Episode #190: A Message to the Queer Community Pt. 3

INTRODUCTION:

In this episode, De’Vannon delves into the concept of holiness, redefining it as something beautiful and vibrant rather than boring or rigid. The discussion emphasizes the importance of a personal relationship with God over adhering to traditional religious rituals and appearances. The speaker critiques conventional conservatism in the church and shares personal experiences with various substances, presenting psychedelics as spiritually enlightening while denouncing drugs like alcohol, cocaine, and meth as destructive tools of Lucifer. Through personal anecdotes, the speaker highlights a transformative journey of faith, emphasizing the significance of authenticity and the dangers of societal and religious constraints. The episode encourages listeners to pursue an intimate and unique relationship with God, advocating for personal spiritual exploration free from external judgments or archaic limitations.

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INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to):

·      The True Beauty of Holiness.

·      Drug and Alcohol Breakdown.

·      You Deserve a Total Deliverance not a Partial One.

·      An Explanation of the Ten Commandments.

·      Let’s Talk about the Mighty Archangel Gabriel.

·      Do Not Pray to Mary or any “Saint.”

·      Graduate From Church at Some Point.

·      Stop Putting God in a Cage.

·      Lean Not to Your Own Understanding.

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Transcript

Episode #190: A Message to the Queer Community Pt. 3
 

De'Vannon Seráphino: [00:00:00] So let's talk about holiness. As I told you earlier, holiness is not boring. It's not lame. It is not some 

holiness is beautiful. The Bible talks about like the, the beauty of holiness. Look, the conservative people who have been like preachers and stuff like that, that you might associate that term. Whit had their way about them. They were gonna dress up in the big missionary hats and wear the suits and go in all the clocks and the robes or whatever. 

I got my opinions on all of that gaudy apparel and everything like that. Maybe we will, 

Talk about that on another episode. I don't like it. All of that is just superfluous and just much too much. And it takes your attention away from Christ and puts your attention on that human. And I don't care for that. I, what is needed is a simplified approach to God and to get rid of all. Of those rituals and all the clothes and all the, all of that, just get rid of it and just get with God and be done with it. 

Ugh. [00:01:00] Because Lucifer can, those things are not necessarily bad, but then Lucifer gets in those things that he fucks with it. And then, and then people don't know God from the priests, which is you can't go to heaven unless you actually know God and you can't learn him through a third party or a second party, whatever, whatever it is. 

You can't. So anyway, so the boring conservative people, or you might call them boring, that don't have to be you, you don't have to turn into them in order to be holy. Like what is Holy Holiness is like cleanliness. It's a purified purity from things that really aren't good for you anyway. Like, for example, drugs are totally fine. 

The conservative church might tell to tell, might try to tell you don't do any drug at all. You're go to hell. They're lying. That's fear mongering because they don't know the Lord and they just, on one hand, they kind of mean it Well, but on the other hand, they didn't do their research thoroughly. [00:02:00] Okay? So like, say like, but you know, I have been before the Holy Ghost about these things. 

Like I told y'all, I don't tell y'all anything unless I have heard it from God. I'm not making it up. I, I can't pull it from my lived experience unless I have lived it through something. God, Jesus Christ. And the Holy Ghost has told me, because I got tired with all of the misinformation from the church and myself years ago, and I, I just scrapped everything. 

I just told God, like, like, okay, I'm about years ago, like 10, 15 years ago, I told God, like, look, we gotta start over and I want you to just teach me everything from scrap, from the ground up. I never heard anything before because these truths have gotten mixed with lies in my head. I don't know who's a voice I'm listening to, whether it's you, the priest, the preacher, the the dope boy, the fuck boy, whatever. 

I was a hoe back in those days and not anymore. Hallelujah. I've been delivered. Thank you Jesus. Hallelujah. Tabernacles and praises. What'd the girl say? Once upon a time, not long ago, I was a hoe. And I'm admitting it I did what I did. [00:03:00] Even I De'Vannon Seráphino once upon a time, but that time is no more and it shall not return. 'cause I know better now. I love myself this time around, but but I tell God we gotta do this thing over and God took his time and taught me everything from scratch. 

So everything that I'm teaching you is authentically from the throne of God to De'Vannon, to you. This is not nobody else. It's not no hearsay I didn't read this, nowhere. If I ever quote something that I read, I will say, according to this book, or whatever the case might be, or this website or whatever the case might be. 

So like for example, in terms of drugs, drugs are totally fine. Like I was telling you earlier one of the things that the Trinity has used to deal, deal with me with my awakening has been LSD psychedelics is very powerful. So psychedelics are of the Lord, this is beautiful to heaven, but alcohol is not, cocaine is not so like, say cocaine versus ketamine. 

And I'll talk about alcohol in just a second. Like cocaine is [00:04:00] like lucifers version of ketamine because I told you Lucifer likes to mimic everything that he does do. Ketamine is very like slow down, yet you can feel things differently. And cocaine is very like numbing. It doesn't take you deeper into an emotion, it takes you further away. 

Whereas ketamine takes you deeper into yourself and, and cocaine is trying to get you to be avoidant. Okay, so like crystal meth versus LSD. Okay. Crystal meth. Look, and I've shot up enough cocaine and crack and snorted so much cocaine and crystal meth. I may or may not have been in the room when certain things were manufactured and I have had a colorful life. 

Thank you Jesus. And and the room where it happened. The room where it happened, fuck. Yes. And and so like crystal meth is a thing, but say like, LSD is a thing. Crystal meth is the devil. LSD is heaven. I noticed both of them have [00:05:00] that kind of like a warmth that wraps around you when you like, get into that experience. 

Like when I would shoot up meth it and that, and that warmth would come around me and I knew it was about to be one. Okay. LSD has that same vibe and, and it feels like I've been wrapped like in a warm, like a hotdog or like with a blanket or something like that, with both of them. And when I started doing LSDI was like, Hmm, this is so similar. 

And then, but then I, but then LSD began to detect like the Holy Ghost there. And I was like, this is different. 'cause on crystal meth I felt like devil energy. But in LSDI felt like heaven energy. You see how Lucifer mimics things and he tries to make it, he tries to sell it like it's all the same. 

So alcohol is a trip because alcohol in of itself would not be bad if it was being done like it was in the Bible days. The priest even drank alcohol and [00:06:00] stuff back then. But you're dealing with a different substance. It's not the same thing as it was before. The ground that is growing, it isn't the same. 

I. The seeds that are used, the plant it isn't the same. The people growing it isn't the same. The intentions with which they're manufacturing, bringing it about isn't the same. Imagine how alcohol is made today versus people with their hands out in the field doing everything, stomping on those grapes, praying, singing, songs of worship, praying over it, bringing it unto the Lord, giving a 10th of it, tithing it, during the, the, the feast or whatever. 

All that affects the quality and the, the spirit to the alcohol. That, that, that they, they had back then. You understand what I'm telling you? You're dealing with two completely different essences and spirits to alcohol, which makes it two completely different things entirely. The alcohol today is monetized. 

Alcohol back then wasn't like that. It's just what the people like had. I'm not saying it [00:07:00] wasn't for sale, but you didn't have like these audacious industries churning it out in a factory. It was all done by hand, baby, and it was all done with prayers as unto the Lord. You can't tell me that that's how alcohol is done today, that therefore alcohol today will depress you and drive you down into hell. 

Okay? It wasn't a bad thing, but who guess who got ahold of it and made it bad? You guessed it. Lucifer, Morningstar, the fallen one. All of you know him. It was cool till he started fucking with it, and so you gotta be willing to let things go. Or once you realize Satan has tangled with it, yeah, you have a right to use it, but why keep doing it if the devil done got in it? 

Like when that angel came to me when I was in the mental hospital and was explaining to me how alcohol. The devil was accessing it to make me depressed, to go use crack and stuff like that. And I wouldn't have one, but like a little bit of it relative to what my [00:08:00] drinking standard was. And being from Louisiana child, I could drink. 

They, they may not, could do nothing much down there, but they can drink not like a fish, like a whale, okay. And really can handle it. Like in terms of their anatomy, just their anatomy the rest of their life. That's a different story. But when that angel explained it to me and then he was showing me the demon that was prevailing over me through this alcohol thing, in this vision I was having, he was telling me the reason you're weak to drugs is because of the alcohol. 

And then he went and whipped that demon so fast that demon was scratching his head. Like he didn't understand what had just happened. Baby, the angels of the Lord are quick. They're very, very fast that he did that so fast. I never touched alcohol again. I got outta the mental hospital at that time and never went back because I stopped the alcohol. 

Then I stopped the bad drugs that I was using to crack the cocaine and the crystal meth. 'cause my use of the drugs was to tied to the alcohol. But I didn't wanna let the alcohol [00:09:00] go. 'cause I was like, there's nothing wrong with the alcohol. The Bible says like a drink, alcohol. Whoa. True. Until it becomes a stumbling block onto to you. 

And then you need to let the alcohol go so you don't be a fool. And I was being a fool, but I'm not a fool anymore. So you better let that thing go. Like the Bible says, it's better for you to lose something in this world and gain your soul than to be trying to hold onto these worldly things and lose your soul. 

Be it in this life. If you could lose your soul in this life, and in the afterlife. 'cause you've lost your soul if you're not truly happy. So therefore you should let go of whatever it is that is not, that is preventing you from being truly happy. That person, that drug, that job, that whatever. If it's dragging you down, let it go so you can gain your soul, which means to gain your happiness and your true wholeness. 

Baby, God's not trying to take anything from you. He's trying to actually get everything to you. But the first thing you need is you to be whole before you can actually get all the [00:10:00] blessings and such, otherwise you won't enjoy them. Right. And then you might just lose them anyway because you'll be misaligned like vibrationally to the things that God could have given you. 

He's not gonna hold anything from you. He's trying to get you ready for what he has for you. And you have like heroin. Okay. So I could hear somebody asking, well, what other drugs are negative? So you have alcohol, cocaine, crack, crystal, meth, and heroin. I have not, I have not had an experience with things like PCP, angel dust or anything like that to tell you for sure. 

I have not done those. And there's, I haven't done every drugs, I've done a lot of 'em, I haven't done like Angel dust or pcp. I don't know, I can't tell you. But if it, if it's something that makes you feel yourself more and brings you deeper in and you still feel like you can access the things that be of God and deal with it, then probably. 

But you wanna pray to be sure, but them alcohol, crack cocaine, [00:11:00] crystal meth, heroin. Mm-hmm. And that's not one of those things that you can be like, well maybe it works for you, but it doesn't work for me. Uhuh, Uhuh, there's only so far that you can take that whatever works for you when you're dealing with spiritual things and and every drug and everything that takes you outside of your consciousness is a spiritual thing. 

Everything, even this microphone has a spirit to it, but a substance you're putting in your body is a different sort of approach because you're accessing the spirit world. Like, I might touch this microphone. Pick up this pen, but I'm not necessarily accessing the spirit world through it. But when you do any sort of mind altering substance that shifts your mood, any mood or mind altering substance to some degree, you are either in the spirit world or you've given a spirit or the spirit world access to you that it would not ordinarily have. 

And I don't care if that's coffee crack, [00:12:00] whatever, if it's any kind of mood or mind altering thing like that, okay, it can you like, like you can access. Now coffee clearly is not gonna do you quite like crack will, but some people when they drink coffee, who could tell the damn difference? So and so, and look how people are strung out on coffee. 

That's a straight up addiction. This just is period. I'm thank I'm was thankful. I don't have a taste for caffeine of like, and weed. It is like, eh, eh, eh, I don't smoke or consume it anymore. I was commanded to stop. Like, you,= gotta be careful that's one of those ones that it's not bad, but Lucifer get in it and make you do too much of it. 

You shouldn't need to do anything every day. Flat ass. Let's flat out, you should not need anything every day. And if you do, then you need to be praying about [00:13:00] how to get off of it. I don't care if it's microdosing something like if that's where you're at on your healing or you need to microdose psilocybin but okay, but always be praying for a total healing, because that's what's available to you. 

When Jesus died on the cross, he said it is done. And by his stripes you were healed. He didn't say, not kind of healed. Now whether or not he ever decides to do anything with it is not your prerogative. But you should never stop praying for a total healing for whatever your microdosing, shrooms from or thinking you need to smoke weed every day. 

Well, I'm not telling you to stop that cold Turkey, but I'm telling you to start praying about a total deliverance because that's what's available to you if you go through Christ. See, the universe can't give you that. The source don't have that. The community conscious being your God won't provide that. 

Lucifer will have you stop at these, these margins that are fall short of what Yahweh is capable of. And he's making you settle for these sorts of things. Like you have to, you could never be delivered from a crystal meth addiction. You have to always pine away [00:14:00] from it. And the best you can do is just deny yourself every day. 

No, when God took crack, crystal, meth, cocaine, all that from me, he took away the taste, the desire. I don't long for that anymore. I didn't 10, 12 step meetings. I haven't touched it since that last time I was in the mental hospital. What was that, two years ago? A year and a half ago? No, what is this? April? 

Sometime January. I think it was like last year or something like that. It's been a hot minute. I don't think about it. People offer me like fucking cocaine and alcohol like every time I go out now, which they didn't do that before, but now that I've been delivered from it, they're like, Hey, you wanna bump? 

Can I get you a drink? I'm like, where were y'all when I was still on the shit? Then I could find any of it now, now I'm off of it. And you see how Lucifer works though? He'll come up now that I don't want it. Now he's trying to come like fling it at me and everything like that. Not today, Satan. 

'cause I'm not ignorant of your devices. Lord have mercy. But [00:15:00] child. Being being holy doesn't take away your personality or flare, like, as you can see, I got that. I got personality. I am a holy man. Okay? I can do all the things that y'all can do. I just do specific things. I bother to pray, to ask God like I wanna do drugs. 

Which one can I do? Okay, dad. Those are the ones that I will do. I go very far with LSD Tusi, ketamine, Molly Ayahuasca, every psychedelic. There's a lot you could do with that. There's a lot, how much, how much of a good ass time those sorts of things are. 

There's a lot going on with what I just named, and that's not even all of it. There's plenty, but Lucifer trying to make you feel like you're gonna miss out on so much. He's so dramatic like that, that he'll make you, he'll make you feel like you're just missing out on everything. No, you're not. You're really not. 

Don't fall for the devil's [00:16:00] dramatization of things. And but God wants you to do you be authentic, but just do it in such a way that you're not hurting yourself or other. 'cause All sin is, if you really read the 10 Commandments and I put a blog up at the Sex, drugs and jesus.com website called The Common Sense of the 10 Commandments, all it's not to control you, it's to guide you. 

Like they say in John Wick, without boundaries, were no different than the animals. The low vibrational animals like a hyena or something like that. You have to have some sort of parameter, guardrail, something, a rubric by which to live. You can't, some people think freedom is just doing whatever, sleeping with whoever, doing whatever, whatever, whatever is freedom. 

No, it's not. That's a, a prison that's been inverted to not look like one, even though you are quite in jail. When You'll just do anyone and anything or, or you think that freedom is like options? No, it's not. Options are how, how Lucifer enslaves people. True freedom is when a man can look options in the face and choose to do none of [00:17:00] them. 

Now, that's a free dude right there who can just say no to everything and just go sit down somewhere and be content. Now that's power. That's ultimate power in terms of like wielding how one can wield it in the flesh, self-control over themself. Only God is the ultimate power. But that type of power is from God anyway, 

but the all sin is, is if you really study the 10 Commandments, every last one of them, every last one of them is either somebody hurting themselves or somebody else. There's quantifiable damage in sin. It is not like a, an idea or a feeling, which is why the queer community isn't sinful. Just because we exist. 

We would have to actually do something that actually to be sinful other than just like be queer. Like it doesn't work that way. And like, and then, and the, and the church completely missed all this because just how Lucifer had deceived them. When you're under a spell, you don't have logic. Like hate towards the queer community is illogical and that's why it never would work. 

And that's why God has [00:18:00] gone reckon against him. He is already begun. But but all God's trying to do is get you to not hurt you by taking these things from you. 'cause you're hurting you on deep, deep, deep, deep, deep ass levels that you don't understand are there? 'cause we don't know ourselves as deeply as we do. 

When I was in the, in, in the Spirit the other night, I was talking to God, directly and he was, and he was asking me, about things. And I was answering him according to the deepest honesty that I had access to. And he just was like looking at me, waiting for me to really answer his question very softly and gently, just like a real father. 

He wasn't mean or anything like that, but Yahweh has his way when you really getting his presence directly. And he was just, he and I, nobody else was with us, and we were talking and and he just kind of like, has this way of just bringing it out of you gently, like a good father, like the best father. 

And he was just asking me these questions and I was like, well, that's what I, think about that, or whatever. And [00:19:00] he was just like, mm-hmm, mm-hmm. Without saying it. He was like, and what else? What else? And then it's like, I had to force like this deep ass truth outta me about something that I didn't, I had never thought of myself in that way before. 

And I was like, whoa, this is like, whoa. And then he was like, mm-hmm. And so, so when God's trying to deal with you, he's dealing with you at the deepest level that you actually are, like the scripture say God searches the hearts and the reins. And when he's talking to you, he's talking to the whole you. 

I mean, the true whole you. That's why you gotta pray fast and read your Bible that you must come to an authentic space to stand before God, and he can help you do that. And for example, he, like every angel, is completely unique that I have come across so far, and I don't, and I mean like, let's [00:20:00] take . Gabriel, for exists for existence. 

For example, the mighty Archangel Gabriel, the one who stood to confirm Darius in the book of Daniel, the one who visited Mary to tell her she was going to be born with Child of the Holy Ghost. That's another one y'all need to stop praying to Mary. She was a woman. And the Catholic Church is not supposed to be making saints outta people. 

The Catholic Church is one of the most antichrist organizations in the world, which is something that Lucifer would do totally do, package something as God and used to drive people away from God. Every Catholic I've ever met says the same thing. They didn't really want us to read the Bible and I left there and I don't really know God. 

It's 'cause Catholic church is antichrist and you're not supposed to pray to dead people or to marry or to anybody. Nobody has power or agency above the Lord or and yes, a devil can come to you appearing to be the Virgin Mary. They can come to you appearing to be beings that, that are heavenly. 

So [00:21:00] certainly they could pretend to be a human. So, 

But I discussed the intricacies of an devils appearing as angels of light earlier in the show. So, so, but, but Gabriel is very creative. He has a very flowy, poetic, colorful way about his vibe. The way he moves is almost like, he kind of like just flows like that really. I mean, straight up Gabriel is, he has like a, like a touch of fem to him. 

You think Mighty Archangel. And you think it's gonna be this, I don't know, muscly dude falling out the sky or something like that. Like angels are completely not like what you would think they are. And and and really Gabriel reminds me a lot of, about a lot of things that, that are the queer community, like our, I.[00:22:00]  

Necessarily a poetic way, like the things I was saying earlier, like, we're so colorful and we have this flow to us and everything like that. But you know, like he, he, Gabriel is a dude, but he's, he's like, has that dash of fem to him as kind of almost queer esque. Okay. I don't, and so, but you know, the female angels are like totally female and there are female angels. 

Oh yes, there are too. I've seen them. And this one female angel is like, so like, strong. She's like super strong, like she just is, you have high ranking, powerful female angels. And so the world really got it wrong with this idea that women are just supposed to be like, can't run things. Yes, they can. 

I see females with like a authority, all, in heaven. Now I'm not [00:23:00] trying to like correct like specific cultures Okay. Or, and things like that. But like here in the United States that did it ugly, like trying to tell a woman she can't hold a position and mean like that's different than like in a village or a culture. 

Let's say like the nation of Israel, cuz I didnt live badk then like, I don't know why that was, but this here, the way they abuse women and try to degrade them, no, that is not of God. Absolutely not. And there is female authority, this, on, in heaven. So, but you see like, like Michael, the Archangel Michael is very masculine, so all of these different beings have like a different authenticity to them and they are very full forntal in that authenticity and they don't question who they are. 

And so. Therefore masculine and feminine are both characteristics of God. And it can show up at any type of way. That's [00:24:00] why masculine is fine, feminine is fine, trans is fine. All this might be shocking to you because you don't really know God, but a part of holiness is praying, fasting and reading your Bible and getting away from preachers so that you can actually learn God. 

Like if you feel like you just have to have the community, okay, I mean, but church is school. You gotta graduate from it eventually. Otherwise you're just staying in there for the community, which I guess is isn't terrible. But you gotta be sure that in your intentions you love God more than that community. 

'cause Lucifer will make that priest, that preacher, that community, that Bible study class, the bake sale, whatever it is. Maybe not the bake sale, but you get my meaning. He'll make that, make that stuff become an idol and it'll slip that into you before you realize you have done it. I made that mistake before when I was at Lakewood Church. 

I wasn't thinking it, but at some point I got more excited about coming there to be a part of the worship experience, which is a spell being cast. 'cause like, I mean, God would [00:25:00] spell work is like everywhere. It's just ingrained in how we are. 'cause we're all magical in some way, and I got more excited about the things happening at Lakewood than I did about God, at some point. 

Although I was thinking, 'cause you know this is the church that you know that that couldn't be like a problem, but it can be. 'cause God is God. Your church is the church and they're not the same thing. God might have an indwelling in your church, but God is not your church. God might have an impact on your community, but God is not your church community. 

God might work through the preacher, but God is not the preacher specifically like that. No matter how much I teach you about God, I ain't God. You're not supposed to be as excited about hearing me as you are about spending private time with God. As you grow, I get you gotta get, you gotta start somewhere. 

So you might have to start with this show or start with the church, but you gotta evolve to the point where you're more excited about the Lord than you are about the messenger or the place where God may be speaking to you [00:26:00] through or anything else in your life too. And you gotta pay attention to when Lucifer is trying to get in your intentions. 

It'll be subtle and you'll subtly un perceptively, imperceptively become more passionate about other things, places and people more so than Yahweh. And that's when you fall into trouble. Even though you're doing things well intended, your heart done switch and you don't know when it happened. See, that's how subtle Lucifer is. 

I'm telling you, y'all better get to know that boy. You better watch him. You better watch the devil. He is slick and he likes to ride on the back of innocent well-intended things. He does it 

like I told y'all anyway, God is tired. Like in this, when I was in the spirit with God the other day, he was telling me he's tired of people putting him in cages. He doesn't want people telling him what his name has to be. He's not the universe. He's not source. He's not all these different other deities. 

He's not to be put on the same level as Shiva and Odin and Kali and Ganesh and the universe. He is not the same [00:27:00] things all of those beings bow to him. Those are just his fallen children. Deceiving y'all. And, and, and he doesn't want y'all caging him. He doesn't want you to say that he can't go and break out at a, at a club in Brooklyn or that he can't break out in a grocery store. 

Like, and that he has to only be in a church, or that he has to only be masculine or that he has to only be this. God said, I am that I am. And that's what he meant. What part of I am that I am, don't, don't, did, did not the church understand. 'cause the people who are, who are not like in the church, don't really be trying to box God in though y'all fucking up with this whole universe source thing and them other names that I just named, but it's the church really that did the caging of God, but don't watch it because the, the world is kind of headed that way too by trying to say God is the universe. 

No, he is not. He is not. And but the church did, did this cagery, this cagery [00:28:00] foolishness. People be writing me trying to tell me that trying to like invalidate my experiences that I've had here dealing with the Holy Ghost or rather letting the Holy Ghost deal with me in public and on the streets. 

Honey, I know who I amcan't nobody talk me out of it. You see how the devil will come and try to talk you out of who you are. He has this thing with attacking your identity too. You betta watch the devil. Did I tell him? I I didn't even answer such foolishness. I know what happened. Everybody standing around knows too. 

They couldn't lie if they tried because she did this thing in such a way that it was blatantly obvious. And so. But yeah, God is tired of people putting him in a cage. He knows who he is. He will express himself how he wants to, when he wants to, where he wants to, through whom he wants to. How he wants to. 

'cause he owns everything. Every nightclub, every bar. He has authority over it all. And so God wants to show up in the church. He will. If not, he won't. He's not gonna be told where to go, where to act, where to [00:29:00] sit and all of this. So the church needs to shut its mouth with this foolish just about like, God can't show up to a nightclub. 

Well he just did. And what you gonna do about it? 

So, 

and like he told you earlier, I'm not even gonna mention him other names. God said I am God. And besides me, there is no other God being Yahweh, Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost. But anything else, you're dealing with idolatry and you not actually dealing with The Trinity. And 

like I was telling y'all earlier, man, like we be hurting ourselves in so many ways that are on the most like such a deep level that like we don't know that it's happening, in the scriptures that tell us to lean, not to our own understanding, to lean not to how we think it should be done. Try not to [00:30:00] reason around God. 

'cause Lucifer will slither on in there. He is very slithery. He will slither on in there and get you to self-justifying and get you to propped up in your ego. And then get your buddies to high-fiving you and then he'll spin a spell against all of y'all got, got you. Thinking that you're right and you're not. 

He'll get into your feelings like that. Watch him. You better watch him. It is at such a deep level lean, not to your own understanding, but, but what? But lean on God's understanding and in all your ways, acknowledge God and he showed direct your past. But see your current level of understanding, perhaps is tempered with things you are not aware of. 

Like pain, self-loathing, unforgiveness, like et cetera. But you're not aware of it. So you're doing your best reasoning and logic-ing and things like that. And you really, really are trying, but you're only going as far as you can go. None of us can function outside of our true capacity. But the problem is we are not always aware of our capacity, of our capacital limitations. 

But God [00:31:00] sees you for everything that you are. This is why we gotta go to God and ask him about things rather than to lean to our understanding. 'cause our understanding is tainted even though we are not aware of it. And we can be quite successful in a lot of different ways and have tainted understanding when it comes to specific areas. 

So you can ace your job and make a million dollars and then, and then like not be so great in the way your mental health is, or in the way you approach spirituality or in pro you, in the way you approach any other thing, for instance. So success in one area don't mean you really got it together everywhere. 

You gotta be careful with that. And that's what you have success doesn't mean you did it because you have it together. God just did that, and gave you that. We earn it, but we earn it because the Lord allowed it. It's kind of like a teamship kind of thing. We put forth the physical effort. 

God grants the increase. Even if you went to the devil to get it, God allowed Lucifer to give it to you. So it still came from God strictly speaking. So [00:32:00] it's like, like I said, God's not trying to take anything from you. Like you could have say like five sexual, well, five partners who, but you gotta fall in love with them. 

For instance, there's a difference between having five people you sleeping with versus five people you have fallen in love with. There's a difference. Like I was telling you, the different drugs that are approved of God and those who are not, when it comes to this type of thing, polyamory is very biblical King David, had all them wives and husbands. Wives and husbands. Well, he may have, I don't know. And I wasn't alive back then. Not everything that happened is recorded. Like I said, it's just you, you have enough information in the Bible to make a a Christ decision or not. Not everything's supposed to be mentioned, and we don't know. 

We don't need everybody's personal details from their lives for God. To tell you personally the truth. He wants, how he wants you to live. But if you're gonna have five partners, you need to be in love with him. No sex without devotion. And that is the dividing line when it comes to God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost. 

You need to fall for that person and [00:33:00] really dedicate your life to them and be willing to die for them, okay? Before you hop in bed with them. That is how powerful sex is. There's one of the strongest forms of magic ever that there was. That's why sex magic is so potent, which is a grotesque understatement for me to even state it like that. 

Sex magic is prolific, oh my God. And it works. And I have seen, 

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Just know. It's, it's, you need to be in love with people who you sleep with, and you need to be dedicated to them for life and have relationships, no meaningless, shallow, fly by night, overnight, just for the fun of it. Sex, or you're wrong or you're hurting yourself because of the way sex works, the way it looks in the spirit. 

I can't, I don't, I, I don't, I'm not gonna take time to delve into that right now, but we put like a sex [00:34:00] magic blog on the sex, drugs and Jesus website, and we did all of that bru, like sex is so like potently spiritual. Like I told you before, like your body is like the wand. Your, the sex is like the magic and your body is just like a wand weaving. 

That magic sex is pretty much entirely spiritual though. It comes out through the, through the body like that. But it's pretty much all spiritual. And so doing it with unknown people and just for the fun of it and oh my God, you won't know till later on how that destroyed you because the seeds, Lucifer will put into you through meaningless casual sex will take time to germinate sometimes decades before the problem shows up. 

That's how subtle Lucifer is. And you won't be able to tell this because of that orgy or that hoe that you, fucked 15 years ago or whatever the case might be, or last week. You never know how these things can go. It depends on just how [00:35:00] things are. I'm just gonna say it like that. But low key though, you need to be concerned about why you feel like you need this much. 

Like why do you need five partners for instance, or 10 or two or any at all, because it's not for everybody to be in a relationship. Don't just go seeking a relationship because that's what people do. Like really sit down and get honest with yourself. I mean, truly honest and be like, is a relationship for me or have I just been trying to do this because that's just what I was told I'm supposed to do. 

And I don't like this idea of certain cultures trying to tell people, like say in the Hispanic culture, it's a painful thing to watch. So like a Hispanic male come to terms with his queerness because Hispanic men are just taught, they're supposed to be so machismo and not ever be gay or nothing like that. 

Well, they are. And so, and so now when he's trying to come to terms with this, it is like an egg splitting itself [00:36:00] open as they're sitting in front of me trying to wrap their heads around the fact that they know how they feel about this dude. But Theo and Thea, and. A madre and padre and the familia, said, this is not what we do here. 

And you know you're culture, I'm gonna tell you that's another prison. You don't owe the Hispanic America a damn thing, okay? They don't have a heaven to put you in or a hell to send you to. Okay? You don't owe Hispanic America nothing. So they should not be trying to feel like they can dominate you, tell you who to love how to make. 

Oh no. Oh, but no. The pain they have watched these boys go through as they try to sort out the truth from the control that the Hispanic culture, and I love Hispanic culture. I be all up in Mexico, all kind of, I love Mexico and the Hispanic culture, but it [00:37:00] ain't perfect. And this is one area they fucked up, okay? 

They should not be telling people, but that's just Lucifer trying to, trying to take your identity from you. Any type of way he can invalidate you. He has the victory over you. 'cause you're not being what God wants you to be. God is fine with you being queer, okay? Hispanic America might not be, but you're not accountable to them. 

You have to die and give account to Yahweh, not to your mother, not to the priest, not to nobody but God. So I really, I'm really, I really want, I really want y'all to let God loose you from these societal constraints and controls. So y'all need a strong deliverance, especially Hispanic men. Y'all need to be loosed by the power of God. 

From this spell, they cast upon you by trying to make you think that they can control your sexuality. If you were queer, then you should have just been that You don't have to explain yourself to nobody. I never like quote unquote came out. [00:38:00] I was like, if you can't figure it out, then oh the fuck. Well, but we just gonna rock on with this. 

I don't have to explain myself to you. Who do you think you are? I never did explain myself to the blood family that I was once a part of. I done divorced all of them and left them anyway. I don't talk to none of them no more. and never will. But and that, that's nothing against those of you who decided to come out. 

That's you. But that just wasn't me because I wasn't about to bow before nobody and give an explanation of my existence. No. And it'd be one thing if the whole world was coming out straight and coming out bi and coming out this and blah, blah, blah. But that ain't the case actually, just because everybody was doing it, I probably wouldn't have done it anyway. 

I'm quite contrarian when it comes to like me and my personhood. Like I will submit to like authority. Like say if it's business or if I have a contract or something like that. When it comes to who I am, fuck you. Like I'm [00:39:00] not about to explain myself to another flawed human trying to figure all of this out. 

No, no, no, no, no, no. 'cause nobody has it just figured out like that. And especially not to the extent that you can tell somebody else who to love where to go. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. That's nothing but the devil. That's nothing but the devil. It's like masculinity. This whole idea that it's supposed to be like a rock and just inflexible. 

See, when, when a man denies his femininity, he makes himself so rigid that he will break. Anything too rigid will just break. You have to have some sort of flexibility to you, which is your femininity, which is way fluid in masculinity, which is way structured and more rigid. It's why everybody is both. 

You cannot be too fluid or too rigid or you go come undone too fluid and you'll just like unravel yourself too rigid. Any little thing can, can flick you and make you pop if you're too rigid. [00:40:00] And so that's why you have to have some femininity. So that's why Lucifer wants men to think that they're just supposed to be like tough and have no emotions and da da da, and just fuck bitches and doing that. 

And then he'll get in the male community and reinforce it and got them thinking they're living right and they're not. And then 

anyway, that's my rant about like, and really what the Holy Ghost is telling me. It's not my rant. This is what the Holy Ghost is telling me about this bondage that like Hispanic men are in and men in general and like the world because this's how it works. As you can see Lucifer's repeating his patterns, like from everything that I've been explaining you from the top of this show now. 

But again, be careful. Question yourself. Why do I feel like I need to be in a relationship at all? Why do I feel like I just want one person? Why do I feel like I need two? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel like that? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel like that? Examine yourself. Be sure you know who you are, why you are and why you want the things you do. 

And be sure it's coming from a very authentic [00:41:00] space. Pray. Read the Bible fast and go before Yahweh so he can do like what he did for me and really pull that truth up out of you. Because as you be thinking you're living the truth and you're not really living the truth, even though you're not trying to live a lie, this is different than from like a narcissist who knows damn well they're living a lie. 

I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about like within yourself when you honestly think like how when I thought that I was, not, into girls. And I was like a fem boy and, and, and calling myself, like, trying to to bottom and everything like that. I hate those classifications of like top versatile bottom. 

Ugh. That's another problem I have with, and maybe I'll address it to different day. It's another Luciferian thing to me, the way he's done that. But like I, how, like how I explained y'all in previous episodes, how like I put that spell on myself when I was in that abusive household under the narcissist with all those narcissists around me, and I took my masculinity and like hid it in this girly cloak in order to [00:42:00] protect it so that I would not turn into a narcissist trusting Yahweh to wake me up from it. 

That's the part of the awakening that has come to me. Glory be to God. Hallelujah. Thank you, Jesus. Since I've been here in New York, and God, well, he snapped me out of it, but it was quite a painful process, for all of this to, to come back to me and to be rev to be revealed to me in the way that it went. 

And but, but, but nevertheless, he started to turn me out of it and I just started to realize how much I had been forcing myself to act more girly than what I was and forcing myself to be like that bottom. Like, that's not really who I was from the beginning. It was not. So I had like little girlfriends and I had girlfriends. 

I was dating girls when I was in the Air Force and stuff like that. In kindergarten. I had this girl I used to follow around, like just, I'm really like this diehard romantic, always have been. I wear my heart on my sleeve, like writing, handmade love notes and stuff like that. I'm like, I'm like such a romantic person. 

And and I've been [00:43:00] that way and I just had this huge crush on this beautiful Hawaiian girl and stuff like that, I still have a certain amount of feelings for her to this day. And so I like females from the beginning, but when all that abuse and stuff kicked up, I put myself under that spell, and I, in order to protect myself. Basically I pulled a Supreme, like in American Horror story, I think season 10 when the Armageddon and everything happened and Supreme put them girls asleep and put that spell on them and she reversed their, their character identities. She made the Supreme look like this a little weak ass thing. 

And then she had the one being mean, she reversed their personalities to hide them from the devil. I tell you all, when I watch these shows, I'm all like, oh my God, it is so real. And so I'm like, this actually happens in real life. And so that's what I did to myself. And, and so, but I, but God had to take me out of it though. 

And and I was walking around here and just everything changed and I [00:44:00] started to feel different and I just didn't like that anymore. And I knew it was natural. And then I, the Lord awakened me to the fact that really I had been forcing myself into that feminine role as a form of protection for all these years. 

I mean, for all these years, all of them. Like I said, I'll be 43 this year child, which me really means 15. But I've been queer, I mean all this I know since like elementary school, 'cause the abuse and the molestation stuff started when I was, probably like below three years old, probably like around two. 

But it takes time, for it to catch up with you like that, to start showing up in like your mannerisms and stuff like that and or how you respond sexually. 'cause your sex drive has to like come online, which minds did, like in kindergarten. So there I was flirting or being attracted to boys and girls in kindergarten, even though had that not had the molestation had not happened. 

I only would've been attracted to girls. But nevertheless, my masculinity is different than my attraction. And [00:45:00] so, but God is not gonna like, take me back to being straight. He's just not going to, I already had asked him to do that years ago, and I had talked to him about that here recently. And his decision is to leave me queer for his purposes, which is fine, totally fine. 

'cause there's nothing wrong with it either way. Like I could have stayed queer or gone back to being straight. 'cause God has power over these things doesn't matter. Like once my mind was opened back up to what the truth of the matter is, I'm like, oh, well, shall we go back to being straight? Or shall we stay queer? 

I'm good with it. So, no. So he's gonna leave me queer, but he erased all that femininity. I'm not a bottom. I never was. And so and so, and that's how that went. So what I'm trying to get you to understand is go before God so you can find out who the fuck you really are. I'm not suggesting that you did all of that. 

What I just did, I Sagittarius'd myself there, but I'm an extreme man. And that's just how I work. I work in extremes. That's not gonna be for everybody. And so please don't go [00:46:00] try to do all of this that you hear me do. God has given you these extreme examples through me so you can understand how far it can go. 

But you gotta find out where you're at on the spectrum. So you gotta pray fast and read your Bible and go before the ancient of days and find out who you actually are. 

And, and the thing is, you have to the thing is we've been living, living these wild lives. Some of us doing all of these illegal things, crazy things, all the sex, all these orgies, all this partying, all that evil spell casting, et cetera, et cetera. Fill in the blank. with the things that you do. 

But the, the thing is that we've been protected. God has allowed us to go into these people's houses we don't know and sleep with them and walk out. Well, some people haven't. People still get murdered on hookups and, you just don't hear about it. 'cause well, like they're dead and so, and their families are like ashamed of it all. 

But don't, don't get it twisted. Don't get it twisted [00:47:00] now. Still going on it. There's a lot of people in this world. You don't hear everything, and the news can't report everything. That's not the flick of a the tip of the iceberg. What makes it to the news? There's like nothing compared to what actually happens in the globe. 

Come on now. But, but what God is, God was telling me he's gonna roll away some of these protections that have just allowed the world so boldly think it just can just keep living this way. Like excluding God, doing whatever. 'cause it's made you think you're living right and you're not so you're gonna see more death, you're gonna see more chaos. 

You're gonna see more sickness. You're gonna see more incarcerations and all manner of problems that you have not had before. If you keep running away from God and keep running away from yourself it's going to happen. And a therapist can only respond to what you say. So when, and you should be going to therapy. 

But there's many types of that now. I mean all over the place with hypnotherapy to biofeedback, to all kinds of [00:48:00] psychedelics child. I mean it's out there would be careful who you go to, Jesus Christ. But you gotta tell the truth. 'cause a therapist can only, that's the thing though. This is why you gotta have God too. 

'cause a therapist can only respond to what you say. They can't put words in your mouth like that and they're not supposed to. But God can go deeper than the therapist and actually see the truth. And he can work with both of y'all to in many different ways now to work the thing out the way it needs to be. 

You can't just do therapy. You have to have God too for the deepest and truest truth and help possible 

'cause only God can really give an increase. Like it says in the Bible, one will plant, one will water, but only God can give the increase in the garden child. So your therapists doing one part, you're doing another, but only God can give the increase. You're not coming out of there with no results, without the [00:49:00] Lord. 

Like I said before, heaviness, lurks beneath the scene and all of this self treachery we have going on, and the self, the ways that we hurt ourselves that we're not aware of it, lurks meet the scene despite all that we have and despite all that we've been through. But don't let your freedoms and your prosperity and your options, okay, beguile you and fool you. 

You're in more trouble than what you realize because God is not gonna let it keep going that way. You don't always have to keep the money, keep the ability to travel. Keep the health, keep the ability to go hook up with whoever you want or keep whatever it is you have. You don't always have to have it. 

You don't. You don't have to always have anything. It's been allowed and God might just show you that I'm, I'm, I'm telling you through the power of the Holy Ghost. Don't you get ahead of God in this sense and don't force his hand. 'cause he's not gonna continue to let himself be disrespected and just put off to the side like that. 

He's not going to[00:50:00]  

really sit down, think about life, think about the afterlife, work on the pain, let God help you. And isolation, like I'd be always telling y'all to go into purposeful, intentional, meaningful, spiritual isolation. That don't mean go and to stay in the house forever. Don't let Lucifer again make it dramatic in your head. 

Okay. Isolation. Maybe just being around less people, less and less people a little bit at a time. If you've gotta like harm, reduce, for lack of better words, harm, reduce down from it. If you're so like around people or some people around, like a lot of people, it might be quite traumatic for you to like just cut off everybody all at once and stop talking to them for a month. 

You're so like dependent on it and it is what it is. I don't mean that as a judgment, it just is what it is. But you should at least try, to go into isolation means to just get quiet. You go to work [00:51:00] and then you just stay before the Lord. Read books. You can go for a walk. You can still like go to the movies by yourself. 

Go out to eat by yourself. It doesn't necessarily mean sometimes you do need to withdraw from like, literally the entire world and don't go outside the door. But sometimes isolation means still doing activities with just doing them alone, okay? And to be praying and talking to the Lord and all of that while you're fasting, reading your Bible. 

But you're not going to be able to really see you and hear you. You already got other people in your face. Like, like, 'cause it's just, you just can't 'cause of the energetic transfers. And many of y'all got these witches and warlocks around you and you don't know that are working against you to keep you down because your, a lack of progress is a type of sacrifice that a devil will accept. 

But believe it or not, they don't have to kill you. They can just keep you from progressing like internally. Like you can keep making more money, but don't actually go forth in your spirit. And that is a sac, a worthy sacrifice to Satan. Yes it [00:52:00] is. Because the Satan doesn't give a damn about your money anyway. 

He wants to keep your soul bound. He'll give you riches as long as he can keep you from reaching Yahweh. He don't care about that. 

Like I was telling you earlier, your relationship with God is gonna look completely different than anybody else's. There are certain commonalities that you will read in the Bible, but it will be unique. God wants a unique relationship with each and every last one of us, and there's certain things, like the Bible says, the secret of the Lord is with his anointed. 

There are a lot of things God's gonna tell you. You will never ever tell anybody else. It's just 'tween you and daddy. Very sweet. It's very special to him. That's what he wants. That's why going to church, it's a plus, but not a must. I don't even think it's a plus anymore. The church is not a safe place. Hmm. 

It just isn't so, but you don't need it. Like pray fast, read your Bible child. You can tune into [00:53:00] shows like this that talk about it from time to time, but God is, is really just what you need and he will deal with you personally. Child. He would visit you in visions and dreams. He might send an angel to to talk to you or whatever. 

Or you might begin to hear things in passing. All of these synchronicities and things that we'd be seeing all the time, that's Yahweh speaking to you. That's not, no, no universe. That's God giving you those things, child. And so, ooh, that devil is something, but we breaking down them, them lies today. Child. 

They getting broken down in the name of Jesus. We not gonna have it. 

Then when it, when it comes to reading the Bible, the original language of the Bible, like the Old Testament is like. Like Aramaic, Hebrew, the New Testaments, like Greek, you can literally Google. Like when you come to like a hard scripture that you might not, that you might be struggling with, you don't like, feel like the clobber passages that the church [00:54:00] likes to use to try to say gay people are going to hell. 

And you can just like literally Google like Hebrew for that thing and it'll come up. And I'm quite impressed. At first I didn't like the Google search engine and how it was interpreting the Hebrew, but now it's on par with like how when I used to go have those thick books, I don't even need the thick concordance books anymore to translate my Hebrew. 

I could just Google it and it's like on point, bruh. It's like God has like fine tuned the Google search engine so you can like interpret the Bible your own. 'cause honestly, a low key, if you've never read the Bible in, in Hebrew or Aramaic or Greek, you haven't really read it because you, you've read somebody else's interpretation. 

However, like the King James version, although it reads like, like, like England, thou art and everything like that is actually the most accurate interpretation. And you don't need to go and dig around with the Hebrew and the Aramaic and the Greek. They pretty much did a fine job with that. But see, no [00:55:00] ministry is gonna be perfect. 

Nobody could have had a perfect ministry except for Jesus. So not even the Bible interpretation ministry is perfect, but what God wants to see is if you care enough about reaching him to push past the discrepancies and find God anyway. Just like you push past barriers to anything, a hookup, a job, going to get something you want. 

You don't, it doesn't have to be just laid out all easy. If you really want it, you're gonna go find a way to make that shit happen, no matter how difficult it is. And don't then that, don't let that testify against you because it will, in the day of judgment, if you try to say, well, I couldn't figure out the Bible, or the church was so mean, Uhuh, Uhuh, it won't work. 

'cause what you really wanted you, you like Uhuh. I don't care what come hell or high water, I'm going to get that thing. You have to have that same tenacity when it comes to getting after God, because God really wants to see that you want him and not just what he's going to do for you. And so [00:56:00] read the Bible. 

Do not read it from front to back. I'm building up on the sex, drugs and Jesus website instructions on like how to read the Bible. There's some stuff there now about that though, and just, but it's more about spending time with God. You don't have to know everything in the Bible. He will lead you to what to read. 

He will deal with you and everything like that. Then you have a Google to help you interpret the hard parts of things you don't understand with. You can look up other people's views on certain scriptures to get some ideas and things like that. They call them commentaries. There's various ones. 

Just look up commentary on this scripture or whatever the case might be. There's all kinds of options, but you have to look, the knowledge of God is literally in your fingertips. Literally, as the Bible says, thou art without excuse. Oh, human. You have no excuse to not know God by this point. You should have known him by now. 

You really should have, and you're already out of time. 

And then, and [00:57:00] then, and then I wanna talk about this whole thing people have with dad being Yahweh, being like talking about some God is mean. Okay, y'all better watch your mouth because you have to be careful with the fact that like every word that we say is like recorded in heaven, like Jesus said. 

That we shall give account for every idol word that has come out of our mouth. You need to be paying attention. Not so much that you think God is mean, but where are you getting this from? Like what is feeding this? Y'all have got to stop letting Lucifer use your mind as a playground. He's just living in there rent free, as they say. 

He keeps you outta the Bible so you don't go through and actually learn the nature and personality of the Lord. We are all little bitty versions of God. This earth is like pattern after heaven. There's so many things and like, like you, you can't see it. To [00:58:00] look at it. I can though heaven is sprinkled all over the earth. 

It really, really is though. But you gotta like know the Lord to be shown this type of thing. Heaven is like God. God really meant it when he said anything. But he said in that Bible, I'm as near as the very air you breathe. And when and when. And if God ever opens your eyes, you can see quite literally you're already experiencing this though. 

Like with things like the wind and music, things that move you. But you can't see This is the testimony of the Holy Ghost child. Okay? God is already right here upon us. And the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. Y'all better not play with God. Okay? You better get to know him 'cause his hand is currently outstretched, but it won't always be 

okay. And so when it comes to God being mean, he's not one prime example is the Passover. You know we are here in Easter season [00:59:00] right now. Y'all know I don't care for holidays 'cause the, the world has just made it so monetized and so about everything but God or about whatever the holiday's supposed to be about. 

Even if it's not necessarily a Godly holiday, it's always about people taking time off work to consume or be with family. And then not a prayer is prayed for whatever the holiday's about. So I just stopped celebrating holidays. I just stopped. And 

because I don't have to, just because everybody in the country celebrates holidays doesn't mean De'Vannon has to, I do what I want. I do whatever I want. I'm not defined by you, by the collective, because I exist individually before the Lord I exist. And, but 

if you read the Passover story, God killed the people in, in Egypt, the firstborn and all of that, but you know, that wasn't his first go-to people like Lucifer has you thinking people will say things like God says mean God who just kills everybody [01:00:00] and wants all your money. Girl, bye. 

Just seriously buy for the money. He only ever asked for 10% in the first place. You get the whole ass other 90. I mean, and then tithing isn't even required anymore unless you're gonna be so hardheaded to be like an Orthodox Jew and reject Jesus or be some type of religion that doesn't wanna believe that Jesus came to make it easy. 

Well then you put yourself under that old law. You don't have to do that at all. That's all covered in the Book of Acts. You don't have to tithe. That's so like last season, it I have a, let me just keep my mouth shut about that, but we'll talk. Thank you Jesus. Hallelujah. And but people wanna talking about God like he's so bloody. 

And what? Okay, well you gotta read the whole picture first. So like Lucifer got you pinpointed on this one thing, just like, like how y'all do in relationships with people, you'll focus in on this one thing you think is negative and then you'll try to say that's all that person is. But then, then you [01:01:00] haven't paid it, zoomed out to see the full picture. 

Y'all treat God the way you treat people in these. Codependent dysfunctional relationships. You treat God the same way. Like you don't see him. You want to be seen, but you don't see the Lord. You don't see him for who he wants to be seen as, which is himself. You literally treat God like you do people in your broken relationships. 

This is the exact same rhetoric. This is the exact same train of thinking because you are what you are, you're not gonna be anything different. So unless you let God help you. But so God didn't want to to come to that, but Pharaoh would not let God's people go. He tried to warn them with personally inflicting them, with like say darkness and the gnats and the locust and things like that. 

And he kept telling Pharaoh, Hey ho homeboy, let my people like go like for real dawg. Or it's gonna get like [01:02:00] Ill up in here and you gonna make me like do stuff I would rather not do, bro. But either way, my people coming out so like chill and do what I say because I am the Lord. And so, and Pharaoh was like, no, I'm a god. 

I am the god of Egypt and I exalt myself against you and I will not listen to you to, and everything like that. And God was like, we'll see about that. We'll see about that. And and just like how God struck down that universe, god, this, this, this thing that people have created, probably trying to call God the universe. 

Like how when I was in the spirit and I saw my daddy bring the universe to his face before his feet, Hmm glory hallelujah. Thank you Jesus. It was no different in Egypt. And they ignored the loss of substance. God hit them in their health, took the cattle away and everything, and they still would not let the children individual go. 

It wasn't until he struck. Them with death personally, by [01:03:00] taking away the might of Egypt, which was their firstborn, that Pharaoh bowed himself before the most high God and said, I will let you go. You are God. And I ain't. Now he not, he did not verbalize that or necessarily say it in his heart, but his his actions said it at last because he finally let them go. 

That was an act of surrender. He surrendered unto Yahweh and let them go and proved that God had the power and he did not, because there is only one God. And if you make God, he will show you. He is God. I warn you not to, don't make Daddy go that far. Please don't. 'cause once he gets like that, you can't, he won't. 

He won't stop because he'd been been done warn you and everything about this, sending the prophets, sending all of us and everything like that to tell you and to warn you about what's gonna happen. He does this in every age. He does this in every age. [01:04:00] Before it all comes down like that. I'll be telling y'all, don't, don't, don't. Listen to these warnings. 

I'm giving y'all warnings to come. Don't let Lucifer trick you. 

They didn't listen in Egypt. All the children died. All the firstborn died. Okay? Everybody who didn't pay attention to the warnings of the night, the death angel passed over. They were outside the house. They died. They were told to stay inside. That's why it's called the Passover. That's the night that death angel passed over as 

god was judging Egypt. Oh God, glory be to God. Thank you, daddy. You are my father. Then he was judging them for oppression. God does not like oppression, like the way the the church oppressed us. That's why God is reckoning against them. But they were in Egypt for like 400 years, 490 years before the reckoning came. 

It's not for us to decide how long it took, [01:05:00] okay? Or how long this reckoning was gonna take to come against the church, or how long before he completes it or whatever. That's not our business. Our business is to know we've been vindicated, justified. We take God's hand, move on, don't make the same mistakes. 

Don't repeat the hate and everything like that and be, just be careful about how we live. But God is not mean but you must read your Bible, pray and fast. But what Lucifer has done, done what a narcissist would do. And he has turned people against the very person who can help them by tarnishing their reputation, which is also the very person that they hurt. 

So those of us, he has done this to Dad. So those of us who are in relationships with narcissists, we help them put ourselves out there for them, built them up, helped to make them strong. Then they turned on us, hurt us, and then they went and tarnished, tried to tarnish our reputation. They do that, okay? 

God created Lucifer, gave him [01:06:00] his station, built him up, gave him authority. Lucifer turned against dad, hurt dad's feelings. He got, sat on his ass by God. And now he's out here trying to tarnish his reputation. 

Now, where have we seen that before? So, so not let Lucifer put this idea in your head that God is mean or anything like that. Get into that Bible. Pray and fast and learn Yahweh, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost for your own self. So you don't let Lucifer trick you out of heaven and out of peace on this Earth is exactly what that boy is down here trying to do. 

And I'm gonna keep doing my part to fight. Lucifer's works through information 'cause the Sex, Drugs and Jesus Podcast is a ministry of information. We overcome evil with good. We overcome the devil with knowledge and instruction because we must learn our enemy to defeat our [01:07:00] enemy. People perish for a lack of knowledge. 

This ministry exists to provide knowledge, but we cover everything. 'cause everything in this world with everyone boils down in some type of way to sex due to our sacral energy and us being so necessarily sexual, which is a beautiful thing as long as you channel that powerful energy, right. Drugs, which has to do with our wanting to get outside of ourselves and experience the life and have things and then also directly attached to drugs. 

And most people done, done or tried something. Nothing more than coffee. People like to kind of get outside of like themselves in type of way and Jesus, which has to do with all of us being a spirit. So the title, the name, the, the ethos, the the core of this show, the meaning of it, why it exists, covers everything that's possible in the human experience in some type of way, which is why it's called the Sex Drugs and Jesus Podcast. 

Hope you've learned something today. [01:08:00] I will pray for you. And may the peace of God be with you, and may the devil be far from you. 

Thank you all so much for joining us today and for taking some time to invest into yourself and into the lives of your loved ones. Please visit us at Sex Drugs in jesus.com and check out our resource page, our spiritual service offerings, my blog, my books, and other writings that God has partnered with me to create. 

Find us on any social media platform. Stay strong my people, and just remember that everything is gonna be all right. [01:09:00]