. And so, and Lucifer will overwhelm you with options.
He'll just have you just running around like a fox with his tail on fire over the place thinking that you're living because you have so many options. But really what the devil is doing is wearing you out. He's trying to wear you down and break you internally from the inside out trying to get you to do it to yourself.
He will get the community to reinforce these types of ideas. And then he's trying to also wear out your time. He's trying to get you to die first or just somehow run out of time so that you don't wise up to his devices. And, and one way he would do that is his options. You got all kinds of things in these cups, from snakes to jewels, to castles, to animals, to to, to this thing here.
You must know what's underneath it. So that's like continuous, endless options. But what I like this card because [00:07:00] as what the Holy Ghost is showing to me, like this dude here, like how he's in his shadow, this represent like your shadow work here. You need to be doing and working on different elements of yourself and like how this red cape here and we don't know what's under it.
You need to pray prayers to Yahweh like father in heaven, in the name of Jesus and in the fire of the Holy Ghost. I'm asking you to deal with me and to work with me and to heal me. With things I know I need help with and things I do not know I need help with. 'cause you sit high and you look low. Heaven is your throne Earth and the universe are your footstool.
And so I need you to help me with what I know and what I don't know in the name of Jesus. Amen. Those are the types of prayers I prayed, babe. And I got my whole deliverance. Okay? I say my whole deliverance. And that's all I'm gonna say on that. This is a, that's all I'm gonna say on that card. And then we gonna move on to the eight.
Thank you. Jesus. Thank you to the eight of cups right here. [00:08:00] This is, this is my Craig David card right here. Craig, David, that, that beautiful man who did that song. I'm walking away. I'm walking away from the troubles in my life. I'm walking away. Whoa. To find a better day. I told y'all I was gonna have to have us.
This, this is a, this is a, this is a, this is a, this is a throwback. I got my throwback vibes going. Pisces is represented here, which is a mutable sign. That which occurs when winter is ending. Neptune is the planet associated with the eight of cups. The eight of cups marks the time of transition. When the moment arrives to let go, oh, come on Elsa.
Let it go. Let it go. Let it go. To let go of something that's been important to you. It won't serve you to try to hold on any longer. There's often a feeling of loss or disappointment here. Even if you know that it's time to say goodbye, [00:09:00] that's only natural. Perhaps you even knew from the beginning that this day would come still.
That doesn't make it easy. There can be difficult emotions. The process here, this minor arc card gently supports you in surrendering and moving toward acceptance. You can trust that you're moving toward the next thing that is meant for you. It's okay to, for you to feel heavy emotions, even grief.
I gotta get used to having my, my, my fine felines in here that come and renegotiate my my set back here whenever and, and, and, and gone back to sleep. Glory be to God. She just had, she just wanted to come put her mark on the sex drugs and Jesus podcast. That's Miss Felicity Cleopatra Miha, my daughter there.
This again, is one of those cards. Like it's sad that all these cups are here. This [00:10:00] person stacked these cups up here and this, this, this card carries heavy disappointment, like what Asher style is saying. They had high hopes they were building up to something and it didn't work out. The beauty here is that they acknowledged it.
They're not trying to make it be, make it do what it was never gonna do. They're not trying to live in a fantasy land. They're not pulling a seven of cups letting themselves be in a state of disillusionment. They're saying it is what it is. I hope that what's gonna work. It's not, this person ain't gonna act right.
They're not gonna stop sleeping around. They're not gonna stop lying. They're not going to decide, they're not gonna do whatever it is that you've told them. That is a standard. They won't stop with the deal breakers or whatever the case may be, because this person is pulling a Craig David and walking clean away.
But the beautiful thing, like the water in this car, like it's barren near the cups. But as this person is [00:11:00] moving further and further away, the, the, the, the water or the emotional level level, the emotional level is actually rising. Okay? The emotional level is actually rising. The further away from the past, they get.
Okay. See, see, it's a perspective shift. Like when you first leave something, you are sad about it 'cause you put all that effort and energy into it. But don't let Lucifer get you into a state of pride that you're like, I can't walk away from this. I spent too much time into that. Or, I had those same feelings, in the past before when I had to leave certain things behind.
That's a natural feeling to have. You, you, you, you, you, you thought you assessed the situation. You thought it was gonna work, it didn't. But baby, you can only go so far when you're dealing with other people because every, every other person is a, is a, is a bogey. It's an unknown variable. You only know people to the extent that you know people and they are [00:12:00] all subject to change.
Just like you are so to the best of your ability with the best of your intentions and the best of your know-how you did your best. That is all anyone can expect of you. That's all God is expecting of you, is to live honestly and to try. You can't control the other person or persons. You can't, you cannot.
Only thing you control is how you maintain your dignity and self-respect. And don't let yourself stay there. Continue to get being made a fool of once you realize the hoax or whatever the, the foolishness is. Like if you're living in the house with a narcissist or a cheater, whatever, even if you don't wanna call him a narcissist, don't let Lucifer bega you into pride by saying things like, I'm not leaving the house.
I'm not the one who cheated. Why should I have to leave? And then you'll sit there in this house with that evil and let Lucifer drag you into hell with that narcissist. It's better for you to, how does the Bible say Dwell on the rooftop with, with a, with a, with and [00:13:00] eat scraps. rather than to be in the, be in the house with a brawling and contentious woman and have everything.
Peace is a state of mind. Happiness. A state of mind, not a state of doing, not a state of having, not a state of options, not a state of anything external. You can't let nothing yank out your internal fortitude and happiness. If so, if you're in that house and a divorce done happen or it needs to happen or it's some foolishness done, went down to that level that you know this relationship is over.
It is more humble. And I would respect you and think more highly of you. And God would say the same for you to go get you a little bitty studio apartment and start it over and leave that two story house. One story house, whatever, five bedroom house alone, and leave the devil in it and you take God and go start over somewhere.
'cause you don't know. Where God might take you from that humble beginning, a new beginning. Because the Bible says before honor is humility. You got to humble yourself to be honored before the Most High God. But the Lord also said that [00:14:00] pride come before a fall. I say pride come before a fall baby. And so if you in some type of situation, you better let those things go.
Go start it over small and new and go from there. The Lord had me leave, you know that house in Louisiana was over 1700 square feet, over 2000 square feet of room total. That was just the house itself, not including the land around it. Okay. Lake in the back, all kinds of stuff like that.
I had at that house. It was set up to come to however many square feet this apartment is in Manhattan. I assure you, it's nowhere near 1700 square feet. But I feel happier. I feel lighter. I feel bouncier and springier and the more sun shinier, up here than I, than I did down there. This is, this is a wonderful life.
Even though my physicality is smaller, I don't have all the the that, the accuntrements , and the trinkets and things [00:15:00] that I had in that big old house down there. But I'm happier. I'm so much happier, even though I don't have those things, like I told you, God can take you further with less.
Mm-hmm. I am way happier. Even though I don't have that house anymore, I'm so happy it's gone. Hallelujah.
The nine of Cups baby, the niner of Cups associated with Pisces. Look it's a mutable sign happens when winter, winter is ending. The planet associated with the nine of Cups is Neptune. The nine of Cups is about achieving your goals after a long journey, following the hardships of the past.
This minor Arcana card is about true wish fulfillment. This card represents that moment at the top of the mountain. When you can pause, let out a long breath and take in everything that you've accomplished. You've made it [00:16:00] as this card is of the cups. It's focused on the emotional experience of your dreams coming true.
While you may have the outer trappings of success too, the nine of Cups is about the level of contentment and appreciation you will feel, although it can be tempting to move right on to the next thing. This call encourages you to enjoy and celebrate where you are right now.
I can tell you, having a Capricorn moon, I hear what Astro style is saying here when they're saying, you gotta focus to enjoy where you are right now. Like I was saying to them, three A cups, sometimes we forget to just enjoy life and have fun because we get so caught up in achieving, accomplishing, trying to make life feel like it has meaning or like is worth, whatever it is we think it's supposed to, but it's like IE even I can get into this state of what's next, what's next?
Like, I accomplished this huge thing, or rather the Lord granted it to me, whatever the case [00:17:00]might be. Okay, that's good. What's next? Even I have to learn how to sit down and marinade and enjoy the success of the moment. Now, in that previous card, in the eight of cups cups, this homie was walking away from this foolishness, of, of the past and everything.
Look, even, even the moon has given the stank side eye in this one. Even the moon that had enough or whatever that nonsense was, it was like, oh no, I cannot, I cannot, I just, no, just go on and keep walking because that what that person did just will not do, just will not do.
Yea like, astro style is saying. When you get to the top of the mountain, you're gonna breathe a sigh of relief. Like that person just kept walking and walking and walking away from those eight cups representing what did not work out. And then he got to the [00:18:00] mountain and looked around and was like, you know what?
I feel better up here. They looking down at those eight cups. I didn't need them crusty cups. Anyway, that's how you're gonna feel about people. When you first let people go outta your life, it can feel like a cavernous void in your soul. You, you, you probably will be bent over in physical pain, over cutting people off.
But after the rain comes a rainbow, that pain don't last forever. And Lucifer be trying to make you think that that pain's gonna last forever. Child. After I left that narcissist, I just wanted to stop thinking about him. I wanted to stop feeling that, those painful feelings. And I told God, I was like, God, why do I have a heart if it can feel like this?
I literally told that to Yahweh, to Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. I was like, why did you know? Why? Why did y'all give me? I was like, why do I have a heart if it's gotta feel like this? I, I, I, I bellowed out that, that, that, that one day to God when I was in some deep, severe [00:19:00] torturous, I mean, I don't know the word for it, pain.
I mean, my soul was just shattered over everything. That, that, that, that, that, that, that. That happened with that child. Okay. Okay. And I'm not complaining about it, but I'm just letting you know as strong as I am today, child. If you go back and look at them videos from all the, when I went over that relationship and everything that happened, you can see I was a broke soul.
I was hurting baby. I was in some pain
and I didn't know when it would end. And somebody told me it's gonna take some time, but eventually you won't think about him no more. And it took like a year and a half. It took like a year and a half before, before I did not wake up every day with him on my mind, think about him every day, and then go to sleep with him on my mind at night.
But then I had lived that way for four and a half years thinking about him constantly. So why would I think that it would just suddenly stop? Because I finally came to terms with accepting the fact that he [00:20:00] was the, the devil that he was. It's not that the Lord wasn't showing me, I was refusing to see it.
And then he went and did all the things that he did and caused, caused, caused all this pain. Now I'm sitting here wanting to instantly forget about him and don't work that way. We're not gonna have it our way like that, especially when God warns us and we ignore it, which is what I did. But when God got ready, then he removed the thoughts of him and after a year and a half I began to, to to walk around and be like, wait, I haven't thought about him in the last hour.
It didn't happen overnight. It was little stuff like that. Like five or 10 minutes would go by and I was like, I haven't thought of him. And then that grew and grew and grew. Now, if it weren't for having like this ministry, I go, I, I mean, I go days without thinking about him anyway. Now, but this ministry is what brings it up because I gotta pull on that experience to teach you.
But it don't feel the same, but it doesn't feel like ruminating or anything like that. Like it's strictly ministry. And once I put this microphone down, I don't think about that boy [00:21:00] and so and so and so, so it probably took a good two years, somewhere in between a year and a half and two for, it was like just, I just don't think about him at all.
So my point to you is let whoever go, you need to let whatever habit go you need to, and eventually God's gonna make it so that you're not tortured with the thoughts and feelings of it anymore. I feel nothing about the ex, the relationship or none of the people I let go. I don't feel anything at all. But it took time and I had to just let work.
I, I didn't just let those emotions sit there. I worked with those emotions before the Lord and all kinds of psychedelics and danced it out on the dance floor, house music, holy music, shouting in the spirit child. I, I, I, me and God worked them emotions out. I wasn't just gonna sit with them. We was gonna work for, work 'em out.
Okay. Okay. Now some people feel like [00:22:00] the, the, like this person left in this eight of cups here. To go find the ninth cup and then they came back and set it with the nine to make this here. I believe now that that person got on that mountain, got they new emotional come up, God met them on that mountain with that ace of cups like what we saw at the beginning and gave them a new heart, a new mind, a new soul, a new body, a new everything.
Because remember, He who sitteth upon the throne said, behold, I make all things new. God met them up there and made them over and they said, screw them dusty cups. I'm not going back down there. And they let Yahweh give them a fresh brand new sparkling whole all the way, nine new cups, and they never went back to fool with them old cups again.
Sometimes God is gonna tell you to up and leave and depart from people and places without saying goodbye. And you just go, you listen to the Lord and you obey him and you don't question God and you just go [00:23:00] and that's just it. And this person sitting here, a smug, very sure of their position, not of themselves, but what of God has done to establish them, in this way, because this is completely different, look and feel and vibe as to the previous couple of cups that we went through.
Okay, this person's happy. It's like they know exactly who they are and looks like they know exactly that they're exactly that. They know that they're exactly right where they're supposed to be. There is no doubt in this card. This is something that only the hand of God can do. This is pure confidence here, not dressed up confidence.
One thing I've noticed here in New York City for the reputation of New York City and all of those things, most people here are not confident, not truly. They know how to dress confident and wrap their insecurity and their weakness in in clothes that look like strength and conversation [00:24:00] that looks like strength and go in places that make them look strong.
Hanging out with people that make them look.
But this is not so. This is not so. This is true confidence here from the inside out, babe, because we dealing with the suit of cups here, you have to have it from within before it's gonna shine on the outside like this. This is, this is the hand of God here. This is not the hand of nothing but the truth and only God is the truth.
This is true, true success, mind, body, soul, spirit, everything. And the beautiful thing about this is that requires no one else. This person here is like, if I find somebody great, if I don't still great, I don't have to have a lover or or be having sex or nothing like that. This person here is standing in in the strength God has given them and they're not letting it be siphoned through like.
[00:25:00] Meaningless shallow sex and all of these, these experiences. So you're not gonna stand in this type of power here with hookups. It ain't gonna work that way. It ain't gonna work 'cause the devil gonna attach a witch or a warlock or something like that to you that's going and put demons in you or, and, and, and or siphon power from you and gonna hold you down if you get careless with the sort of people you have around you.
Even if you're not having sex with people. Once you get to this level here, you have got to be extra careful with who you have around you. I don't care if it's friends, family, because people will change. Like when your success grows. Don't you think that them people who were still for you last year are still for you.
No, they're not. People become envious of you and hateful and their expression won't change, but inside their heart did that will weigh on you and that could hurt you and take this from you even though they never say anything. That person could go down to the candle shop, to the voodoo shop and get a candle and work against you.
They do it. I have stood in line and talked to people telling me that they're going to go work against [00:26:00] people who don't know they're working against them. Honey, when I've been at the magic shops getting my supplies, I don't work against people. Y'all know that. I got better sense than to hang out with the devil and I, I, I, I, I, I don't do any sort of thing like that either for, I mean, I, I could do it for somebody, but I go in there to do things for myself.
I don't have other people, I don't, I don't, that's not, not something that I'm commanded to do, like that. But yeah, having people around you who are not for you is not an option. I don't care if it's child, mother, brother, sister, uncle, whoever. I don't care if they not for you, get rid of them.
So you, this is why you gotta be praying, fasting, and reading your Bible so that God can show you the truth, the people around you, because the person could be for you on Monday and not for you on Tuesday. And you won't know that they switched. But God does. It's dangerous to not have God close to you child.
Especially if you're trying to be successful. You got pretty much enemies [00:27:00] around you. You not gonna have a one friend maybe two. No, you won't. You better be careful. You better be careful. People will be your undoing.
The Ten of cups
ain't this Holly. Golly. Happy. We're dealing with Pisces here that mutable sign, Neptune is the planet associated with the 10 of cups mutable because it pisces happens when winter is ending. The 10 of cup speaks of a deep abiding happiness, especially in association with family and domestic, domestic matters.
It's a card not only of excitement and joy, but true fulfillment. This minor Arcana card represents feeling satisfied with your lot in life. If you've recently been going through a challenging time, the 10 of Cubs assures you that you're on your way to a place where you will [00:28:00] feel contentment keeps showing up with a positive attitude and putting in the work.
As with other cups, it deals mostly with the emotional realm and focus. It's focuses on how you feel about your situation as opposed to what it looks like from the outside. If you're receiving this card, it means that you're moving beyond relying on other people's opinion, but relying on other people's opinions of your happiness.
You're instead arriving at measuring success by your own standards. Y'all, I could care so less about what somebody thinks of me at this point in my existence. It is like comical to even think of caring about what somebody else thinks. Uh uh
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Child.. [00:29:00] I haven't always been this way though. I tell you, there was a time I was super insecure and cared way too much about being people pleasy. I couldn't tell people no, I couldn't stand up for myself. I couldn't leave people. I tried to rationalize abuse and things like that. When I tell you God didn't completely change everything about De'Vannon, he didn't completely change everything about De'Vannon.
I haven't always been this way. I have not always been this way. I was once weak. I am not weak anymore.
I want you to pay attention to the rainbow. Certain, certain, certain cards have like rainbows depending on the deck and what, and what God wanted me to tell you about the rainbow. And I was thinking about like the pride, the queer community and everything like that. And, this is God's acceptance of the, of the queer community is the rainbow.
I mean the rainbows that hang in the sky and everything like that. Because in the book of Revelation it talks about how God has like a, a rainbow, it, it looks like an emerald around his [00:30:00] throne. When we see rainbows, this is God's love for us, but especially for the queer community. He didn't have to put that up there and he did not have to allow for the rainbow to become like the sign of the queer community.
Everything that is in this earth is either because God, it's 'cause God wants it to be that way. Okay? It's because that's how Yahweh wants it. And the Holy Ghost was, was explaining to me it was not for the church to get their noses into people's outside affairs. The Holy Ghost was telling me, as long as people showed up to church with honest intentions, not cause no troubles, willing to learn, the church's responsibility was to teach.
Whosoever would come and learn of the Lord, not to nitpick at certain lifestyles or who was dressed like this or who was dating this or, or, or, or whatever. They considered to be immoral. They were not to judge and exclude. They were to hush their mouths and teach and leave the rest of God. [00:31:00] And, and God does not have a problem with queer people.
He doesn't. God looks at everybody the same. Nobody's supposed to be like a hoe sleeping with whoever, be they queer, straight or not. Nobody's supposed to murder somebody, be they, whoever, be they queer, straight or not. Nobody's supposed to lie to nobody or, or be they queer, straight or not. Like sexual orientation has nothing to do with righteousness in, in and of itself.
How you live your life. Whether is, is, is a matter of righteousness, not how you show affection or not how you view yourself gender, gender wise. That has nothing to do with the cost of tea in China. I. That was Lucifer getting inside, getting inside of people who had power over people. And then Lucifer seduced those people into pride and, and got them to abuse people with that power and put them in this mindset of we can step on these queer people then that makes us look righteous.
God got y'all number though, and there's gonna be a reckoning against the church for the way that they hurt us. The Trinity was telling me [00:32:00] they're not done with, don't y'all think because God has not moved, he has already done certain things against certain popular preachers who you have seen be missed, put out of their place sitting there letting this hurt against the queer community happen under their eyes.
Okay? Don't y'all think that God has not executed like judgment against them for hurting us? That he won't. Don't y'all be mistaking Yahweh for that thinking, just because he won't He that he like either can't or will not. God's gonna do it when he's ready. 'cause everything that happens has a ripple effect and that has a ripple effect, which has a ripple effect on top of the ripple effect.
And only God sits high enough to see all the ripples when they happen before they happen. And as they're happening. You don't have that type of vision, view, and power 'cause you are not God. And you need to humble yourself before the Lord and let him handle things when it's supposed to. Don't get all emotional and go get all mad and run off and be like, why hasn't God, whatever child, get over yourself [00:33:00] like.
Don't let your emotions command you 'cause that's Lucifer getting up inside of you while you're vulnerable like that, get a grip on yourself. Settle yourself down and handle everything with a, with a strong mind and with clarity. No matter how bad it is. You gotta stay grounded. or you're gonna make bad decisions.
Take everything to God in prayer. What did Christ say? Be anxious for nothing. For nothing, no matter what it is. But with everything, with prayer and supplication. Let your desires be known and the Lord gonna work it all out for you. You gotta keep it chill, honey. You gotta keep it chill. No matter what happens.
So you can think straight, but God is going to deal with them people. He going to deal with them with what the Holy Ghost and the Trinity was telling me. God is gonna put his hands on them people 'cause they put they hands on us. And that's just the way that's going to go. And that's not for you to be, you can't look at somebody and tell when y'all is reckoning with somebody.
And sometimes if somebody's going through the worst, they call it karma in the [00:34:00] east, when somebody's going through the worst karma is when they try to come out and act like they not, so you can't look at somebody. 'cause God might whip somebody in they mind, in they heart, in they soul.
He might get into they finances, he might get into they health. He might get into they home. They, he might get into they business. He might get into the, into anything related to somebody when, when it's time for payback. And God gonna get them in the, in the best way that's really going to get them. So you might have went and done it judging that person and thinking, oh, if I do this to them or if God do this to them, then that'll really get them.
But you don't really know them. I keep telling y'all, you don't really know people and then people change anyway. You, you, you really trying to get to know yourself in this life. And but God knows them better than they know themselves. And God going to hit them with that karma in a way that's going to sting.
Oh, it's going to sting. And they going to know it. They, they can't escape God. Like the Bible says, it's a dangerous thing to [00:35:00] fall into the hands of the Lord and none even of Almighty God, baby none. And I say none, not Lucifer, not a devil, not a witch. Can't nobody deliver you out of the hands of the Lord.
And oh thank you Jesus.
This card does talk about, like say if you are in a relationship, this is that whole family success, prosperity and everything like that. Mind, body, soul, spirit. Y'all got it all, honey, you got it all going on. And it's, and it's true happiness from the inside out 'cause God gave it to you. But for a single people I like it because it still speaks to balance.
'cause you have like the inner child over here, you've got the male female energy. I'm male, female, and inner child. Always. Doesn't matter how long I walk this earth, if I've been here 60, 70 years, I'm still male, female, and inner child. 80 years, at 15 years, whatever. You're [00:36:00] always male, female, and inner child.
Doesn't matter. And this card represents that, balance in all things. But it's starting from the inside. That's the most valuable thing about this card. This is not about, external. You gotta get, you, let God get you right on the inside. 'cause you're external of a truth reflects your internal It can be difficult to discern how unhappy a person is if they're living in a mansion.
Just because they're in a mansion. But it won't feel like happiness. The sort of things they choose won't carry that type of high happy vibration. But you'd have to have strong discernment in that type of a situation. Like if you're dealing with like a really rich person and you can't, and you're thinking they're happy, they're not going to wear it easily.
You gotta pay attention to that. But this here is talking about true happiness, baby, that's the and no [00:37:00] deception. This is the God honest, truth happiness here. This is true balance. Now this is what we want.
So let's get over into the the court cards. The court cards are the page, the knight, the queen, the king. So the, the, the, the, the thing, the main thing I want you to understand about these court cards is that no matter what point you are, once you once God elevate you to a point that you're rocking any kind kind of, the royalty here.
Like with the page, the queen, the king, the knight, you've come to a, a point of a certain type of mastery within a certain growth. God has grown you to a certain level where you have any of this, okay? But no matter how high you go, you gotta stay at God's feet is the point.
So no matter how queen or kingly you are, you always gotta have that page and knight working within you as well. So you wanna [00:38:00] maintain a continuous cycle throughout life of page to king, page to king, page to King, and the gender doesn't matter. Paige Knight, queen, king, gender is irrelevant in tarot, really, as it is in the world.
'cause all of these cards are both masculine and feminine, period. Just depends on the cards around them, what comes up. Every, everything is masculine and feminine Just be done with it. And you need to be able to cycle continuously through page to King and be able to access each as needed to see, like a king is a master of the whole suit.
And so really is the queen, for the most part she's just not the king. But, she, she got everything else handled from the knight on down. But, but no matter how much of a queen or a king they are, they, some days they might need to access that page within them or that knight within them.
See that page, see this is a really great example for this. That page is that part of you that's always learning because the page, represents that youthful curiosity. What can I do with this? It's [00:39:00] like that cat within you that, that's always sniffing around. Like, what's this? You know how cats are always like, they see the world with their nose, it seems like.
'cause they sniff it. If it don't smell right, they ain't fooling with it. They don't care. They do not care. They running off deuces. They don't even much waste no time. And you can learn a lot from a cat. You really, really can. Especially like their flexibility, their willingness to pivot away from something and let go is absolutely inspiring.
Like, like, like I was changing like their food bowls today, like actually changing the actual bowl because I didn't like the other ones. And and they just walk up to the new one, smell it, they accept it. And I had just changed their food bowls when I moved them here a few weeks ago. 'cause everything they had in Louisiana we left and everything up here is brand new for them.
And they just came in here, took some time to kind of like a few minutes or a few hours or whatever to kind of [00:40:00] like gauge it out. Felt out the new territory went with it. Every time I put something new in front of them, they don't have a meltdown. They take a moment to process that. It's new to let go of the old, but they very quickly sniff out the new and just rock on steady with that thing, baby.
They don't be tripping. So you can learn about transitioning and letting go of the old sitting still for a moment and then stepping into the new. Just from like watching a cat. I've learned a lot from these babies. I really have. But that page is that that part of you that will never, ever stop learning.
It does not matter how kingly or how queeny you are. You have to always be a page at the same time to maintain your humility so that Lucifer does not come down and snatch you down from your throne, which he will do because he got snatched down from his by his own actions. How do they say in John Wick?
By thine own hands, thy life is forfeit. Lucifer got himself kicked outta heaven and now [00:41:00] he's running around here trying to snatch all of us down too. You better watch him. You better watch him.
But the page of cups, which represents like the, the airy part of the suit, like the pages are air, knights are fire queens of water, kings of earth. It doesn't matter what suit is in, that's just something that's constant. So this is a water. sign page, but every page carries air influenced because pages all represent air no matter what the suit is.
So you have air influencing water. So that's mental intellect influencing the emotions when you're dealing with pages, which is why this is a very psychic card. Do you hear me now? Cancer. The sign, Zodiac sign of cancer. Cancer is a cardinal sign, which starts in the beginning of summer. The planet here is the moon.
The moon, of course, is associated with [00:42:00] mysticism, psychic abilities and all of that. The moon has no power apart from Yahweh, okay? The moon is no God. God gives power to the whole zodiac, all the astrology and everything like that. The moon is under God's feet and everything that you can get from accessing the moon and dealing with like moon light and stuff like this, 'cause God has loved you enough to put that beautiful thing up there and let it do that.
Like other pages, the page of Cups is a messenger card. With this court card, you may be receiving a message externally, some sort of good news.
Perhaps this insight may be internal coming from your inner child. Which is what the Page of Cups represents. The page of cups symbolizes childlike, curiosity, sensitivity, and innocence. Thank you Lord.. This minor icon card highlights the connection between your adult self and your inner child. The inner child refers to a part of you that has been present since you were young, which carries thoughts, beliefs, and behaviors that have stuck with you.
To this day, you might consider it an [00:43:00] aspect of your subconscious that is trying to communicate with you. When the page of cups appears in a reading, you're being called to tune in to those messages.
Like with other Cups cards. This one pertains largely to emotions. So you might find that there is a part of your present emotional experience that is connected with your childhood that you would do well to explore right now.
I agree with AstroStyle.com, who I just got finished reading that from about that childlike nature, of this, he's a big old kid and he's, these pages about to set out on a journey. This is a card of like a new beginning, but unlike the ACEs, where it's like the divine giving you that hand up, the divine has already trusted you with things.
You've already proven a certain mastery. You know the tens. in tarot represent the end of a cycle. So we went through the ACE of Cups all the way through the 10 of cups. So then [00:44:00] that ended that cycle. Now you've graduated onto being a page now, and so you've demonstrated enough mastery for God to trust you with this royalty here.
But now that you've been elevated to this new position of of, of, of, of royalty here, this is a new life. So now you're starting over with this new regality and all of these new shiny, sparkling nice, things. You've gotten this upgrade, but still it's new because you never walked this path before as you're trying to become a king or a queen.
So it's a new beginning in a new phase of life. Okay? Glory. Hallelujah. And I like how this boy, is studying this fish down. It's like this fish is looking right back at him. So this is a high connection with like, nature here. What we're looking at. But like the Pisces, like the fish and all of that.
Some, Pisces is a, is a super psychic zodiac [00:45:00] sign. It really, really is. And and he, it is almost like he's doing some sort of divination, by looking at this fish like he's about to tell you your future child. And so I really love, I love the pages. He's young. But confident anybody, can't anybody tell him who he is and what he and, and what he can and can't do like that?
You know how I was warning y'all in other episodes, how people in the community be trying to control you? By trying to tell you what to do. Like them people was trying to tell me how to dance at the club. Oh no. Oh, but no, he's young, but he's not about to be mastered or dominated, like in no disrespectful way by nobody.
It's not gonna happen like that. Some might take this type of person for granted. Sometimes people might wanna take you for granted or like to play with just because you have a youthful, playful way about you. And people do that to me all the time because I'm not, I don't come out trying to be like all mean and stuff like that.
So people think they just gonna steamroll me and stuff.[00:46:00]
I don't have to become like cold and calloused and become mean in order to have respect. I just don't fool with people who think that way. And I just walk away from them and I can stay my nice, fun, playful, healthy, happy, bouncy self. I don't have to become coldhearted. And and this page is not going to do that either.
He's going to take this new beginning and go off on this journey as the page is going to go gather the information or whatever it is they've been sent to do by the king or the queen. And he's just going twirl, go have a good time and enjoy it and come back and report his findings. And the beat will go on till he.
It becomes that knight, which is what is next the knight of Cups, which represents the fiery part in every suit of the court cards, all the knights are fiery. This is, well, usually like our, one of our fast moving energies. But the Night of Cups is not fast moving energy, but this is still fire influencing water.
And so, [00:47:00] which, which, which is why the the Night of Cups has the associations status. It does. It's like a, it's like an emotional card, but like a fire element attached to it. So like, this is Scorpio, which is a fixed sign which occurs it's fixed 'cause it occurs in the middle of autumn. And the planet associated with this is Pluto.
The knight of cups is all about following your heart. This court card carries a charming, romantic energy everywhere. It shows up similar to other knight. This card can be both a messenger of good news and an action taker when it appears in a reading take action that that is in alignment with your heart's desires.
Feelings need to be a part of this decision. So tune in this card also calls for diplomacy. If loved ones are involved in any disputes, you may step into the role of the mediator to help them work through the conflict as respectfully as possible. Like other court cards, the knight of cups can represent a specific person.
If it's [00:48:00] associated with someone in or coming into your life. That person will probably have a young, charming, active energy.
So like how Astro style is saying here, like this is why it has carries like a romance energy, like I was explaining, every night has fire attached, influencing whatever it suit is. So since this is an emotional card, you have fiery emotions here. So that's, that's what explains why this card is a card of romance and he's not.
You don't rush in fast. He's like going very slowly to make like perhaps a love offer. Ask someone out on a date. He's holding his heart out in his hands saying, come on girl, what's up? Come on, boy. You know what it is, come on, trans person. Can I take you out? What's up? What's good? This dude's trying to find out what it, how can I get to know you?
That type of vibe, is with this here, he's more mature than a page, but he's not fully evolved into like a queen or a king yet. [00:49:00] So, he trying to lock this thing down because every knight needs like that queen or that king or most will, you can rule a kingdom without somebody.
You don't have to have a lover, significant other at all. But that's the idea here. He's trying to go lock down that queen king, however they identify gender wise or sexual, sexuality wise, 'cause you know he gonna be having that kingdom eventually. So this person here wants somebody to rule it with.
That doesn't have to be, you could rule it by yourself. So,
and that's just the best way I wanna describe that. This is not this like, like astro style is saying very diplomatic. This is a very fluid, peaceful, loving type of knight. That just has his heart on his sleeve and it's just there for you. Like in that, in every kind of like emotional possible way, carrying out business, being that highly productive and still having emotional access [00:50:00] is a beautiful thing.
The Queen of Cups is next, baby. Yes. This is the watery part in every suit. So we have water, influencing water. So this is emotion on top of emotion, and yet she can command it all. That's the true power of a woman. I really, really respect and admire women on many, many, many different levels.
Pisces is at play here. Pisces is a mutable sign which occurs when winter is ending the planet in command here with Pi. Well, the planet influencing Pisces is Neptune. The Queen of Cups represents compassion, sensitivity, and kindness. This card also has a strong connection with psychic ability and subconsciousness, the Queen of Cups, well, psychic ability and thus subconscious.
The Queen of Cups often appears in a reading and call attention to buried emotions that need to be explored. Glory. [00:51:00] Hallelujah. When you see the Queen of Cups in a reading, it's a good reminder to honor your emotions and use them as a guide. This card might come up in a reading when you've been disconnected from your emotional experience.
Maybe you've been putting other people's emotional needs ahead of your own. Take the space. You need to connect to your own desires and needs. Do so with the care and compassion. You grant others. As with other court cards, the Queen of Cups may symbolize a particular person in your life. If it does, that person is likely to be someone with a mature, paternal, or maternal energy who is highly compassionate, caring, and supportive.
This person connects with others on a deeply emotional level. I very rarely, if ever, I don't think I ever have done a reading and really pulled from it like this person represents someone else. My mind is not on other people. When I'm doing a reading for somebody or anything like that, I really don't care.
Like I'm focused [00:52:00] on you because again, like I said at the beginning of this, if you let God get you together, everything, and you seek ye first, the kingdom of heaven and all, hi, his righteousness and all these things will be added onto you, when you let God sort you out internally, then the people who are not supposed to be there gonna leave.
The people who are supposed to going come, the things that's not supposed to be there going go, the things that are supposed to be there going come as long as you let God get you together, everything else gonna sort itself out. So I don't need to be focused on other people, or if this is your mom or whatever, I'm not saying I have, that's just, that's the way the Holy Ghost has me doing this.
But I love how she's staring this cup down and, her cup don't look like nobody else's. This diva here has her own cup. Okay? She was like, y'all cups, they, they, they, I love them. I really do love y'all cups, but I need my own because what God is doing with me over here, it's a very specific type of work and it requires a very specific type of cup.
Her cup's got like, look like, look like Cheribum [00:53:00] angels or Seraphim angels. No, no. Cherubim, shucks one of them. Lord, help me get my angels, right? Tonight they kinda remind me like how the . How, how the arc of the covenant, how, how in the arc of the covenant, which is from the Old Testament, the angel's wings were over the covenant.
Like the, the arc that held like well, I think it had like the 10 Commandments and and other in, in, it was the mercy seat. It was the mercy seat. It was really what it was. That's where people would go to hear commandments from God to get mercy. The, the high priest would go in there, Moses would go in there.
This is where God would sit, he would come down in his glory, in the mist, in the fog and would feel the temple. And, and, and, and, and the mercy seat is where judgment would be rendered from. And people would hear the commandments of the Lord and get direction from the Lord. And so, so this woman here is, is talking to God, honey.
Yeah. That's a smart queen right there, sitting on [00:54:00] her throne trying to hear what thus saith at the Lord. You will best rule your kingdom if you bother to let God lead you while you lead it. And that's how you could hold it in place. That's a very humble thing, to be in charge and to know that there are yet still someone higher than you.
And that person is Jesus. And this queen is sitting here straight up looking into that mercy seat, going, okay, God, what do I do about this? What do I do about this? This is a very psychic card. And this person here knows that their psychic ability is coming from God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost dealing with them and talking with them and showing them what's going on with their subjects, and put this policy in place, snatch that policy down, do this, do that this person is doing like King David would do.
And when a problem happened, go pour his complaint before the Most High God and get told what to do. They're not getting in their emotions about it. This is an emotional card, water affecting water. But this queen is in command of her emotions. They're not commanding her. [00:55:00] Okay? You know a woman, is emotional, but she can be in command of those emotions and like, we all can.
And, and that's a very respectful thing when your, your commotions don't run you.
And then we have our King of Cups. This is the earthy part of every suit. Kings, men, we represent like that earth, that strength, that groundedness, right? So we have earth influencing water
The earth domain influencing emotions. That's, I mean, that's a beautiful balance to me because, that's, that's balancing out the external with the internal. Pisces is at play here. Pisces is a mutable sign, which occurs when winter is ending the planet at play. Here is Neptune. According to astro style.com, the most nurturing card in this suit, the King of Cups bundles wisdom with compassion. When you see this card in a reading, you're being pointed [00:56:00] to the importance of balancing between head and heart, a symbol of emotional maturity. This card advises taking the long view of a situation while being conscious of the inner needs and desires of everyone involved.
The King of Cups is about responding rather than reacting, thoughtful and wise. This king incorporates empathy with sound judgment. When making decisions be diplomatic. As you search for the best path forward, take a heart-centered, grounded approach to any challenging situation. Like other court cards, the King of Cups may signify a particular person in your life or someone you'll meet soon.
Your situation may involve an older person with a caring rooted energy, who is a valuable sounding board and advisor.
So I agree with them like this is balancing head and heart Earth energy, like in the case of Tarot would be like the Pentacles. Okay. It's very grounded. [00:57:00] It is very practical. Earth energy is very practical. Like, like, like, like the, it's super, super. It's, it's just like a reliable thing. So you always wanna balance out like your your head with your heart, your head with your heart, your head with your heart.
You don't wanna
it's like balancing out your masculine energy with your feminine energy. Really like when you look at it that way. You don't want to be too much of one or too much of the other depending on what that would look like within you, how it's supposed to be. Like. You gotta know like what your own extremes are when it comes to that.
And you, and you gotta know when you're outside of balance so you can let God help you, bring you back into balance. And we can all get outta balance at any point in life. Even me, it's about saying, God, something ain't right here. I don't feel right. I'm throwed off. I'm a little bit too much to the left.
It's a little bit much to the right or something's going on here and I need you to tune me back up. But bro, this, this dude here is like balance. He got on those [00:58:00] boss green like shoes, okay? And he's sitting here on a, on a whole stone throne in the middle of the ocean and the ocean is all wavy and stuff.
You see the ship being like tossed around in the back, that like whale thing is, he got like whales and stuff flopping around all around him and his face is completely unfazed by all of this, no matter what happens. This king is balanced. He's posed. He's sitting there with his cup and he's focused.
He's not letting himself be distracted with what people are saying about him, talking about his shoes, the way he acted or whatever, or whatever the case might be. This dude is going with the flow. He knows who he is. He knows who his God is, and he is not letting the chaos of the world decide his direction.
His throne is positioned where he want it. He's not gonna move it through. The mercy of the Most High says, as as the scripture say, I shall not be moved through the mercy of the Most High, I shall [00:59:00]not be moved. And that is what this is. This is what the Holy Ghost is explaining to me about this. This is that be ye steadfast, unmovable, always abounding in the word of the Lord.
Be steadfast. In the unmovable, always abounding in the word of the Lord, child. When you in God can't nobody move you, you can't be shaken like that. Uhuh, you're an unmovable force when, when you let God into your life like that, that's what this king has given me. Unmovable power, because it's rooted in Christ and in the High Trinity being God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost.
This is what God has given me to present to you on the suit of. Cups. We took it all the way from the Ace of Cups to the, to the ending of the cycle with the 10 of cups. And we took you through the court [01:00:00] card from the page of cups all the way to the King of Cups. So I hope your emotions have been enhanced by this.
Those of you who listened to this. Hopefully you heard God speak to you somehow. Hopefully if you are reading, hopefully you learn some new things. Hopefully your confidence got boosted in your own psychic ability before God to be able to open these cards and flip them around for yourself. My goal is for you to be able to go to God for yourself, be it through tarot, always prayer, bible study and fasting prayer, Bible study and fasting prayer, Bible study, and fasting must be your foundation.
Then if you feel like God is leading you to add tarot, hopefully episodes like this help you to get a little bit more confident with that. If you feel God is calling you to tarot, there's many forms of divination. You gotta hear what God's telling you to do. Put your hand in God and walk off with him and see what y'all come up with together.
That's the point here. That's what I'm trying this to hold point of this ministry is to give you education information and to [01:01:00] ultimately see you live a life with Yahweh that has, that has that, that's just you and Him and the Trinity and Jesus and the Holy Ghost being our girl of the Trinity doing.
Y'all, go do y'all babe and have a good time.
Until next time, I love you all, muah.
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