Episode #189: A Message to the Queer Community Pt. 2

INTRODUCTION:

De’Vannon discusses the dangers of engaging with New Age rhetoric and spell books without being protected by God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. He emphasizes the deceptive nature of Lucifer, who can trick people into thinking they're moving forward while actually leading them astray. De’Vannon shares a vision where he saw God bring the universe down to its knees as a warning against venerating it above Him. De’Vannon also discusses the duality of the drag spirit, respect for the drag community, and the serious spiritual consequences of misusing spiritual gifts. He emphasizes the high accountability platform holders have before Yahweh and criticizes the mainstream use of terms like 'universe' which leads people away from Christ. The show touches on the queer community's prosperity and the spiritual gifts God has bestowed upon them. Finally, De’Vannon calls for individual authenticity and a personal relationship with God via Christ, while criticizing the church's mishandling of the queer community and New Age spiritual practices that don't recognize Christ's supremacy.

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INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to):

·      Spellbook and Literature Warnings.

·      God is Going to Overthrow the Idol that has Become the “Universe.”

·      God Laughs in the Face of Pantheons.

·      The Spirit of Drag.

·      Drag Queen Accountability.

·      The Power of Subtle Influence.

·      Celebrity Accountability to Yahweh.

·      Yahweh’s Reckoning Against the Church for Queer Abuse.

·      A Relationship with Christ is Necessary for Heaven.

·      A Warning To Shamans and Spiritual Leaders.

·      God Favors the Queer Community.

·      Miracles are Happening.

·      Chosen Family was Jesus’ Idea.

·      TIME IS OVER.

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Transcript

Episode #189: A Message to the Queer Community Pt. 2

De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:00:00] But basically if you keep poking your nose and all these spell books and different things like that, without being shielded with God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost, what, what? And then all this new age rhetoric too. Even if it's all this universe nonsense and all this source nonsense and disrespect, you know, onto God 

and the Bible, it says, professing themselves to become wise. They became fools, professing themselves to become wise. They became fools. Lucifer will have you walking backwards and thinking you're walking forward, okay? Lucifer literally have you walking backwards and thinking that you're walking forward. 

His devices are, are sensual, seductive, and quite convincing. And the thing about it's that nobody will be able to convince you that you're walking in the wrong direction or in the wrong [00:01:00] orientation. That's how Lucifer will, will, will wrap a spell around you. Okay? So fast and so or so subtle. You may take his good sweet ass time, but by the time it's imprinted upon you, people won't be able to convince you that left ain't right, and that down is not up. 

And you'll fight. To drive the point home that the cardinal directions have changed. Like Lucifer will have you up in your head, child. This is how spell work can work on that universe stuff. When I was in that vision, when I was in that vision, when I was in the spirit, you know, you know, being dealt with by God the other night I watched Woo Lord be to God. 

Heavenly 

I watched, I was, I was watching the Lord on his throne child. And there this, this thing exalted itself, which was the universe. The [00:02:00] universe appeared in heaven in like this form and try to stand up to the height of God child to the height of the ancient of days. E, EE even of Yahweh. 

This thing tried to stand up to God's height and tried to match him. And God got up off his throne and did kinda like, oh really? I had to, I moved as fast as I could to duck and try to hide because I felt God about to act against this thing. And when Daddy gets like this, it's not good. That's the simplest way I can say that. 

Remember how I warned y'all about very simple things can be quite prolific. There was thunder, there was flashes of lightning, there was heat that I could feel even though I was on the floor like this, trying to shield myself from what dad was doing. And in, well, a New York second 'cause the New York minute would simply take too long. 

He [00:03:00] brought this universe thing that y'all worship down to its knees and it bowed before the Lord child, Glory be to God. Woo. Hallelujah. I saw it with my own eyes, child and I, and I felt the earth shake. When God discomfited and, and brought the universe down to its face, okay, y'all better stop calling God the universe. 

Stop playing with him like that. He does not like it at all. You wouldn't like it for nobody to call you out your name or out your pronoun and y'all just went and put this on him like that. God is telling you he does not want you. That's none of his pronouns. None of his anything. His name is Yahweh. You can call him Elohim El Shaddai or you can go into the Bible and find some of those names. 

The universe ain't in there. Stop calling God the universe. Okay? And and and go before the Lord and find out who he actually is. And then [00:04:00] speaking of like, like Odin and stuff like that, he, people in beings in heaven were calling him like All Father and things like that. While I was in the spirit, you know, and hanging out up there with him whenever like people kept calling him like all father, he was like, and God like laughed at Odin. 

He was like Odin and like Hera. He like chuckled at them. God laughs in the face of Odin, Zeus, Hara a Thor. You know, all of that cute children's fairytales is one thing. Or if you're gonna like learn some sort of lesson is one thing. But when you go so far as a labor under the very strong delusion that Odin is real or that you can go to them and pray and people do this or that somehow this has confused you. 

'cause you don't know if that's really God. Odin ain't nothing but a devil child. I literally heard Yahweh laugh at the idea of Odin in the Bible that talks about how God laughs, particularly at evil people. 'cause he sees that your day is coming. I heard [00:05:00] God laugh, laugh, laugh about Odin. He is like, huh, Odin. 

Daddy ain't worrying about none of these little gods 'cause he is their parent and they just down here pretending and faking and hustling. Y'all, y'all better wake up to the game. 

Alright, babies drag queens. Let's talk about drag queens. 

There was a time in my life where I was gonna like. Do like drag. I like that one time 'cause to see how it goes. But when my vision opened and I started to see spirits the way I do now, I was somewhere here in New York at a drag bar and I looked up and I saw like, like the spirit of drag, you know? And I was like, oh wow. 

You know, I respect this too much to go up there and just like, play with it, you know? I was just gonna like, kinda like, have fun with it just for like a show. I, and I'm not throwing shade at [00:06:00] anybody who has done that. I'm just saying by my standards it, it's too serious of a thing to just like, play with. 

It's, you know, it really is like a calling like that. It's something that like draws people to that. And just for me just to wanna go twirl around, you know, and, and, and like that I didn't feel that type of a calling to it. You know, you gotta start somewhere. So even if you're called to it, you gotta try it that one time. 

But it wasn't pulling at me like that, you know, to like, to, to, to do it. And when I saw the spirit of drag, I was all like, oh, this is quite serious. I'm not gonna play with this. I respect this too much and I respect them even more now. So I'm just gonna leave that be. But you got to be careful with this spirit of drag. 

Like, I'm looking at this thing and analyzing it and like I told you before, Jesus said, there are many spirits. I'm looking at this spirit of drag and looking at it in the Holy Ghost and analyzing it. And I was like, it is like this, it's like [00:07:00] the spirit of drag is almost like a twin spirit. Like it, like it has a good, like a good one and an evil one, or like a good side and an evil side or something like that. 

It's a very, like, it has a two-sided kind of like feel to it. And I mean, nothing's impossible. Anything can exist, right? And so it's like that evil one will run off with you and have you all like petty and stuff like that. And like messy. You know how, you know how some drag queens can just get like, just toxically evil and messy to the point of like, why It is like why, just why though? 

And so, and then the, the good side of this are like those drag queens that understand that drag is really like a ministry. You know, you're not really there to, you're really there to like help people really. And regardless of how you might think about it or get all into your ego or whatever but, you know, because because, and that's like the two sides of it. 

It's [00:08:00] like, and not every drag queen is petty and catty or gets into like the life, so to speak, not they don't all do that. And so that drag spirit is like a twin spirit that has like a good side and like an evil side to it. And you gotta really be in control of yourself if you're gonna tangle with that thing, or it'll run off with you It's a very aggressive and strong type of spirit. 

And because because, you know, we, all of us with platforms have high accountability before God. I don't care if you're a drag queen and you call yourself being a witch, and a lot of you are calling on this and that your accountability is not to the devil or to that thing that you, that you play with and conjure. 

It's to Yahweh that when you die, you're gonna stand before the throne and you're gonna give an accountability for everything. And these platforms that we look at the name of Jesus, every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. Whether you think you're going to or not, it'll be a shame. 

If it's not until that day that you're bowing, that you understand that what I told you was true, but it's coming, it's going to happen. I saw it when I was in the [00:09:00] spirit. I mean, it's already in the Bible. The prophets who came before me have already told you all this. God raises up some strong prophet, like in every age to come and preach these messages. 

Or he does it regularly enough to come and preach these messages. In these big, bold, strong ways that really reach the whole world. And then y'all still don't listen. 

The same mistakes are repeated in every age, every age, every age. Y'all do this and all of us with these platforms have high accountability before God. 'cause people have no idea who they are. Some do, but by and large, the world is like, this world is just smart enough to be dumb. It really, really is. It really, really is. 

I was contemplating the intelligence of cavemen earlier. I really don't think that they were Neanderthals like that. Maybe not all of them or maybe during a certain age, possibly, but I don't, I don't think that they were just like stupid. Even the, even [00:10:00] Neanderthals, they had some type of way of communicating, I think highly intelligently. 

And I think that for all of our advancements with the way humans will reduce themselves with their options and the way that they live and degrade themselves, I think like cavemen and people who lived way back then have, have one up on us like, like I really, really do. I really think they lived more smartly in a way that honored God and honored themselves better. 

I really, really think that they would shake their heads at the world and they would do well to do so. I can't respect the society or the globe that we, we live in. By and large, I can't. I just can't respect it. I just can't. But people don't know who they are and they will listen to anything that we say and mimic the things that we do because we have a YouTube following, because we're on TikTok, because you're a drag queen on stage. 

This is how endorsements like advertising works, for [00:11:00] example. It's a very subconscious thing. It's very hypnotic. Doesn't have to necessarily mean it's bad, but people will look in, in, in, in, in the hypnotherapy world, we call it one upsmanship, which means just that in some people's heads. In most people's heads, because you're on stage, because you're on the billboard, people would just go buy it and people would just listen because you're up there. 

I was standing in line at a club and I was looking at this beautiful girl with like this beautiful lip gloss or whatever on a and, and everything. I was standing outside of superior ingredients, the club over, you know, here in over, over in in Brooklyn waiting to get in. And I was like, you know, damn, she's beautiful. 

You know, like if I was a female and I'm not, but I was like, like if I was a girl, I could see how this would make a female wanna go dab some of that on just if you could dive into those lips. Mm. And but that's the way it [00:12:00] works. Like it is just, it's very charming and everything like that. But that, that girl was having that type of impact on people just by her beautiful face, it is very beautiful. 

You know, being that's being on a billboard that's, that's, that's, that's, that's highly influential and that's also highly accountable. So you see, like this word influencer has taken off in this day and age. Well, they need to start attaching that high accountability too, because the things that we say and do and the way we carry ourselves, we have to explain to God the impact that this had on people, celebrities, different people like that who want to say universe and source, even people with any type of a following, it doesn't matter if it's one person following you, you have accountability over that one person. 

Even it if somebody in your house or whatever and you have to give an account to it if it's your child, whatever. So, so people with platforms saying universe and source, you have led people away from Christ. I don't care who you are, from billionaires on down, you will give an account to the ancient of days. 

If you sat [00:13:00] there with those, with universe and source and these eastern gods and all these things in your mouth and you gave not credit to God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost, you're gonna have to deal with God about why you led people astray and away from him. Oh yes you have. Oh yes you have. And yes you did. 

And you don't have to say, don't worship God, but if you say worship something else, somebody went and worshiped the universe. 'cause you said so. I have because you said you do. That's the way this thing works. I've talked to people in passing about why they started talking about the universe and it's like they wake up kind of like from the spell they've been on, they'll be like, well I'm not sure why they were saying it. 

So I just kind of went with it and then it just got like ingrained in them before they knew it it was, a habit. And they don't know when they started, why they started. I'm not saying it's like that for everybody. 'cause Lucifer has wrapped y'all into that mess in different ways. But but anyway, people with, with platforms, we are accountable for everything. 

And I mean, every type of influence that we have over people [00:14:00] and drag queens, you know, man, you know, here in this queer community, 

people come searching for like a home and a space and you got this necessarily feminine vibe and we all need like our mothers and stuff like that. So you really have a way that you can like reach out and really, really touch people, be it for good or for ill, depending on what type of spirit you have about you. 

And people trust you because you have a reputation, because of how you carry yourself and because you're so larger than life and everything like that. All this is necessary for what you do and it's beautiful. But how you wield your influence. Is the thing. And you have to be damn careful with how you do it because your consequence on the other side in the spirit world is quite permanent. 

Again, there is no more reincarnation that is over. Mm-hmm. And Lucifer won't be able to help you. Your ancestors cannot help you. Y'all [00:15:00] need to stop praying to ancestors. You can only pray to God to release your ancestors to, you know, to help you. Your ancestor ain't got a flick of power unless it comes from Yahweh. 

They can't just get up out the ground and come and help you like that. So, and your evil ancestors that deal with Lucifer can't do that unless God allows that. So, I mean, everything points back to God. That's all I really wanted to say to drag queens. I respect the art y'all are, and drag queens, I'm gonna say this too. 

Drag queens, even among drag queens and trans people, even within the, the queer community, like I was saying earlier, how we have this necessarily spiritual way about us because God has gifted us this in response to the persecution that the church and our families and the world put against us. One of the many, many gifts that Yahweh has quite deliciously and generously bestowed upon us, which I'll talk about later. 

You know, our spirituality in the queer community is quite high. Our connection to the other side. But drag queens and trans people have it [00:16:00] even more intensely than, than just like most queer people. There's variances to all of this. Be careful how you wield your magic, your spiritual power. 'cause you're gonna have strong God rendered karmic consequences. 

Don't be casting spells against people. Don't be trying to rope people in with sex magic. Don't be because. Just don't, like, if you're not trying to enhance yourself, just don't fuck with it. Like stop playing with like this power and stuff like that. 'cause you don't understand. Enhance yourself through God. 

Don't you go getting Lucifer trying to increase your money or increase your followers and things like that. 'cause he'll give it to you, like say in that movie on Netflix, the fall of the house of Usher. But then he's gonna reverse it and you're gonna have to pay for that later. And it's not worth it in the end, baby. 

If you gotta go through, Ooh, all of those eternal consequences. Ooh girl, it's not worth it. Child. Lemme talk about this reckoning. Lemme talk about this reckoning. [00:17:00] Get off of this. And when I say reckoning, I mean that this is God, balancing the scales and rendering tangible, quantifiable consequence against the church in particular. 

And this is any do denomination, any preacher, any teacher, any lay member, any volunteer, anybody affiliated with any type of church. I don't care what it is from what religion or what who has or, or who has had some type of problem with any aspect of the queer community. Okay? There is a reckoning 

that whew. That God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost is going to unleash against them. And when it happens, don't gloat over anything you see or hear. Take it as like a let yourself feel a feeling of like vindication and a type of peace because the scales have been balanced by Yahweh and things have been set in order here.[00:18:00]  

Okay? Now, like I was saying, you've already seen this start to happen certain, popular leaders of certain churches have already been removed and starting to step down, et cetera, et et cetera. Scandal here, this there, hush hush. We'll just kind of try to tiptoe away now and act like we didn't just do all that, you know, because they sat there and knew we were being persecuted and kicked out of these churches for doing like nothing. 

You know, right there under their nose, you know, I was kicked outta Lakewood Church in Houston, Texas years ago, fired from volunteering because I hung out in Montrose, which is the gay district in Houston. Not because I was late for volunteering or didn't show up or did some scandalous thing on Lakewood grounds, just, just because they found out I hang out in Montrose. 

And they were like, you're fired. Joel and Victoria are well aware of all of this. You know, to my understanding, they're not currently the acting pastors there anymore. But, you know, I don't keep up with [00:19:00] Lakewood. Some churches have like this face of godliness, but they have a lot of like devil things that the people who lead it do. 

So. And so, yeah, so there I was fired from volunteering because I hang out in Montrose and that was, you know, it, and it was a whole dramatic thing, which I've covered in previous episodes. But, you know, stuff like that, you know, is why there has to be a reckoning. But the thing with the Trinity, you can't get all mad and be like, why haven't they done this? 

And stuff like that. 'cause then Lucifer are get in you and use that anger to drive you away from God. God is dad, you're not. God is gonna do stuff when the time is right because there's many ripple effects to everything, and those ripples have ripples which also have ripples and ripple ripples, and only God sits high enough to manage all of that. 

It's not just about you being hurt, it's about everybody being hurt. Although your feelings are valid individual, there's a ripple effect when the reckoning has to come at this large of a scale [00:20:00] because the people who hurt you in the church hurt all the queer people in the church. They didn't just kick me out, they kicked other people out. 

I'd be hanging out in other cities, you know, in the country, just at a gay bar or whatever, and it would come up in conversation. They were like, oh yeah, I got fired. You know, I got kicked outta Lakewood too for, 

so they were doing this like all, well, when they fired me, they also confessed. They were like, you know, we do this all the time. They said it just like the grass is green and could you pass me the salt? It was just common for them to just fire queer people at Lakewood volunteers while I'm sitting there watching staff members who were clearly family, but as long as you had a wife, they really didn't care how gay you were, as long as you didn't actually, as long as you had a wife, then it was fine. 

I'm all like the queen energy on your staff. I just can't deal with the hypocrisy of the church. That's why I don't fool with the church at all, and you don't have to fool with the church in order to go to heaven. [00:21:00] But you know, what Lucifer did in the church is the same thing as like with the universe and like sex apps and stuff like that. 

It's this vast deception that then gets reinforced by whatever community is applicable. So what Lucifer did was got into a few preachers, made them feel more highly of themself, remixed their interpretation of scripture and got them to misinterpret the clobber passages they used to try to condemn homosexuality. 

And then that got down into the lay members who just didn't like gay people anyway, because we're not like them and we make them feel un they perceive us and and we don't make them feel uncomfortable. They're already are uncomfortable within themselves, whoever it is that's uncomfortable with us. And then, and then like that. 

And so now you got this whole church community globally who thinks it's okay to kick out queer people and like they're doing service unto the Lord. They are not doing service unto the Lord. And like that scripture says in the end, when people will stand before Christ and, and [00:22:00] Christ's not gonna let you into heaven, he's gonna say, depart from me. 

I never knew you. And people are, try to negotiate with Christ and say, but we cast out devils in your name. Okay? One version of people saying they cast out devils are the people who kicked us out, they're gonna try to say, we kicked those queer people out. You should let us into heaven. And Christ ain't much gonna hear none of that gibberish. 

He says, say depart from me. I never knew you. And what Christ is saying is you can't get into heaven unless you have a relationship with him. You gotta be down with him and hang out with him and kick it and shit, or he's not gonna fuck with you, okay? Is what Christ is saying. He's gonna treat you like you would anybody else. 

And a part of fucking with Christ is not kicking somebody else out that has nothing to do with the cost of tea in China. And so, like your personal relationship and the way you vibe with Christ when no one is around is what he's interested in, not how you kick out somebody that has nothing to do with anything, but you see how the devil. 

Has work that work and cast that spell on the church to make them [00:23:00] think that they're righteous by discarding people. When, when all Jesus wants is for them to open the doors to show love and get privately personal with him, that's two completely different mentalities. Two completely different mentalities. 

But you can't tell the church they're wrong. See, I was telling you earlier how Lucifer will work a spell against you that'll have you walking backwards while you thinking you're walking forward. And can't nobody tell you any different. That's how hard of a spell Lucifer has cast upon the church that got him thinking that queer is sin and that we're gonna go to hell. 

It is not. It is not. I've read the scripture of myself, I've interpreted the Hebrew and all of that. We're totally fine, dude, just based on being queer. You can't be like a hoe or misuse your magic and stuff like that, then you gonna fuck up your eternity. But and then like those, like highly spiritual people too, 

that was my other cat. Felix, come and say hi. But, but on the other hand of this too slightly off subject, like fellow spiritual leaders who don't [00:24:00] accept Christ, who thinks that he's just like another teacher or something like that are trying to reduce him to the universe. Trying to say it's the same thing, Shiva god, the universe. 

Mm-hmm. You gonna stand there and tell the same thing to God and say, but we cast out devils. I've stood in psychedelic ceremonies and watched Shamans and spiritual leaders who don't call on Christ as an individual. Supreme being have power to do that. That's a special mercy God has given them. But unless you learn that Christ is the one true living God and all those other beings, including earth, and the great spirit as you call it, is beneath. 

Unless you kind of say The great Spirit is God, but then you gotta have God, the Son of God and the Holy Ghost, it just don't work, man. And so, that you're not gonna be allowed in either. I don't care how great of a spiritual worker you are, how many psychedelic ceremonies you lead. If you deny that Christ is the Christ with his blood sacrifice and Yahweh being above all [00:25:00] other gods with the fire, the Holy Ghost, you're not gonna go to go to heaven either. 

That scripture in the Bible says that you're gonna try to tell God, but we cast out devils in your name. In other words, we did work against the devil against evil in your name. Why can't we come in? Because you don't know Christ. You can work for God without knowing God. Don't you work for know people all over the world work for their bosses without actually knowing the boss? 

Come on now. And so, so this is already a thing, but see, in this case, a path has been cut for you, direct access to the boss, and you're not using it. If you don't pick up that Bible fast and pray and get a personal relationship with God, I don't care how shamanic you are, how powerful in the spirit or in spirit, however you want to call it, you are, you may have seen effectiveness through what you do, but that was God. 

He will still discard you at the gates of heaven if you don't have a relationship with Jesus Christ that acknowledge that God comes before the [00:26:00] universe and before your ancestors and before any kind of other thing that is not God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. I say, God, Jesus Christ, and the, the Shekinah Glory as, as she is called in the Hebrew tongue child. 

So you can see here that Lucifer has like a repeating pattern. So whether it's him deceiving the church people and they thinking they have a right to the throw people out, the high level spiritual people like Shamans and stuff like that, thinking that because they've seen effectiveness, because they feel things that it's true, that they're, that they're yet not wrong, like they yet have room to grow. 

In [00:27:00] this aspect of isolating the fact that Jesus Christ stands above all, there's a scripture thank you Holy Ghost, that talks about God did this thing where he went into a pagan nation and gave this ruler more wisdom than he gave. Daniel. Daniel from the book of Daniel is one of the wisest people to have ever walked the earth, okay? 

He had strong vision. He had strong prophecy. I mean, strong prophecy. This is where that saying the writing on the wall comes from. He was interpreting this thing that happened for one of the kings of the Chaldeans of Babylon, where the fingers appeared on a specific night when they were defiling the holy things from the temple of God and having a party and being all sensual and everything negatively sensual. 

And God got tired of the disrespect and see, he sent this, these fingers, the fingers of a man's hands and wrote against the wall like Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin you know, something like that. And none of the mages of [00:28:00] Babylon could, could interpret it. They had to go get the man of God. As we do, they had to go get the one who is down for Yahweh, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost to go in there and do what the devils mages could not do. 

And so . He stood there and he interpreted it, and it was the end of his kingdom for having disrespected God. But but God went and gave, and Daniel was the wisest person known during his day. Now he was wise, and I mean, strong and wise could interpret anything child, but God went and gave somebody in a, in a pagan nation, pagan meaning a nation, not of the land of Israel, you know, other than God gave him more wisdom than Daniel. 

You know, God's purpose is gonna prevail wherever he wants it. That's why he could go into Babylon and command Nebuchadnezzar or Darius, you know, he sent the mighty Archangel Gabriel to, to confirm Darius, [00:29:00] okay, that Darius had nothing to do with the nation of Israel, but all authority belongs to God. It ain't nobody gonna stand as King prince, ruler, or really in any sort of authority, whatever level, without God confirming it in some type of, of some type of way. 

And but anyway, God gave this special heightened wisdom. He, like this man could understand all dark sayings. He gave him greater wisdom than Daniel, but he did not give God glory. And so then God had to strike him down from that. But while he was operating in that wisdom, you better believe he was a prosperous for the things that be of God, like God got his way through this man, even though he did not give God glory, is what I'm trying to get you to understand. 

And so, even though you might be a mystic, shaman guru, able to do all this and are actually delivering people from the devil, if you don't acknowledge Christ, you're going to come to spiritual ruin at the end because you've done God's will, but you did not acknowledge him. You see what I'm saying? This is in the Bible. 

And all the shaman and [00:30:00] spiritual leaders that I've worked with, none of them have read the Bible. Not one, the people I've trained with and stuff like that. They don't read the Bible. They don't read it. So they don't know anything at all about what I'm telling you. So I know. Shocking, right? Huh? So it's a thing. 

It's a thing. But Lucifer always repeats himself. Like I told you, he beguiled the, the angels the same way. He's doing this to the earth again. Like he, like he does in every age. Lucifer does this every single time. And it really brought, God spared the queer community by letting us get kicked out of the church, out of these wrecked, low vibrational households and stuff. 

They were not worthy of us. They were not worthy of us at all. You know, God built us special, you know, we, however it is, you [00:31:00] know, you might view yourself like the queer population is really, really special unto God. You know, just our vibe, the way we are. We are peculiar. God likes peculiar, strange things. 

You know, like the Bible, he talks about how God likes a peculiar treasure. He wants a peculiar people. He don't want plain things, you know, he is, he doesn't have a problem like with straight people or nothing like that, but he like likes them. But then like, well, I mean, he, I mean he like, he like likes us more because God likes, God is, how does the Bible say God is near to the broken hearted? 

God is near to those who have been persecuted. God is near to like the weird, strange thing. God is not opposed to the normal, but he has a different, you know, like, like the people went and gave all the money, like in the Bible when Jesus was around, but it was the people, the girl, the widow who only gave like the two mites, like [00:32:00] the two pennies. 

That's what stood out to him. Like the person who has less but does, but put their heart into it is, is will stand out to God before somebody who has more. So the queer community, like with our brokenness and the way that we've been is, is special to God. He's very near to us. Okay? You know, when we get persecuted like that and rejection is a tender thing in the heart of the Lord. 

That's why the Lord gave us the idea of like chosen family. That's already in the Bible too. Like chosen family is a concept from the scripture. That's why I keep telling y'all to read of the Bible. You know, pray and fast you can understand and start with the Book of Proverbs, then move over the book of Acts. 

Proverbs will teach you daily wisdom and deal with this sex problem that, that the queer community has. Like the world has it too, but Woo, glory be to God on that one. And then the Book of Acts will show you like, like what the Holy Ghost is capable of through like miracles and power and signs and wonders, which are active, you know, [00:33:00] in this world. 

I mean that they never really fully went away. I would never ever say that. But the way God has been using me out here in these streets as New York child is nothing short of miraculous. Like God is tearing down strongholds, dealing with people's problems when I'm out at these clubs and doing that handwriting. 

in the spirit gift that God gave me back in December when I was at nowadays just fell on me from, oh my Lord, be to God. Thank you, Jesus. I mean, it just fell on me from heaven when I was at the club and my hand just started and now I'm writing in the spirit and reading like the mind of God, like on paper. 

And I do it like, oh my God, it's, I mean this, . My entire life changed at night. I mean, it completely flipped around. I mean, completely flipped around and it hadn't turned back. Like I'm telling y'all, this is the start of like my real life. The other half was just like cut off and done. But but miracles like that are happening and [00:34:00] when and when miracle and power like that is around you. 

That's why I want you to get into the book of Acts and like get a feel for that. You know, this type of the power. It's like when fire can literally fall from heaven and a man can walk on water, his shadow can pass over you and you can be healed. I can stand there and write something. You don't even know that I'm dealing with you and you go home and you don't have any cancer anymore. 

You go home and you've been, you've been cleared up of HIV, you go home, okay? And you suddenly are not dyslexic anymore. Okay? That type of power is in these types of miraculous gifts and things like that. You know, that's type of power is real child. And God is, God is God is ready to do miracles again. Oh, yes, he is. 

He's, he is in a miracle mood, baby. He's in a miracle mood. God is feeling real miracley. He's feeling real. Real miracley. Okay? Real miracley, and I mean, really miracley. He's ready to work a work, okay? But see, in the book of Joel, it talks about how in the last [00:35:00] days, and like I keep telling y'all where there's no more reincarnation. 

So I don't care if we got another 50 years or a hundred, I don't know, but ain't gonna be no mo, this is it. Or if you die first. But the Bible talks about it how in the last days that the Lord will pour out his Holy Ghost upon all people, even his precious spirit, y'all, and that your sons and daughters would prophesy your young, your old men would see dreams and your young men would see visions. 

Okay, so you see me going forth with all this prophecy and everything like that? Well, this was already foretold child. This is nothing new. If you would just read the scriptures, child is already there. Chosen family is in the Bible too. Jesus was preaching at like this house hut or whatever, and then his mom and his brother came banging on the door trying to get in, trying to get special privilege. 

And Jesus left him at the door and he said, who is my Father? Who is my brother? Who is my sister? Those who do the will of God? This is Jesus basically putting us [00:36:00] on his level with his humility as long as we choose God and go to God through him. Okay? And so the down to earth version of this is chosen family. 

Basically Jesus is saying, I can choose my family. You're not gonna tell me who my family is. And that family is gonna be chosen based on their actions, not on their title. And so this is why I tell you the title of Mother, like I was explaining at the beginning of this episode. If your mother's a piece of trash and she keeps treating you bad, throw her in the dumpster and don't talk to her ever again. 

But yeah, you're gonna have to go get your counseling and everything like that. But that's better than sitting or letting her pound on you and disrespect you because you have ac accountability before the Lord for who you choose to spend time with. And God is not happy with, with, with, with any of us who sit there and keep going to the kitchen table for Thanksgiving or a family dinners, when you know you don't like them, like y'all don't get [00:37:00] along like that and you know they don't respect you and you keep exposing yourself to these people, you have accountability for that in a negative way. 

God's not gonna pity you for that. He's gonna look at you like you misused your opportunity to be free. 'cause he is given you every type of counseling, mental methodology, psychedelic treatment, all kinds of things. The concept of chosen family. You only stay in any type of abusive situation because you want to, anybody unless they physically have you chained to something, you keep going back because you want to, and then that, that's counted against you because you are supposed to live unto the Lord, not unto your family or your lover or whatever. 

So what Christ is saying is it is a title. You throw that trashy mom away and you get you a worthy person. Be they male, female, trans, or whatever that fits that role. And now you have a new mother. You see how that works? It is a spiritual thing. It's like on a job, if Felicia is fucking up in accounting, well we can go get Barbara or Tron or Timothy or De or or or Derek [00:38:00] or whoever. 

It's a role to be filled. And what people do in these blood families is labor under a very strong delusion that you always have to be there. That's called prison, okay? And I don't do prison. I done been locked up a couple of times and I can tell you there's people in jail that got more freedom than y'all walking around out here than some of y'all 'cause freedom is a state of mind. 

They got more peace. Some people I was locked up with than y'all out here on these streets. It's sad. It is sad like, but nobody's making you. And sometimes it just takes hearing something like this for you to cut, you know, let God cut you loose and you don't ever talk to those people again. I'm the king of cutting people off. 

Like my cutoff game is ridiculously strong and I mean ridiculously strong. I'll cut off anybody. Like I don't care who you are because I'm not about to be bound and dragged down by anybody. And people change so frequently. You don't always know when they've changed. And so we [00:39:00] just gotta cut people off and move forward and you owe nobody an explanation. 

You don't ever have to explain why you don't want to talk to somebody again. No you don't. Now that's different if you're like a parent raising a child and that child ain't done you nothing wrong and they're not like some evil person who gon' went and sworn himself to Satan or something like that. 

You should not just disappear from your child. But like, if it is some sort of any other situation, if it's just like friends, you can leave them. You don't have to explain anything to them. But if it's like a lover that's a little bit different. Now you have a soul tie going there, like family dynamics are a little bit different, but, but if it's an abusive thing mm-hmm. 

You can disappear and just go, but the whole disappearing without explanation. Sometimes God might tell you to just come out from among them up and leave, get your house in order and do just that. Or certain people or whatever. Point is, you're not beholden to a person the way Lucifer, would have you think you are and, and all them mushy feelings and everything like that. 

People [00:40:00] will try to play on your emotions like that and, and try to call you back to once you've left, oh, how have you been? What's going on? I tried to talk about something arbitrary. If you leave, stay gone, don't you come back or you're gonna lose your deliverance. That's like Pharaoh trying to come and get the children of Israel and bring them back into Egypt after they had already come out. 

Don't you go back to nobody once you leave them. I don't care if it was father, mother, sister, brother, lover, coworker, whatever, you know, you know, don't you go back once you get out. But anyway, that's where chosen family comes from is from this example that Christ already gave us. Hashtag chosen family. 

Literally it's Jesus' idea. Like if you ever pay attention to God, we humans have so much in common with the ancient of days, but Lucifer wants to try to make it seem like we don't, we do, we have like so much in common with God, but you have to get to know God as a person [00:41:00] and not like as words on a page or not like through a preacher. 

You don't need a church, you don't need a preacher. You need what he's given you the Bible. You can go on Google and translate, you know, the original text and everything's like that. But I'm gonna talk about that later. But have you noticed how overall prosperous like the queer community is? I. Speaking of the gifts and things like that, that Yahweh has bestowed upon to the queer community in response to our persecution from the world, the church, our families, and everything like that. 

Have you noticed how, overall, not everybody, but how overall prosperous the queer community is? Like the gay dollar is not weak at all. The gay dollar's, not weak, entire industries thrive on supporting, like, on support from the gay community, entire industries, entire businesses. We can, you know, take whatever types of vacations we want, buy all of these expensive ass clothes, expensive ass bottles of champagne and wine. 

You know, we, you know, a lot of us, not all of us, a lot of us can live [00:42:00] really how the fuck we wanna live. You know, we have like a lot of like, like luxury, you know, and like options and different, different things like that. And it's not like just because we don't have children, many of us have families now and children, we still doing the damn thing. 

Okay? And so, but the point is it's because God has commanded this and see when God speaks, God's word is alive, it's a living word, and it has a way of going out and accomplishing what he told it to do. God's word is alive. It's quick and it's powerful. It's sharper than any two-edged sword, man. When Yahweh speaks, things move that it must be according to what he has said is going to be. 

And God spoke this prosperity over the queer community because he didn't like the way people were handling us. And the world really has not paid attention to that because they tried to act like we don't exist. They miss the fact that we are actually. Like prosperous, like physically, we, you know, we got our [00:43:00] mental struggles and everything like that. 

I'm talking about physical prosperity right now. It's not just because we're thorough or because we're creative and everything like that, but all of those are gifts from God. God gave us that thoroughness, that creativity which helps us get these jobs, that specific attention to detail that like queer people have and everything like that. 

And that in that very artistic, charismatic way we have about it, that seems to liven the space in any room we walk into, it's attractive to employers and people like that. They might not just say they like having that, that, that, that, that bright, that that bright rainbow boy around, you know, like that, you know, it's refreshing. 

You know, like, like to like an otherwise stagnant work environment, you know? But, but this is of the Lord. The Lord has given this to us as like a gift. And I want y'all to really think about that and not, and not just let it stop at like well we're awesome. I mean we are awesome, but it is because of the Lord. 

You see how you can always give God credit to some, into [00:44:00] anything if you want to or you can stop at yourself. Or even worse, go and give credit to, I don't know, the universe, you know, or something like that. And like I told y'all earlier, I saw God when I was in the Spirit the other night dealing, God was dealing with me. 

I saw God stand against the universe. So the universe like erected itself as this figure. And it tried to bring itself up to the height of God and God. God got up off his throne and, and stood against that thing and he was like, oh yeah. And he spoke against it and with lightnings and thunders and everything like that. 

And, and I shielded myself from looking at it. 'cause it wasn't the kind of thing I could behold. And I felt the earth shook in it. I could smell the burn. . After the lightning strikes of him bringing the universe down to his feet. And and he, and he sure did. He sure did. Like you, you wouldn't have had time to blink. 

He did this so fast. But you [00:45:00] see, the Lord says he would bring down high looks because see, a high look is a thing that was never really high at all. This is the real trick of arrogance and pride. You never really were exalted the way you thought you were. You just had a high look. You looked high, okay? 

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Trying to get my little girl to stop fooling with the set child. You know, cats like the rub their mouth on everything. Jesus helped me. I love having my children here. I have adjusted quite gracefully by the grace of God to just stuff being moved around and everything like that. It's a good look. We needed to change around here. 

It's refreshing. They can go ahead and move what they want, but you know, it's a, it's a high look. You know, it's, it's a high look. You, it is not really high at all. It's really to be the leader of all, it's to be the servant of all. Okay? And so the higher you go, really, [00:46:00] the lower you went. 'cause your position of a stature of promotion is not to sit there and make all the money and just to dominate people. 

It's to open doors for the people beneath you so that they can rise and do better. It's not to just sit there and be like, look at me and all my glory. You're set at that position to serve everybody under you. And you have accountability before the ancient of days of how those people are, you know, how they, how they, how they turn out. 

And and like I said, I saw the judgment. I saw the judgment, and I used to wonder how all these, you know, how, how it would look. And, you know, they showed me, and like I said, this ends reincarnation, but our well actually it's already ended. So they, they've already stopped that this, 

and, and, you know, and you know, time. You know, has already ended. You know, the book of Revelation talks about how a strong and mighty angel came down with the rainbow, you know, over his head. I'm gonna talk about rainbows here in a minute because there's a lot of rainbows in heaven. It's a really big deal up there [00:47:00] actually. 

And that he put one foot on the sand and one foot on the water, kinda like it does in the star card in the tarot. And he said, there's time no longer. He also said, and in another version, there shall be delay no longer. So God has already stopped time. But what we are in here is kind of like the fumes of it. 

And it's kind of like how when you watch a movie and it's over, but you might sit in the theater and the credits are still rolling and you're hearing the music, and maybe they might still be playing some of the audio from the movie, or you're just still kind of in that moment. But actually the thing is quite in fact ended. 

That's where we're at in this age. You know, the time the timeline ended already, we don't have any more time left. This is why like the days fuse to each other and sometimes you don't know whether or not it's Monday or Wednesday and you look around and it's another new year. It's another week, it's another month, it's another pride. 

That's cuz we're that's cuz we're we're out of time. And though it may [00:48:00] take many more years for the end to come for the celestial race, that's like three minutes. You know, it doesn't take, you know, time does not exist where they're at. And so if God decides to do this in another a hundred, oh, you know, 50 years, a hundred years or whatever, he has not told me anything like that. 

I'm just saying like to them, that's like a split second because how does the Bible say a one day in the Lord is like a thousand years. One day with the Lord is like a thousand whole ass year. So, so if it's a couple of more years or 50 or a hundred to them, that's like a b blink. So. So they don't even bother to quantify such things. 

It's about, for us, that's a huge ass deal, but we're out of time. We don't have any left and they're not doing reincarnation anymore. So there are no more lives for you to bank on. That was a thing it's not anymore because people went and made an idol people went and made an idol like people do with [00:49:00] everything because that's how Lucifer is. 

He doesn't care what Lucifer does not care where you poke your nose and put your attention. As long as you don't go read the bible fast or pray or to give any type of attention to Yahweh, he just hates dad. But he got himself kicked out of heaven and now he's mad just because of that narcissistic thing. 

You know how narcissists do their dirt, get in trouble for it and didn't wanna get mad at everybody else. That's how Lucifer is. And in all this time that, that he has done this and got himself cast out of heaven through all the ages he's been down here, he still won't like admit that he's wrong. He won't. 

The devil to this day does not feel like, it's like he knows it's his fault, just like the narcissist, but he won't say it. He's got too much pride to say it to this very very day. I know Lucifer very, very well and, and he just won't say it to this very day. Everything you see within a narcissist, like the narcissism aspect of them is totally [00:50:00] Lucifer. 

He's like, he's imprinted himself upon them. They act just like Lucifer does. And I know Lucifer very well and anyway, but 

like I was saying, like our family's former friends, coworkers, whatever the church did us wrong, 'cause of the brokenness within them, God is gonna deal with him on that. Again, don't you gloat over it if you can even see it? Sometimes you can't even see, like when God is working against somebody in balancing scales and sometimes it's quite obvious, but God is gonna make it a point to get them in a way that it's going to hit, like it's going to hit them. 

So for some people that might be in their mind and their finances, it might be in their image, it might be anything, but it's gonna be something unique to that individual and they're gonna know it too. 'cause when God put his hands on you, you can't run like the scriptures say, there is none who can deliver it. 

It says it is a dangerous thing in the fall into the hands of the Lord. And there is none who can deliver you out of his hands. There is none who can [00:51:00] deliver you out of his hands. 

But our response should not be to run from God because of pain. Like there's so much hidden anger I see yet prolifically spread throughout the queer community is like it. I could see it in like people's eyes. It like reading facial expressions in the spirit is a different type of thing than just looking at somebody naturally. 

Like being, granted the gift of like interpreting the minutia like on people's faces and things like that is an interesting thing. Or well, just looking like through you also and into what's inside of you, not through you is a other thing that I can do. And like 

there's a type of like 

a heaviness that still creeps beneath the surface. Like in the, in like in the queer community, despite all of our accomplishments and all the things God has given us and all of our luxuries and privileges [00:52:00] that many of us have though not everyone, there's a pain that just seems like it won't go the fuck away. 

Okay. And then it. Then Lucifer gets mixed up in that pain that won't go the fuck away. And then it, it, it comes out in all of these avoidant behaviors, like with the, the doing cocaine and having sex and sucking dicks in the bathroom at the club or, or, or, or, or these like orgies with people you don't know. 

And 

well all that crazy spell casting too is also quite avoidant I'm hearing like the Holy Ghost tell me 

Right now and I mean, anything that like, is so intense like that and quite distracting can become, or can become avoidant and, and the queer community reinforces this, you know, like, like I tell you, he repeats his patterns. Like, like, it's like, it's like you're doing, y'all are doing Lucifer's job. 

For him. Once he sets the foolishness into [00:53:00] motion, then he like sits back and acts like he's this king. As he watches, people unravel themselves through some fires that he started and then the community goes and spreads them further. So then you have people just like in the church saying, oh yeah, kick the queer person out quick, the queer . The kick the queer person out when that person might not have done it. 

If that person in the community would not have egged them on, maybe you would not have, I don't know, done whatever it is you did. If some, you know, gone to check out that random orgy they had posted on Grindr or whatever app, you know, if if your friend would not have suggested it or would not have told you they went and did it and now since they did it, you think you can go do it. 

'cause it's not just just somebody saying, Hey man, go do that. Sometimes it's your testimony of something that you've done. That affects people. You don't, because everything we say has an Im Im impact. So if you say, yeah, I did that coke or that meth, somebody might do it. Or, [00:54:00] because if you, if you seem like you had a good time, that could have an influence on somebody, this is how the community works. 

This is how subtle spell work in the community can be weaved and worked and you know, and wrapped against somebody, even though you don't know you're doing it. Because the intensity with which something is discussed can influence somebody. Or yes, it can, whether you meant for it to or not. And this is true community, like the influence we have on people, whether we know or not, is truly how the power works in community. 

Y'all better be careful with the way you think about things and the way you approach things. But you know, I'm looking at people and it's like, y'all are not happy. Even here in New York, I'm all like, people come to New York for all this fun, but I'm looking at the people who live here and I'm all like, eh, people are doing the things, but I don't get the joy. 

They, y'all don't have the joy, joy, joy, joy down in your heart, down in your heart, down in your heart. It ain't there. Like there's the activity. They're the, there's the [00:55:00] intensity. Whoooo New York is intense, whoooo glory be to God on that one. But something's missing still from like the soul of each individual person. 

It's very difficult for me to find a truly deep down to the soul, to the bone marrow happy person in New York. It is very difficult. It is very difficult for me to locate that. And for all of the reasons that I'm telling you, hmm, you better read your Bible. You better pray and you better start fasting unto the Lord. 

So rainbows. So like, you know, God did not have to allow for the rainbow to become like the. Insignia of the queer community. This is a part of like God smiling upon us and letting the world know that no matter what the world thinks of us, God approves of us. Because like in the Book of Revelation, [00:56:00] it talks about how God has like that rainbow around his throne, which the rainbow looks like an Emerald. 

This is a beautiful thing. And and and I mean it just is what it is. Like rainbows are just a big deal in heaven. I'm not permitted to tell you like how I see them exactly like when I'm up there and everything like that, but they've been mentioned in the Bible already. And I'm just telling you that it's no mistake that God let the rainbow, it could have been anything on the planet that could have been like the sign for the queer community. 

it did not just like accidentally become the rainbow. There might be like the, some history and explaining how it came to be, but that it was still the hand of God directing, that he could have directed it in any direction. Everything has a history behind how it was come, how it came about, but it still was the hand of God making it happen. 

You know, just because you don't apparently see God in stuff, that doesn't mean he's not there. Everything that is is because Yahweh either made it happen or he allowed it to [00:57:00] happen, but nevertheless, his approval is there in some type of way. So God straight up smiles upon us and he gave us the rainbow, and he has a rainbow around his throne. 

And God loves the queer immunity. Okay? It is done. That's just the way it is. And so, but I want you to learn from it and study it, pray, see what God gives you from it. And because I really want us to get away, not just the queer community, but the whole globe to get away from this idea that we're like one, we're not one. 

Jesus said he came to make a division and a separation, not actually to bring people together. That's in the Bible. You better read it. Because what happens is when people really stand firm in who they are and their authenticity and in your strength, it causes separation. Okay? And you have to be authentic to stand before the Lord. 

And you just have to, you can't stand before the Lord questioning who you are. Because [00:58:00] if you question who you are in life, then you're gonna follow anything and anybody. And then Lucifer will send people to come and try to tell you what to do, how to think, how to act and everything like that. They'll do it directly and then they'll do it subtly. 

And you gotta be shrewd enough to understand when somebody's trying to control you, because that's the devil trying to, to beguile you, to get you outta your character. You can't stand before the Lord inauthentically. And we as queer people have an opportunity to stand before the Lord in authenticity, like our other, other people in the world, don't. 

They have their own ways. This is our way, one of them. But it's like the colors in like the rainbow, like, okay, like we have overlap. So you notice how like the colors in the rainbow don't necessarily like how this tank top just like start and stop. Like if you're looking at a rainbow, there's like a blurry overlap. 

Like how I've told y'all before. We have like this Venn diagram, like things we have in common with other humans, but we are not one with another person. We cannot [00:59:00] be one. We have too many things different about us, too many things unique about us. For us to be one, we can stand like in a type of agreement with each other. 

See, the risk is with too much of an emphasis on one, people lose themselves in it. And then they begin to get more excited about the concept of one than they do about their own originality. Consciously and subconsciously they just think that that's the best they can do. And they're not gonna tell you this, but a lot of suicide comes from this type of rhetoric here where people get suffocated by the oneness of the community because they can't find themselves in it, even though they're showing up to the events and participating and they're happy to be a part of it. 

But eventually they, they can [01:00:00] fall under the weight of the oneness of it all because they're not strong in who they are. And this is why this, this type of stuff could happen with someone standing right next to us and it is missed. I am not against the idea of one 'cause in the Bible it does talks about like the body of Christ being say like one. 

But then it goes about the business of breaking down the fact that each unique member of the body of Christ, the head to tail the foot has to know what it's doing as an individual before the one can be a sum total in the first place. So yeah, we could be one as the queer community, but everybody would have to know who they are in order for it to really work. 

And you got like racist queers and all kinds of things that I used to deal with down in Louisiana. Child. Yeah, racist, homosexual exist. I know. Mind blown. I mean I get that you have a little bit [01:01:00] of it everywhere but whew. I mean it was whew, a lot of it down there. I was like, oh hell no, this will not do. 

And um, and and there's all kinds of reasons for that. I mean, I pity them 'cause they were taught that by their racist redneck families. And and I don't mean redneck judgy, I mean you are what you are. I mean, I love that song, redneck Woman, all of that. It's a culture to culture to me, I don't have a problem with it. 

I line dance and everything like that. Country music is very, very special. And then line dancing is an interpretive sort of dance, kind of like, I mean, unto the Lord. It just is. It's an interpretive dance when you know how to read it. And so, but if your individual parts are weak, the whole thing is weak. 

You can't put in a little bit of strength and a little bit of weak and really pull up the sum total and make it strong. It don't work that way. And so the emphasis in the body of Christ is like emphasis on [01:02:00] the individual parts, knowing who they are. And then like the sum total kind of takes care of itself kind of thing. 

But you can't be so focused on being one that you neglect the oneness of the individual. So like this rainbow can't stand as one if the colors are individual, but each color has to know what it is in a strong way to be able to stand next to another color without getting itself lost in that color. 

So there's too much emphasis on the oneness of the world and people trying to say we're one, we're one, we're one or an individual community or group, just always in such a rush to be one. And but no, I say it's time to take the lens and put it unselfishly on ourselves and, and really get strong in the Lord. 

But no matter how much you might try to say, like I was talking about like the self idolatry, this is the really like, just twisted thing about it. People are like, I healed myself and I did this and I'm so great and I'm so great. You don't though, you're not like, you [01:03:00] don't feel it though. I don't get that. 

It's not, it's not what you think it is. Lucifer has sold you a delusion It's a high look he's given you. But the greatest strength is to understand you have none at all. As strong as I am, and I am strong mentally, spiritually, emotionally, I am not weak by nobody's definition. Financially, everything. 

De'Vannon Seráphino is powerful, but I am powerful. Only in the Lord, I don't have strength. The Holy Ghost has strength. I lean on her. And this is where all my strength comes from, and it is wrapped up in God. When that boy asked me what my superpower was, the last psychedelic thing I went to, and I mean, it was the last, when I was sick of sitting around watching people give praise and glory to everything but God in some sort of spiritual space. 

I just got sick of it and I stopped going to psychedelic events entirely. I'm done with all of them. And dude asking me what my superpower is, I told 'em I don't [01:04:00] have any, I lean and depend on Jesus. He was stupified he couldn't say anything. It put something on his brain though. He had to go sit down somewhere and think. 

Anyway, keep pondering the rainbow and praying about things like that. And really, really be praying about being sure that your strength you have is not self idolatry. And be sure and consider, you know, like in our community, how we have a weakness yet lurking beneath the scene. And it's really eating away at people. 

People are unhappy. I don't see happiness like in smiles. All the clubs I go to and everything like that, you know, you know, I see this, I just see it, you know, it's just there. And, and this is not like a New York specific thing either, but this is where I live at now. And so this is, you know, where I be. And 

we need to be happier. Like I, I really wish and pray for New York to be happier, especially like the queer community. You know, [01:05:00] I don't, this is my contribution to that happiness. This is the best thing that I can do for you, is to teach you about a true spirituality and about the Lord. You know, y'all watch me like a hawk whenever I'm out anywhere. 

And I don't mind it. 'cause I know why that is. It is because of the glory of God is not because of the glory of De'Vannon and God's trying to get your attention. And I mean, y'all watch me like a hawk,  

like two hawks and and it doesn't bother me. I don't like glory in it. Like, I don't care. one way or the other, I can't control you. 

And so, but you know, I really, really, I don't know. I just wish and pray for like better days, better joy. I, you know, I wish you all to be happy. I mean, truly, truly secretly, privately happy when no one else is around. 

Thank you all so much for joining us today and for taking some time to invest into yourself and into the lives of your loved ones. Please [01:06:00] visit us at Sex Drugs in jesus.com and check out our resource page, our spiritual service offerings, my blog, my books, and other writings that God has partnered with me to create. 

Find us on any social media platform. Stay strong my people, and just remember that everything is gonna be all right. 

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